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Title: "XO" - Fall Out Boy

"Please. I'm begging you."

"No. It's not going to make a damn difference that you want that kid whether I go or not. Besides I don't want to spend a whole night with that moron Brendon."

"PLEASE!!"

"No."

"You're such a bitch, sometimes."

I suddenly found myself on a bus, to suburban Las Vegas, by myself with no intent on hurrying home. I called the number Hazel gave me to end speaking to this kid I had never had a conversation with before now.

"Hazel's not coming?" Brendon asked.

"No. She's mean like that sometimes, letting me get on a bus by myself for an hour."

"Why are you coming, if she isn't?"

"Um...because I want to? I'm intrigued by you guys. You're music, I mean. I like it. I just want to see where it comes from."

"Whatever. We'll see you later then, I guess." And with that, he hung up. I stared at my phone for a minute wondering what I was doing. I didn't even know if this kid liked me, if he really wanted to see me again, or if he was just saying that.

I got off the bus and wasn't even sure where I was. I knew the street I needed to be on was just two up, but then, I didn't know where to go. I walked briskly up the street, praying that someone I could possibly recognize would be out here. Instead, I was able to follow the distinct sounds of Panic! At the Disco and was soon sitting among a bevy of people, blending into the crowd. After about an hour, the guys called a break and Ryan quickly escaped out the side door. I got up a few seconds later to follow where he had gone. I walked out the screen door to see him sitting on the curb, digging at pavement with a rock, cigarette perched between his lips. I immediately stopped walking, and once again found myself wondering what he could possibly have to think about now. I sighed, found my wits and continued walking. I started stepping harder, hoping that he would hear me coming. I watched him as he threw the rock down hard and blew a stream of smoke into the air. The rock skipped across the street frustratingly, like it was mad at Ryan and couldn't get away fast enough. He didn't hear me coming. I cleared my throat.

"Hi, Ryan..." I said softly. He looked over at me quickly, then just as quickly turned his attention back to the pavement in front of him.

"My dad is such an asshole." He inhaled, then blew out some more smoke. I shook my head.

"Come again?"

"My dad. I hate him sometimes." I nodded a little, then decided to grab a seat. Ryan looked at his cigarette, as if he was trying to will it to become whole again so he could smoke more, but instead stubbed it out and stomped on it. "He just...he doesn't stop. I ask so nicely sometimes. I do all the things a good son should, just so he'll stop. Maybe for a day, maybe a week. It never lasts and it pisses me off so fucking much. I love him, I do. I just...want us to be happy. I'm so tired of it happening all the time." He looked over at me again. I gave him a sympathetic smile. I had no idea what he was talking about, but I felt bad for him. He sighed.

"Jesus. Fuck. I'm sorry. I don't even know you. Forget it."

"No. Talk. If you need someone, I'm here, unbiased. Just talk."

"No, really. I need to get back inside. I just wanted to smoke."

"Oh." It was all I could muster. His eyes had just started to flicker with a sort of emotion I hadn't noticed before now.

"I just don't want to go home tonight," he finished.

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I kissed him rough as I shoved the front door to my house open. A whole car ride of teasing and I had had enough. I pushed him back toward the couch that was only a few feet away. Ryan lost his balance when the back of his legs came in contact with the edge of the couch and he fell back with me right on top. I felt myself began to get lost in his kiss. Suddenly, his hands adopted a mind of their own and they began to travel up my shirt as he started to rub my breasts. I couldn't take it anymore and began grinding against his hard on. He let out a moan as I pressed harder, his lips traveled down from mine and he began to kiss my neck as I nibbled on his ear.

