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Lose Control
2 reviewsWhat happens when Amy meets someone who gives her an offer she can't refuse
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When Mikey did finally find Amy and Gerard they were in a peaceful embrace, Gerard softly stroking Amy long, dark, shiny hair. Mikey smiled at the sight before walking up to his older brother and gently tapped him on shoulder, bringing him out of his daydream,
"Oh, hey Mikey" Gerard said, somewhat lazily as Amy rubbed her tired sate from her eyes and gave a smile in greeting, to which Mikey smiled back and immediately launched into his good news,
"Gerard, Amy, guess what!" Gerard looked at Amy, confusion written all over his face,
"What?" Amy decided to say, she was not in the mood for a guessing game, come to think of think she never was, she thought about that for a couple of seconds more before tuning back into to what Mikey was saying,
"Well I was just talking to Brian," he paused seeing the confusion creeping in Amy's eyes, "Our manager" Amy nodded in understanding, "and he was telling me about our 2007 tour right" they both nodded, "You'll never guess who we're on tour with!" he exclaimed excitedly,
Both Amy and Gerard looked at each other, trying to figure what Mikey was trying to say,
"Who?" Gerard asked, interested,
"Evanescence!" he practically yelled, both the vocalists eyes opened as wide as possible,
"Seriously?!" Amy exclaimed, shooting up to her feet, pulling the rather shocked Gerard Way up and into her arms. Mikey smiled at their excitement until he remembered the other important fact that he needed to tell Gerard about the tour,
"Oh and Gerard, unfortunately we're also touring with The Used again" Mikey said as he saw Gerard's excitement die somewhat and Amy's eyes showed her confusion as she silently asked why that was such a bad thing,
"Let's just say that Bert and I don't see eye to eye" Gerard said, answering her un-asked question, she still looked confused but knew to just drop the subject,
"At least we can spend more time together" Amy said, brightening the mood somewhat, wrapping her arms around Gerard's waist and resting her head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of her head and softly smiled. Little did they know that soon things would go a bit pear-shaped.
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After celebrating Christmas over at Amy's parents house and having a blissful two week break the past week on tour had flown by and Gerard already hated the fact that he had to spend the majority of 2007 with Bert McCracken, who was currently trying to put the moves on Amy. It was exactly one week and three days into the tour when something really bad happened.
"Hey Lee!" Bert called as Amy was walking towards her tour bus; she turned around at sighed as he jogged towards her, "What's up?" he asked, leaning against the side of the bus and running his hand through his dirty black hair,
"You mean right now?" she asked, pretending to think about it, "Let's see, I've just finished a sound check with my band, now I'm going to relax" Bert laughed, "What?" she asked, not in the mood for his childish games,
"Relaxing... don't you find it so boring?" he asked slyly, Amy thought about this for a while, actually understanding what he was saying. Life on the road could get kind of tedious when you weren't actually playing a show, Bert noticed her pause and took the chance, "Why don't you come with me... I can show you how to have fun" he said, grabbing her arm and dragging her to his bands tour bus where the rest of The Used were sitting inside an smoking... something, "hey guys, look what I found!" he said as she greeted all of them, "See Lee, this is how we relax" as he motioned around the compacted room, a few needles were scattered around and the band weren't actually smoking cigarettes.
She almost didn't notice someone thrusting one of the cigarette-things in her face, "Go on Lee" she heard Bert say as she stared at it, "Take a puff, I'll tell ya, it's very relaxing" he whispered in her ear. She felt her resolve break away as she remembered that she had a life-threatening disease and that she wanted to try everything once, she took the joint, filled with what she presumed to be cannabis and took a long drag, feeling the smoke work it ways into her lungs, she coughed and took it away from her mouth,
"So Lee, what dya think" Jepha asked, speaking up for the first time since Amy had been there,
"I dunno" she answered as she took another drag. Soon enough she finished one joint and was onto her second one. After she finished that one Bert stopped rolling them, thinking about something else to do,
"Hey Lee... You ever tried Crack?" He said, grabbing a needle from the table by the side of him.
