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Where Will You Go

by -Angel-May- 1 review

Things go from bad to worse when Gerard decides to give up

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Angst, Crossover, Drama, Romance - Characters: Bob Bryar, Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Ray Toro - Warnings: [?] [V] - Published: 2007-02-24 - Updated: 2007-02-24 - 1299 words

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Bert felt his shirt being tugged at and then his body being slammed into the side of the My Chemical Romance tour bus, looking up he saw the furious face of one Gerard Arthur Way and his fist being raised, before said fist connected with the side of his face.
Inside the tour bus a slam was heard through and Bob was the first one out hand-in-hand with Kirsty and in tow was Mikki and Ray. They all gasped at the sight of Gerard and Bert tackling each other to the ground, Gerard's fist meeting Bert's chin and Bert foot meeting Gerard's stomach, both men were bleeding from their noses and mouths and neither one of them looked as if they were about to give in.
Bob and Ray were the ones to have to pry the men away from each other, restraining their arms behind their backs while Bert and Gerard struggled against them,
"YOU'RE DEAD BERT!" Gerard screamed in anger,
"You can't control what she does!" Bert yelled, "And what does it matter anyway? I heard about her little secret from the fans" he said somewhat menacingly,
"FUCK YOU!" Gerard screamed again, Bob having to hold onto him tighter as the vocalist began to struggle more,
"You know it's true Gerard" Bert continued, "She's dead anyway so what's a little crack gonna do?"
"Would you two stop for a second?!" Mikki said, standing between them, Kirsty quickly joining her, "and tell us what the hell is going on here" she said forcefully, needing Gerard to calm down somewhat,
"Why don't you ask the fucking twat over there" Gerard said, his head hung low as Bert's words replayed in his head,
"Okay Bert, what's the hell is going on here?" Kirsty asked, as pleasantly as possible to the man she despised so much,
"I just showed Amy a bit of fun," Bert said casually, "It was all in good nature"
"DRUGS YOU TWAT!" Gerard was irate again, "YOU GAVE HER FUCKING DRUGS!"
"YOU DID WHAT?!" Kirsty shouted, she was restraining herself to not hit Bert herself,
"What a bit of crack gonna do to her?" Bert said, still trying to wiggle out of Rays grasp, "She accepted anyway"
"Because she didn't know what else to do" Gerard said softly, he knew that Amy couldn't refuse anything because she was still wary of men she didn't know very well, especially when they asked something from her as she still remembered the last time she refused something... she still had the scars,
"Bert I think you better leave before I actually let Gerard kill you" Bob said as Ray let the scruffy vocalist scatter off before he himself let Gerard go, who I turn slumped forward, his shoulders sagged and his head was still held low as he brought his hands up to rub his eyes,
"You should've let me kill him" he murmured,
"But then you would have been done of murder" Mikki said soothingly, "listen why don't you go and find Amy, you two can have a talk and sort this whole mess out." She continued brightly, trying desperately to cheer the worn out man up,
"You know she could already be craving more," he said, seemingly unfazed by Mikki's advice, "It's given her a kick and now she'll want more" he paused and gasped slightly, "I have to go and find her before she ruins her life" he said running off in the direction he had seen Amy run off to.

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It was roughly one hour later when Gerard found Amy talking to some random guy, next thing he saw was Amy bringing out some money from her coat pocket then running her hand across the strangers own, the money being removed from her hand and something else was then placed back in her pocket.
Gerard couldn't take it anymore and ran up to Amy as she turned round, her movements ceasing as she saw Gerard run up to her and grab her around the upper arms. Irrationally she was scared, flashbacks of Shaun and Ben ran through her mind as she tried desperately to push Gerard away from her,
"What the HELL are you doing?!" Gerard yelled, anger still coursing through his veins, at this point tears were streaming down Amy's pale cheeks, Gerard didn't notice, "Don't you know that this can ruin you?!" he yelled again. Amy placed her hands on his cheeks trying to stop the yelling anyway she knew how,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry please Gerard," she pleaded desperately, shaking her hand frantically, Amy felt Gerard's hands in her coat pocket and felt the Cocaine being removed from it's hidden place,
"Why Amy?" Gerard asked, defeated,
"I'm sorry, it's just makes me feel so good" Amy said, trying hard to make him see what she was saying,
"Amy listen to me when I tell you, this stuff is not good," he said, "Take it from someone who knows" he finished sighing, looking at the white powder in the small packet resting peacefully in his hand,
"But Gerard..." Amy began and Gerard knew at this moment that arguing with her in this state would get him no where, so therefore in anger he yelled,
"You know what... fuck it!" and threw the packet on the floor before storming away. Amy watched him walk away, tears gathering in her eyes, gently rolling down her cheeks in drops. She looked down at the packet by her feet then knelt down and picked it up, placing it hurriedly in her coat pocket again before walking in fast-paced yet small steps back to her band's tour bus.

Gerard got back to where the rest of the guys were standing around, talking about the events that had just taking place, at the same time informing both Frank and Mikey, everyone becoming almost simultaneously silent. Frank was the first to walk to the practically shaking man, placing his hand on his shoulder,
"Hey what happened?" he asked softly, Gerard didn't reply, instead he just shrugged the younger mans hand off his shoulder and walked away, back to the tour bus, slamming the door shut behind him.

Amy walked up the steps to find her band mates sitting comfortably on the chairs and beds around the front area of the bus. Everyone shut up and looked cautiously at Amy, who in turn felt very nervous at being stared at, feeling almost as though she was being examined; searched for faults in her person,
"Amy...what happened?" Tim asked gently, noticed Amy's tear streaked face and shivering body,
"Nothing... It doesn't matter anyway" she replied, as forcefully as she could manage, her head hung low causing her hair to cover the majority of her face. She couldn't explain what good it would do but she did it anyway,
"Gerard didn't hurt you did he?" Rocky asked, knowing truthfully that Gerard wasn't the sort of person who could abuse Amy like Shaun and Ben did, but he had to ask anyway,
"No no no," Amy said repeatedly, wanting to drum it into everyone's head; Gerard wasn't evil like Shaun and Ben was, she was more scared that she had lost him, "I dunno what's got into me... I just need some time alone"
And even though she was afraid of losing Gerard she couldn't deny making up the substance and placing it in a needle, then tying a piece of cloth around her upper arm, tapping her inner elbow a few times until a vein was popped up and completely visible, then using the needle to pierce the skin and inject the drug, feeling the familiar kick hat came after the wooziness. She leant back on the pillow after placing the needle underneath it; one person entered her mind and became her dream.
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