"Ryan?" I whispered as I let out a soft moan in his ear that made him shiver. "What are we doing?" I asked him. He began to kiss my lips again.
In between kisses, "Just let go. It's okay. We're here for each other right now." I exhaled softly and continued to kiss his lips. He kissed me roughly and I responded by tugging on his shirt and trying to pull it over his head. He sat up and took it off, then continued to kiss me. I quickly removed my shirt and just left my bra. I then began to kiss down his neck and went lower. I kissed his stomach as I undid his belt and unzipped his pants. I tugged at them and started to work them down as Ryan helped. I licked his boxers overtop of where his dick was just begging to be released. Ryan let out a sort of yelp and bucked his hips up. I loved teasing him, but reached in and began to give his cock the satisfaction it needed. I slowly slid his shaft in my mouth as Ryan gasped. I let my tongue roam all over his hard-on and lightly nibbled and sucked him off as he fucked my mouth and let out many moans and groans. I was getting very horny myself, hearing how I was pleasing Ryan, so I reached down, stuck my hands under my panties and began fingering my wet pussy.

"Are you wet?" he whispered to me. I moaned in response. He slid himself out of my mouth and guided me to get on top of him. He replaced my hand with his and his fingers started slipping around my wet cunt in search of my clit. His fingers finally landed on it as I let out a loud gasp and he started to gently rub it, leaving kisses all over my neck. I started to grind his hand, desperately wanting to have a mind blowing orgasm. He suddenly pulled his hand away from my clit, lifted me off of him as he sat me down on the couch and straddled me. He reached back and unhooked my bra and slid it down my arms. He put his head down and gently kissed my neck as I wriggled underneath him in intense erotic pleasure. He slowly trailed his kisses down my neck towards my chest, lightly licking and nibbling along the way. He sucked on my left nipple and pinched my right as I reached down and took his hard dick in my hand and began to slowly jerk him off. He moaned on my chest as I began gasping. I had never felt anything more intense in my whole life. Ryan treated each nipple with the same respect and I felt myself already almost near a ferocious orgasm but I held on for a better moment. Ryan again started to stream his kisses down my stomach and sucked around my belly button and on top of my panty line. He slowly pulled my shorts down and got a quick glimpse of my black thong before that came off, too. He lowered his head down to my dripping cunt and lightly licked at my clit.

"Oh, Ryan." I moaned quietly. I began moaning louder and I felt so out of sorts from the intense feelings. It felt like this wasn't even me, like I was looking down at this gorgeous girl, getting the fuck of her life. I began playing with my tits as he sucked, licked and bit me off to almost an amazing orgasm.

"Ryan, I'm going to cum." I said. He quickly lifted his head and brought himself up parallel to me as he leaned down and kissed me gently. Suddenly, he pushed himself inside me. I let out a loud gasp and moaned his name. Ryan let out a deep, soft groan that almost sent me over the edge.

"Holy shit." he whispered.

"Fuck me, Ryan." He pushed his dick in as far as it could go and started to slowly move in and out of my soaking wet cunt. I caught on to his pace and we began moving together, moaning and groaning and talking dirty. I then felt Ryan get tense as he started to pump faster. I begged for him to fuck me harder as his pace quickened. He began grunting as he fucked me as hard as he could. I put my hands on his shoulders, dug my nails into his skin and threw my head back as I felt the first orgasm come crashing down on us.

"I'm going to come, Tinsley." he said. I nodded and let myself relax and looked in his eyes as I let my orgasm thunder on every nerve ending in my body. I felt dizzy suddenly and everything went black as the earth fell violently on top of me as my body shook with the intensity of this orgasm. Ryan's eyes screamed of intense pleasure and were watering ever so slightly.

"Oh, shit!" He said loudly as I felt him fill me with his cum. He squeezed his eyes shut as he slowed his pace and I let go of a smaller, less intense second orgasm. Ryan finally emptied himself inside of me and lay down on top of me as we tried to catch our breath. He pulled out of me and kissed my neck as I sighed with satisfaction. I reached up and rubbed the back of his head, while I laid kisses on his neck. Ryan settled himself down and laid his head on my chest and fell asleep. After an hour of just stroking his hair and listening to him breath, I began wondering how this happened. We were just joking at first, but suddenly it became a life or death situation to sleep with each other. I was just hoping that I didn't just ruin any chance Ryan and I were ever going to have at a real relationship...