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Meanwhile Gerard was searching throughout the venue, looking for Amy. Nobody had seen her all day and she wasn't in her tour bus, Gerard was starting to panic, scared that maybe something has happened to her. Realizing that there was one person he hadn't asked yet he sucked in his gut and made his way to The Used's tour bus.
He knocked on the door and after a few minutes of no response he decided to open the door himself, stopping in shock at what he saw,
"Amy?" he said, fanning the air to get rid of the smoke, "what the fuck are you doing?!" He continued, before being interrupted by Bert,
"Chill out Gee, let the girl have some fun" he exclaimed, stopping short as he saw Gerard's eyes widen at what Bert had in his hand... a needle containing cocaine. Bert watched as his former-friends features darkened and he merely said,
"Amy, come with me please" he said, surprisingly calm for a guy who felt like he was going to lash out at someone, however he would wait until he had Bert alone,
"You can't tell me what to do!" she practically yelled, her words slurring as she tried to stand up in the cramped space,
"I can if it concerns your life" he replied, still as calm as possible, knowing that this was not his Amy talking,
"I have no 'life' anymore!" she yelled walking out into the cold January air away from the packed tour bus, "I'm fucked anyway" she said, feeling suddenly dizzy she put her hand to her head as Gerard made his way towards her, but not before glaring at Bert and saying,
"I'm not through with you yet" and with that he ran up to his love, carefully putting his hands on her shoulders,
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" she yelled, pushing him away,
"Amy please, don't do this to yourself" he said desperately,
"I don't fucking care anymore Gerard!" she cried, tears rolling down her pale, yet slightly flushed, cheeks, "My life is worthless anyway"
"Don't say that, no part of you is worthless" he said, trying to talk sense into her,
"Of course I am, you would never be able to start a family with me!" she cried, "I've always dreamed of started a family with a man I love, who loved me back" She said softly, her voice dropped to an almost whisper, "Now that I've found the man I can't start the family" Gerard felt his heart crack for her,
"Of course you can" he said, trying to comfort, unfortunately this was to no avail as it set her off again,
"No I FUCKING CAN'T" She yelled, her face contorted into anger, "JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She shouted, running away from him, to God knows where. Gerard could feel his anger bubbling again as he went in search of Bert McCracken.
"Oh, hey Mikey" Gerard said, somewhat lazily as Amy rubbed her tired sate from her eyes and gave a smile in greeting, to which Mikey smiled back and immediately launched into his good news,
"Gerard, Amy, guess what!" Gerard looked at Amy, confusion written all over his face,
"What?" Amy decided to say, she was not in the mood for a guessing game, come to think of think she never was, she thought about that for a couple of seconds more before tuning back into to what Mikey was saying,
"Well I was just talking to Brian," he paused seeing the confusion creeping in Amy's eyes, "Our manager" Amy nodded in understanding, "and he was telling me about our 2007 tour right" they both nodded, "You'll never guess who we're on tour with!" he exclaimed excitedly,
Both Amy and Gerard looked at each other, trying to figure what Mikey was trying to say,
"Who?" Gerard asked, interested,
"Evanescence!" he practically yelled, both the vocalists eyes opened as wide as possible,
"Seriously?!" Amy exclaimed, shooting up to her feet, pulling the rather shocked Gerard Way up and into her arms. Mikey smiled at their excitement until he remembered the other important fact that he needed to tell Gerard about the tour,
"Oh and Gerard, unfortunately we're also touring with The Used again" Mikey said as he saw Gerard's excitement die somewhat and Amy's eyes showed her confusion as she silently asked why that was such a bad thing,
"Let's just say that Bert and I don't see eye to eye" Gerard said, answering her un-asked question, she still looked confused but knew to just drop the subject,
"At least we can spend more time together" Amy said, brightening the mood somewhat, wrapping her arms around Gerard's waist and resting her head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of her head and softly smiled. Little did they know that soon things would go a bit pear-shaped.
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After celebrating Christmas over at Amy's parents house and having a blissful two week break the past week on tour had flown by and Gerard already hated the fact that he had to spend the majority of 2007 with Bert McCracken, who was currently trying to put the moves on Amy. It was exactly one week and three days into the tour when something really bad happened.
