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PROJECT WINTER SOLDIER - designed by Hydra, one man can make all the difference - or at least that was the idea. The reality? One man taken from his family, friends, lover and tortured into somethi...

Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier. MCU AU with an OC.

How does ones parents affect the outcome of you becoming an adult? 'Whatever it is that is wrong, the little girl believes she is the cause of it. Her parents are teaching her the art of guilt w...

James knows he has been moved from the interrogation camp, and for the first few weeks he is barely conscious - but enough to know something is happening to him.

Not all torture is physical.

Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

You turn again as movement catches your eye. Then you see him. Your patient.

The last few years have been difficult, and the mistreatment at the hands of the nurses and orderlies are affecting James' mind.

This chapter follows straight on from chapter 10

Dreams are strange things, nightmares are worse. You believe them when you are trapped within them. You cannot escape. Things and locations change, but your mind accepts them, readjusts itself.

How could he have thought...how could he have hoped. He wants the release, it has tortured him for weeks. How can he ask this of her? He can't, it is unfair on her.

“No!” The utter desperation in his voice has you up out of your chair, running to his bedside. He is trying to sit up, trying to pull his hair out as he cries, and you don't know what is wrong...

Zola may not like Lehmann, but he knows if there is a way to break Barnes then it will be Lehmann who does it.

You have talked to him about his life, his family. He has started to forget so many things. His voice grows quieter and quieter until in the end he hardly speaks at all. When you try to get him to ...

He rears up so fast that it pushes you backwards, and his hand hits you so hard your head rings. You fall awkwardly on your hands. He grabs your plait and pulls you up so close to him, he is kneeli...

PLEASE TAKE NOTICE OF THESE WARNINGS. Severe medical trauma. Severe physical and mental torture.

He doesn't know who is he, where he is, or what is happening. He does what they tell him to do. His head sometimes hurts so badly that he could weep. He doesn't tell them though because he feels li...

WARNING: Rape and sexual content. Mental abuse.

But it is the two pods that have your attention. That is what they call them, but to you they look like metal coffins with a window in the lid so you can see the corpse. One of the pods they will u...

He watches the rise and fall of her chest, the way her hair curls around on the pillow. He knows its softness from when he has snuggled up to her at night, which is the closest he has come to touch...

Zola knows they cannot go any further until he can solve this problem. How can he join both the personalities together so that they work as one? What could bind them together to make the perfect so...

A tale for Christmas.....

He can remember things that have been done to him, but there is no context. He doesn't know who the blond haired man in his memories is but he knows that thinking about him makes his head hurt and ...

The doctor taps the table with his pen, and you can see him thinking. He is one of the team bought in to perfect the mind wipe that they will be using on the Winter Soldier. You have gotten lost i...

Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

THE CONSTANT - the nurse abducted to look after him - who loves him but knows that one day she will have to let him go because if he is ever to be free then he will return to the love of his life -...

PROJECT WINTER SOLDIER - designed by Hydra, one man can make all the difference - or at least that was the idea. The reality? One man taken from his family, friends, lover and tortured into somethi...

Now that he is just one unified personality, it is simple to complete his training. He has been tested out in the field and he is ready. There is just one more hurdle to go before they can assign h...

They have done tests. Instructed him to do things. He has followed all commands to the letter but he has not been sent out to kill someone yet. Not had a mission encoded. They need to do a test. ...

His mind is clear, focused. He knows what he is to do. He is the new fist of Hydra. With his missions he will rid the world of confusion, greed. His work will be of benefit to all of mankind. For e...

“She said she liked it rough.” The new guard thinks he is being clever. He knows how they have heard you cry out at night, can all see cuts and bruises the next day. The Winter Soldier looks b...

“Tell me what's wrong,” he says and you look up to see him looking at you, those beautiful eyes, looking at you as if he cares. He doesn't, he can't, he doesn't have emotions for you unless its...

'Too Close To Home' meaning: Affecting one personally & intimately – having a personal affect on you. The noun home here means “the heart of something.”

Lehmann is an excellent liar and an actor. What most of the people sat around the table with him do not know is that they will never get to the new facility. He will be replacing them all. They w...

The Winter Soldier is dying, and because it senses this the serum is trying to wake him from his death sleep. It is trying to rebuild his memories, to motivate him, anything to persuade the cold bo...

An intelligent, young, bright American, Jackson Caldwell arrives at his new posting. Although he is only in his twenties he is keen, enthusiastic, and knows exactly where Project Winter Soldier sho...

