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Hurting Everyone

by WynonaKing90 4 reviews

gahhh! finally!

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: G - Genres: Drama, Romance - Characters: Bob Bryar, Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Ray Toro - Published: 2007-04-10 - Updated: 2007-04-11 - 1214 words

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A/n- finally! here is the next chapter! it is a tad shorter because so much happens...well, there was so much going on i had to just stop it. although, most people said more drama so there is going to be (sorry to the person who said less drama =()more drama ^^. Also, prom is comming up (more school events like most requested)not in this chapter, though
m'kay...i will stop talking or ...uh...typing now. READ and enjoy ^^!!!!
XXX

The whole car ride home was a HUGE big akward silence. The radio was on, but all it did was give Scar a headache, so she turned it off.
'Gerard, i have to know where you got the coke,' Scar finally said. The sound of her voice made him un easy, so he rolled down the windows, letting the cold hair break his high.
'Around,' he mummbled.
'Gerard...you have to tell me,' Scar replied sternly.
'Around!' he exclaimed. God, couldn't she just leave him the fuck alone?
'Gerard, if you don't fucking tell me...'Scar shouted.
'Alright! Alright! I got it from Rachel,' he said, sticking his head farther out the open window.
'Rachel? Who the hell is that?'
'Some girl,' he answered. There was another akward silence.
'Is she that girl you've been seeing?' Scar asked, her voice slightly above a whisper.
'Yeah, yeah it is,'
Once again, another akward pause.
'I want you to stop seeing her,' Scar demanded, squeezing her hands tightly on the sterring wheel.
'No! No! You know what? Fuck you. For once im not free to be used by you, and now you want to break me up with the one...'
'Shut up! Shut up! You know what i see right now? I see a fucking drug addict! Stop seeing her...! Gee, you are ruining your health! If she is willing to supply you like that...you may od sometime real soon,' Scar warned.
'No, for once im not all like, desperate for you and now you want me. Fuck, im tired of being used by you!' he shouted, his head now in his hands.
Scar felt like she had been slapped. Hard. Oh god fucking jesus, he had a point.
'All you ever wanted to do was use me as your rebound guy! I'm tired of it! One night we are really close, then the next, you are back together with Frank. Did it ever occure to you what you did hurt? All these years i was willing, hoping you'd want ME. Not just...ya know. But, you haven't. You just keep running back with your...'
'That's enough,' Scar stated cooly.
'No, you need to fucking hear this!'
'Shut up!' Scar cried. 'Just shut up,' tears were now running down her face. All this truth getting shoved down her throat, suffocating her, was making her sick. God, he was so right.
'I thought all you wanted from me was se...'
'Don't feed me your bullshit. You know perfectly well how crazy i was over you. I turned down dates cause of you, fucks cause of you, so many things for YOU cause i thought we actually had a chance!' Gerard screamed, he himself was crying too. Scar had never seen him cry. It was scarring her.
'No, i had no idea' she whispered.
'Bullshit,' he spat.
'What was the kiss...' she was about to ask.
'Forget it. I'm sorry. Let me out,'
'We aren't quite there yet..'
'Let me out!' he demanded. She nodded and pulled over. He quickly jumped out, wipping away his tears harshly with his sleeve.
'Gerard, it's dark be careful,'
'What do you care?' he asked, walking away from the car hastily.
'I care so much!' she cried.
'Well, fuck it, Scar. So did I,'
XXX
It was 5:00 in the morning and Scar couldn't sleep. Fuck, everything seemed so confussing. There was no way she could go to school that day. She decided to call Frank and tell him. Ask him to skip with her. May-be she could figure some stuff out with him.
So, she rang.
'Hello?' Frank asked groggily.
'Hey, babe?'
'Scar?'
'Yep,'
He sounded hung over.
'What are you doing calling so fucking early?'
'I wanted to know if you wanted to skip with me,' Scar replied, sorry she called so god damn early.
'Skip? I dont know.' he paused for a second. 'Scar, i think we should break up,'
'What?!!' she exclaimed. She tried hard to hold back the tears. All this mosture was making her face puffy. 'I don't understand,'
'God...you're gonna make me say it...aren't you?'
'Say what?' she asked.
'I know you fuck Gerard like he is some sort of back up,' he answered.
'Frank...i don't know what to say..'
'Don't say. I'm really tired of this drama. Scar, i just want to say i really do love you. Always will. There will never be a girl like you ever again...but i have a confession,'
'What is it?' she asked. god, she let another tear slip.
'You know Heather? It turns out...that kid, ya know, she is pregnant with? Well, he is mine,' he said.
She stayed silent, shocked, hurt, confussed, betrayed...
'How could you?' she finally asked.
'Scar, it happened when i was drunk and we had a fight. You broke up with me and i thought it was really over....but it wasn't,' Frank admitted.
'You asshole!' she screamed. She finally stopped holding back the tears, letting them fall as they pleased. God, why was her life such a fucking mess?
'You know what? At least with me i was drunk. With you, one little fight, and you go running to Gerard. Jesus, Scar, you hurt me real bad,'
How many people did she have to hurt? She hated herself at that moment.
'At least im not pregnant!' she spat. She felt like she just stabbed Frank in the heart. She regretted saying it so bad. 'I'm sorry...'
'Shut up! It's over okay? I'm not even sure i want to give you the, 'we will still be friends' speech. Cause, i don't know if i can ever be friends with you again. What we had...what we had...' he couldn't finish.
'Frank...please don't say that. I'm sorry...i am so sorry,' she sobbed. 'I am so sorry for hurting you,'
'Even if i wanted to get back together with you, i can't. I have a son...'
'It's a boy? When did you find out?'
'Right after you left,'
'When did you find out it was yours?'
He paused. Un- sure.
'A month ago,'
A pain stung Scar, but for some reason, she found a new found happiness for him.
'I'm happy for you,' she whispered.
'Before i hang up i want you to know something: i love you. I will always love you. But, we just can't work. okay?'
'No. Not okay,' she cried.
'I'm sorry. I'm sorry if i hurt you too,'
'I'm such a bitch...'she mummbled.
'Everyone makes mistakes,' pause. 'i have to sleep now, m'kay? Good-bye, Scar,'
'Bye,' Scar replied. 'I really hope we can be friends some day,'
'I dont think we can,'
'Why...?'
'Shhhh....lets leave it like this,' Then, Frank hang up. Just like that. It was REALLY over.
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