"Hey Lee!" Bert called as Amy was walking towards her tour bus; she turned around at sighed as he jogged towards her, "What's up?" he asked, leaning against the side of the bus and running his hand through his dirty black hair,
"You mean right now?" she asked, pretending to think about it, "Let's see, I've just finished a sound check with my band, now I'm going to relax" Bert laughed, "What?" she asked, not in the mood for his childish games,
"Relaxing... don't you find it so boring?" he asked slyly, Amy thought about this for a while, actually understanding what he was saying. Life on the road could get kind of tedious when you weren't actually playing a show, Bert noticed her pause and took the chance, "Why don't you come with me... I can show you how to have fun" he said, grabbing her arm and dragging her to his bands tour bus where the rest of The Used were sitting inside an smoking... something, "hey guys, look what I found!" he said as she greeted all of them, "See Lee, this is how we relax" as he motioned around the compacted room, a few needles were scattered around and the band weren't actually smoking cigarettes.
She almost didn't notice someone thrusting one of the cigarette-things in her face, "Go on Lee" she heard Bert say as she stared at it, "Take a puff, I'll tell ya, it's very relaxing" he whispered in her ear. She felt her resolve break away as she remembered that she had a life-threatening disease and that she wanted to try everything once, she took the joint, filled with what she presumed to be cannabis and took a long drag, feeling the smoke work it ways into her lungs, she coughed and took it away from her mouth,
"So Lee, what dya think" Jepha asked, speaking up for the first time since Amy had been there,
"I dunno" she answered as she took another drag. Soon enough she finished one joint and was onto her second one. After she finished that one Bert stopped rolling them, thinking about something else to do,
"Hey Lee... You ever tried Crack?" He said, grabbing a needle from the table by the side of him.
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Meanwhile Gerard was searching throughout the venue, looking for Amy. Nobody had seen her all day and she wasn't in her tour bus, Gerard was starting to panic, scared that maybe something has happened to her. Realizing that there was one person he hadn't asked yet he sucked in his gut and made his way to The Used's tour bus.
He knocked on the door and after a few minutes of no response he decided to open the door himself, stopping in shock at what he saw,
"Amy?" he said, fanning the air to get rid of the smoke, "what the fuck are you doing?!" He continued, before being interrupted by Bert,
"Chill out Gee, let the girl have some fun" he exclaimed, stopping short as he saw Gerard's eyes widen at what Bert had in his hand... a needle containing cocaine. Bert watched as his former-friends features darkened and he merely said,
"Amy, come with me please" he said, surprisingly calm for a guy who felt like he was going to lash out at someone, however he would wait until he had Bert alone,
"You can't tell me what to do!" she practically yelled, her words slurring as she tried to stand up in the cramped space,
"I can if it concerns your life" he replied, still as calm as possible, knowing that this was not his Amy talking,
"I have no 'life' anymore!" she yelled walking out into the cold January air away from the packed tour bus, "I'm fucked anyway" she said, feeling suddenly dizzy she put her hand to her head as Gerard made his way towards her, but not before glaring at Bert and saying,
"I'm not through with you yet" and with that he ran up to his love, carefully putting his hands on her shoulders,
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" she yelled, pushing him away,
"Amy please, don't do this to yourself" he said desperately,
"I don't fucking care anymore Gerard!" she cried, tears rolling down her pale, yet slightly flushed, cheeks, "My life is worthless anyway"
"Don't say that, no part of you is worthless" he said, trying to talk sense into her,
"Of course I am, you would never be able to start a family with me!" she cried, "I've always dreamed of started a family with a man I love, who loved me back" She said softly, her voice dropped to an almost whisper, "Now that I've found the man I can't start the family" Gerard felt his heart crack for her,
"Of course you can" he said, trying to comfort, unfortunately this was to no avail as it set her off again,
"No I FUCKING CAN'T" She yelled, her face contorted into anger, "JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She shouted, running away from him, to God knows where. Gerard could feel his anger bubbling again as he went in search of Bert McCracken.
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