He tries to reach for the door but his hand misses the knob. He tries again, his co-ordination is out of sync. He rests his hand against the door frame and his forehead against the coolness of the ...

He pulls you down to him and kisses your lips hard, then turns you around so you are sat between his legs, perched on the edge of the bed. He moves back slightly so you don't fall off. His grip is ...

The older man is smiling at you but it is a cold smile. He shows you an open wallet he has in his hand. “Vojenské zpravodajství, ” he says and you blink. You haven't a clue what he has jus...

Exactly what the title says - a week in the life of one of the prison guards.

The chair tilts and the plates begin to cover his face. He inhales deeply, his hands clench the arm rests, and the whine from the machine begins. The pain starts and he tenses, but although the ...

He knows you now, and the look in his eyes is so different to when he first returns from programming. The smile he gives you makes your stomach knot and makes your knees weak. Even after all this t...

Do you ever wonder what happens behind the closed doors at night when everyone is asleep?

You pick the top file up and a small photo falls out that takes your breath away. It is of James Barnes. You pick the file up and the loose photo and sit up, pushing paperwork out of the way to g...

“Your Winter Soldier is not just being programmed...” Fennhoff turns to look at Caldwell “he is being systematically and viciously tortured as well.”

A bit of Stucky.

Caldwell is not sending the Winter Soldier to assassinate anyone this time. On the contrary - he needs these people brought back safe and sound. They had talked about using the STRIKE teams, but ha...

The last decade has been hard on you but of course you do not know just how much time has passed each time you and the Winter Soldier come out of cryo.

All the hate you have built up for this animal, for this side of the man you love falls away in a second when you hear the anguish in that voice. How? How can your emotions for him swing so f...

PROJECT WINTER SOLDIER - designed by Hydra, one man can make all the difference - or at least that was the idea. The reality? One man taken from his family, friends, lover and tortured into somethi...

He knows he is ready for his mission. He knows his target. He knows where the assassination will take place. He knows his work is important. He knows it is to create order in this chaot...

“Lets see if we can't make you talk,” he says, taking up a large bladed knife and slowly but firmly wriggling the blade under one of the metal plates which is attached to the skin at the top of...

"As I said, we no longer require a Constant any more. The Winter Soldier no longer needs one. He no longer needs you."

“I've missed you so much,” you whisper. It's as if you are by yourselves, all other noise fades into the background. “You left me,” he says, and watches as a tear escapes down your cheek. ...

She has become too much of a nuisance. She will give too much optimism to the world. There are people who do not want that, and so Neena has come onto Hydra's radar. The hope she gives people has t...

Okay. You have an easy half an hour to do this. You can do it. You chant to yourself. You have a mission and you need to complete it before the Winter Soldier finishes his own and meets you back at...

How could you of been so innocent? How could you not have considered the bloodshed? Did you think the assassinations would be a simple bullet through the forehead, a small hole and a trickle of blo...

For this evening his name is is Marc Hunter, and he is a rich industrialist. Keeps himself to himself, but recently met and married the beautiful glamorous débutante Katherine Davenport. How yo...

“Come, come,” Yazdani is saying and pulling on Natasha's arm. She shakes her head and for a moment things clear and she staggers up to follow him down to the side of the stream. As they reach t...

The Winter Soldier has already been given his orders for this 'training' session and he will follow them to the letter. “Do you understand your parameters?” he asks and the Winter Soldier repl...

You look at Rumlow's face. He looks as if he has grown up rough; he must now be in his mid-thirties and you know he is a rising star in Hydra. Not someone to watch in the power struggle that happen...

“Do you know where it will be?” he asks out of the blue. “Where what will be?” you ask stupidly. “The base.” And now you look across at his team. They are not taking any notice of...

That is when you become aware of someone close to you. The man is stood so close you can smell him; you can see blond hair poking out from the baseball cap he is wearing, at the look of puzzlement...

“No one can help me,” he says quietly. “I'm a killer. All I do is destroy. I don't stop chaos I create it!”

As he speaks, he watches the Soldier closely. The Soldier goes from looking at his Handler to looking away and then back again. It is obvious he is taking in what Pierce is saying, but he is also q...

The Winter Soldier comes into the room, turns and shuts the door, locking it, and then, looking at you he puts the key up on top of the wardrobe. Somewhere he knows you can't reach. The smile he...

