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I was so glad that I would be seeing Patrick and Elisa today. This past month has been so hard, especially the last two weeks. I didn't know what to do. There was only one thing I knew for certain, that Patrick would kill Pete. No, he will kill Pete. There's no way to keep this a secret. I needed to get Elisa's help. She would be able to help me find the best way to tell him. She's spent more time with my brother over the last 7 years.
"You're early!" Elisa said when I arrived. I hugged her tightly.
"I need help," I said softly.
"What's wrong?" She asked me, her mood shifting towards concern.
"Patrick's not here yet, is he?" I asked as I pulled back and we walked into her house.
"He will be soon, their plane just landed." She replied anxiously. "Amanda, what's wrong?"
"I'm..." My eyes filled with tears and she hugged me.
"Whatever it is, Patrick and I will be here for you."
"I know, but... god. I never thought things would turn out this way." I sighed, wiping the tears from my eyes before they had the chance to fall.
"What way?" She quizzed.
"I'm pregnant," I said softly and her eyes literally popped out of her head.
"No," she said, covering her mouth in disbelief. "It's Pete's, isn't it?"
"Yes," I answered, my voice barely audible. "I deleted his number from my phone, erased all traces I had of contact with him, everything. And I'm so scared Patrick will kill him."
"He will..." she trailed off.
"I am more terrified of telling Pete. He's already got one baby on the way, and I don't want to mess anything up for him." I plopped down on her couch. "Maybe I just won't tell him, lie and say it's someone else's baby and raise it on my own. Then there would be no drama." I was honestly trying to convince myself that it was the best choice.
"That's really unfair of you. Pete deserves to know he has another child and you know it, Amanda." I knew she was right.
"I know..."
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"You've been acting weird all night," Patrick stated. I tried not to look like a deer caught in headlights, but I couldn't help it. Everyone was hanging out at Patrick's to celebrate the end of the European tour. I was so glad that Meagan wasn't here. She apparently wasn't feeling great. Pete was with her right now and would be here later.
"I'm fine," I lied, and horribly. I took a sip of my water and he eyed me suspiciously.
"Have a beer, relax," he offered, giving me a bottle.
"No thanks, I'm feeling a little sick."
"Okay," he said nonchalantly and put the beer back. Crisis averted. I needed to talk to Elisa. I walked over to the kitchen and right up to her.
"I need to talk to you," I whispered. She nodded and we walked into the study.
"What?"
"Patrick's going to find out. He keeps telling me that I'm acting strange and offering me alcohol."
"I hate how perceptive he is." Elisa nibbled aimlessly on her thumbnail, deep in concentration. "We definitely should tell Patrick that you're pregnant when Pete's not around."
"You're what?!?" Patrick yelled behind us. We both froze, our faces becoming pale. "I KNEW something happened!"
Suddenly we heard voices coming from the entryway. Pete and Joe had just arrived and they were laughing about something. Patrick instantly turned around and stormed out towards the entryway. Elisa and I ran after Patrick. Patrick walked right up to Pete and punched him hard in the face, knocking Pete to the ground.
"What the FUCK Patrick?" Pete asked, holding his jaw and standing up.
"YOU FUCKING KNOCKED UP MY SISTER!" Patrick screamed. I'd never seen Patrick more angry before in my life. Pete's face grew pale and his jaw dropped open. His eyes traveled from Patrick's to mine.
"Mandy?" He asked quietly, looking for confirmation. I nodded.
I was so glad that I would be seeing Patrick and Elisa today. This past month has been so hard, especially the last two weeks. I didn't know what to do. There was only one thing I knew for certain, that Patrick would kill Pete. No, he will kill Pete. There's no way to keep this a secret. I needed to get Elisa's help. She would be able to help me find the best way to tell him. She's spent more time with my brother over the last 7 years.
"You're early!" Elisa said when I arrived. I hugged her tightly.
"I need help," I said softly.
"What's wrong?" She asked me, her mood shifting towards concern.
"Patrick's not here yet, is he?" I asked as I pulled back and we walked into her house.
"He will be soon, their plane just landed." She replied anxiously. "Amanda, what's wrong?"
"I'm..." My eyes filled with tears and she hugged me.
"Whatever it is, Patrick and I will be here for you."
"I know, but... god. I never thought things would turn out this way." I sighed, wiping the tears from my eyes before they had the chance to fall.
"What way?" She quizzed.
"I'm pregnant," I said softly and her eyes literally popped out of her head.
"No," she said, covering her mouth in disbelief. "It's Pete's, isn't it?"
"Yes," I answered, my voice barely audible. "I deleted his number from my phone, erased all traces I had of contact with him, everything. And I'm so scared Patrick will kill him."
"He will..." she trailed off.
"I am more terrified of telling Pete. He's already got one baby on the way, and I don't want to mess anything up for him." I plopped down on her couch. "Maybe I just won't tell him, lie and say it's someone else's baby and raise it on my own. Then there would be no drama." I was honestly trying to convince myself that it was the best choice.
"That's really unfair of you. Pete deserves to know he has another child and you know it, Amanda." I knew she was right.
"I know..."
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"You've been acting weird all night," Patrick stated. I tried not to look like a deer caught in headlights, but I couldn't help it. Everyone was hanging out at Patrick's to celebrate the end of the European tour. I was so glad that Meagan wasn't here. She apparently wasn't feeling great. Pete was with her right now and would be here later.
"I'm fine," I lied, and horribly. I took a sip of my water and he eyed me suspiciously.
"Have a beer, relax," he offered, giving me a bottle.
"No thanks, I'm feeling a little sick."
"Okay," he said nonchalantly and put the beer back. Crisis averted. I needed to talk to Elisa. I walked over to the kitchen and right up to her.
"I need to talk to you," I whispered. She nodded and we walked into the study.
"What?"
"Patrick's going to find out. He keeps telling me that I'm acting strange and offering me alcohol."
"I hate how perceptive he is." Elisa nibbled aimlessly on her thumbnail, deep in concentration. "We definitely should tell Patrick that you're pregnant when Pete's not around."
"You're what?!?" Patrick yelled behind us. We both froze, our faces becoming pale. "I KNEW something happened!"
Suddenly we heard voices coming from the entryway. Pete and Joe had just arrived and they were laughing about something. Patrick instantly turned around and stormed out towards the entryway. Elisa and I ran after Patrick. Patrick walked right up to Pete and punched him hard in the face, knocking Pete to the ground.
"What the FUCK Patrick?" Pete asked, holding his jaw and standing up.
"YOU FUCKING KNOCKED UP MY SISTER!" Patrick screamed. I'd never seen Patrick more angry before in my life. Pete's face grew pale and his jaw dropped open. His eyes traveled from Patrick's to mine.
"Mandy?" He asked quietly, looking for confirmation. I nodded.
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