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Pete's sweaty body fell onto the mattress next to mine. Both of us were breathing shallowly, completely out of breath. I stared at the ceiling for a minute, trying to grasp what just happened. He made love to me. Was he going to leave Meagan? Was this just a big mistake? I honestly hoped it wasn't. I needed to know something, just anything right now.
Pete reached over and grabbed his phone from his pants pocket. "Shit! It's 5 am!" He exclaimed and jumped out of bed and began dressing. I had no idea it was so late, either. I quietly got up and began dressing again myself.
"What does this mean?" I asked Pete quietly as he pulled his shoes on hastily.
"Mandy, I..." Pete trailed off and looked up at me from the edge of the bed. "I don't know."
"Oh..." I said softly, looking away. He wasn't leaving Meagan.
"Look," Pete jumped off the bed and walked up to me, tilting my chin up so I was forced to look him in the eyes. "I love you. But I also love Meagan. What just happened there," he gestured towards the bed, "meant so much to me. I just... I need time to think." He admitted and I just nodded. That was better than hearing it wasn't ever going to happen between us.
Pete leaned in and kissed me tenderly. "I have to leave," he said softly and I nodded. He grabbed his jacket from the bed and walked to the guesthouse door, turning to look at me one last time before leaving. I nearly broke down and cried.
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I thought about that moment as I drove back to the home that I shared with Meagan. What the hell was I going to do? I loved them both, even though my feelings were stronger for Mandy, Meagan had been my girlfriend for the past 3 1/2 years. I'd had 2 nights with Mandy. They were the best nights of my life, though. Why did I have to go and complicate things more?
I walked into the house quietly, closing the door as silently as I could. Meagan would probably be mad that I was gone all night, but would assume I was too drunk to drive. She was so trusting and I shit all over that last night.
As I got closer to the bedroom, I heard Meagan throwing up. "MJ?" I asked, opening the bathroom door. She had her hair in a disastrous bun and was throwing up. She finished and wiped her face with a towel and blew her nose.
"Hey, baby," she said softly. Her eyes flicked towards the counter and I followed her quick glance. On the counter was a small, pink stick. It had a plus sign in the window. "I'm pregnant," she smiled.
Pete's sweaty body fell onto the mattress next to mine. Both of us were breathing shallowly, completely out of breath. I stared at the ceiling for a minute, trying to grasp what just happened. He made love to me. Was he going to leave Meagan? Was this just a big mistake? I honestly hoped it wasn't. I needed to know something, just anything right now.
Pete reached over and grabbed his phone from his pants pocket. "Shit! It's 5 am!" He exclaimed and jumped out of bed and began dressing. I had no idea it was so late, either. I quietly got up and began dressing again myself.
"What does this mean?" I asked Pete quietly as he pulled his shoes on hastily.
"Mandy, I..." Pete trailed off and looked up at me from the edge of the bed. "I don't know."
"Oh..." I said softly, looking away. He wasn't leaving Meagan.
"Look," Pete jumped off the bed and walked up to me, tilting my chin up so I was forced to look him in the eyes. "I love you. But I also love Meagan. What just happened there," he gestured towards the bed, "meant so much to me. I just... I need time to think." He admitted and I just nodded. That was better than hearing it wasn't ever going to happen between us.
Pete leaned in and kissed me tenderly. "I have to leave," he said softly and I nodded. He grabbed his jacket from the bed and walked to the guesthouse door, turning to look at me one last time before leaving. I nearly broke down and cried.
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'Why the fuck won't my lights turn on?' I thought as I flipped the switch over and over again. It was getting dark outside, so I needed the light to see my entryway. I'd just gotten back in town from a television appearance. Maybe Mandy will know what's going on, since she stayed here and watched Hemingway for me.
"Hello?" Her beautiful voice rang through the speaker. I really needed to get a hold of my crush. Patrick would KILL me if he knew I had a thing for his younger sister.
"Hey Mandy. None of my lights are working. Did the power go out?" I asked her and tried to turn on my TV, opened my fridge, checked the over clock. Nothing was on.
"Not that I'm aware of. When I left an hour ago, everything worked just fine."
"Nothing will turn on." I replied as Hemingway came bounding out of the bedroom at me. He jumped at my feet and I pet him affectionately before moving on to other rooms. Nothing worked.
"Do the neighbors have their lights on?" She asked me and I peeked out the patio door. Lights were on all around my place.
"Yeah. What the fuck?" I was beginning to get really frustrated.
"Maybe you forgot to pay the bill." She teased and I rolled my eyes, even though she couldn't see.
"It's on auto pay. Not like I couldn't afford to pay it." I added. She giggled.
"Guess you should call the power company and get someone out to look at it."
"Damn it." I cursed. I knew they wouldn't come out here tonight, it was already 7 o'clock.
"Have fun with candles tonight," she teased me.
"Yeah yeah, bye." I hung up and dialed the electric company and set up for someone to come in the morning.
The next morning I woke up to the electric guy getting here.
"I just can't figure out what happened. My friend was here yesterday and said it was working." I explained and the guy nodded.
"I'm going to check the circuit box and wires. Where is it?" He asked I led him to the closet in my basement and headed back upstairs to grab a drink and get dressed. I was putting my clothes on in my bedroom when the lights suddenly turned on.
"Fuck yeah," I said and pulled my shirt down and walked towards my basement. I heard the electric guy laughing.
"Your friend has a pretty good sense of humor." He said, handing me a note and walking towards the front door. "Circuit breaker was turned off and that note was there. Have a good day." the guy laughed again and left. I looked down at the note.
'Pete, I knew you'd never check the circuit breaker. -Mandy'
I couldn't help but smile. At this moment, I knew I was in love with this woman. She pranked me and I had no idea it was coming.
I thought about that moment as I drove back to the home that I shared with Meagan. What the hell was I going to do? I loved them both, even though my feelings were stronger for Mandy, Meagan had been my girlfriend for the past 3 1/2 years. I'd had 2 nights with Mandy. They were the best nights of my life, though. Why did I have to go and complicate things more?
I walked into the house quietly, closing the door as silently as I could. Meagan would probably be mad that I was gone all night, but would assume I was too drunk to drive. She was so trusting and I shit all over that last night.
As I got closer to the bedroom, I heard Meagan throwing up. "MJ?" I asked, opening the bathroom door. She had her hair in a disastrous bun and was throwing up. She finished and wiped her face with a towel and blew her nose.
"Hey, baby," she said softly. Her eyes flicked towards the counter and I followed her quick glance. On the counter was a small, pink stick. It had a plus sign in the window. "I'm pregnant," she smiled.
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