“Bucky, you've known me your whole life...” Steve Rogers is not going to give up, is not going to lose Bucky again. The Winter Soldier lashes out at him, hurts him but Steve does not fight back...

He cannot stop thinking, cannot stop the sickening images that come to mind, the sounds that go with them which are so loud he puts his hands over this ears but the noises are still there. To anyon...

He buys a ticket and then heads to the exhibition he has come to see. As he passes under the sign Welcome Back Cap! the Winter Soldier shivers as if someone has just walked over his grave.

“My name is James Buchanan Barnes,” he says aloud, trying the words. “But my family and friends call me Bucky. I was born in...” And he cannot remember. He knew the dates, but now they have...

Did he really think he could escape them?

Steve thought it was going to be so simple. Bucky had accepted his help so readily last night, had allowed them to work on his wounds and care for him, but this morning? This morning the Winter Sol...

“I have to go...” Bucky says, and the words make Steve feel sick. “Go? Go where? Buck, come on, I can look after you. I can protect you...” But Bucky steps further away from him, look...

Bucky hesitantly puts his hand out in a greeting and Tony takes it, holding it for a moment too long because he yearns to pull the man close, wants to whisper into his ear: “You killed my parents...

It all started in the shop. They had gone in to buy a few things to keep them going, but inevitably someone had recognised him. Someone had called the Winter Soldier's name. Someone who thought ...

“I don't want an argument. I don't want to fight. But I do want to deal with Bucky, and not you,” Steve says calmly. The Soldier's eyes narrow, then he laughs and throws the empty bottle to ...

Once at the tower they allowed him to see her, even allowed him to stay by her bedside until it was obvious she was beginning to come around, and then they told him that for her sake he needed to s...

You step forward. “Mr Stark...Tony. James would not have done all those things if he had not been programmed, if they had not continually taken away his memories, mind wiped him again and again m...

You try and avoid Steve and James as much as possible. Whenever you come across them Steve always seems so apologetic and James ignores you as much as he can. He is like a stranger these days, and ...

You don’t look back and you do not say farewell to anyone because you have no wish to. Why would you need to? No one will miss you. People would argue that James is not alone. they would be wron...

“Do you think we have the right place?” Bucky asks for the second time. But before Steve can reply the waitress comes up with their drinks. They are quiet whilst Honey sets their coffee down an...

And now he is reminding you that you are his. You once told him you would do anything for him. You prayed and said you wanted your Winter Soldier back – and someone has answered your prayers. You...

"Did we hurt you?” Bucky asks. You look into those eyes. Those beautiful eyes that you could lose yourself in…but the anger you feel is still there, boiling beneath the surface. “Do you mea...

This isn't a trial. It's a parody. A disgrace to justice.

Yesterday they were one huge mass; today, they are split in two. On the left side are the people you saw yesterday, their banners calling for James' death. But on the right is a new smaller crowd, ...

The three men look into the room that holds their prisoner. He is unconscious. Anyone with that amount of sedative shot into them would be out for days; and even Bucky Barnes should be out for at l...

A package was delivered addressed to both her and Steve. Nat phoned Steve and he told them to open it. Freya's hands were shaking as she did so; inside was a pay-as-you-go phone. Nat switched it on...

There are so many canon and non canon stories of Steve Rogers childhood and his parents out there. This is the one in my universe :) I know it is old history but I just wanted to include a bit mor...

Tony sighs breaking it, leaning forward and rubbing his hands together, then looks at Bucky. “I need your permission.” “For what?” Bucky senses the conversation has gone up a notch. “Th...

The first wave of 420 jurors will be contacted. Once a juror has been notified they have twenty-four hours to decide whether or not they wish to serve. If they do not wish to serve, then their name...

The diary did not start its life as a journal; it was a plain ruled hardback notebook. The reader has never heard of Jack Harper. No one has. His story isn't a great one; it is more how he has writ...

The result is in.

Anita's clinic is downtown in a busy area. You are ushered through to Anita's office and she asks you to sit down. She won't meet your eyes and you begin to worry. She pulls her chair up close and ...

“Got you a little present. After all I didn't say I was going to do the killing.” And Sitwell holds up a soiled red book which has a black star etched on to the front. Steve looks at Bucky. He...

This last chapter is dedicated to all the people who have followed James and Freya on their journey to get back to Steve. Without you, readers, this story would never have been uploaded so thank yo...