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I wake up to Benji saying, "Bella are you going to do this every morning?" "Yup I am. I've done it to my mom all the time, now it's your turn" "Thanks." I hear Bella laugh. "Well you know what Bella?" "What?" "I think it's your turn" I open my eyes to see Benji tackling Bella to the bed and tickling her. "Daddy no! Please stop! I'm really ticklish!" Bella says while laughing. "Oh really?" Benji says tickling Bella more. "Yes! I get it from Mommy!" Benji stops tickling Bella and looks at me. "Oh shit" I jump out of bed and run to the living room. Benji throws me on the couch and starts tickling me. "Awww Benji quit please!" "Nope" He continues to tickle me until I can't breath. "Benji! Please stop! I can't breath!" He stops tickling me and I close my eyes and just concentrate on my breathing. "Are you ok?" I hear from above me. "Yea I just have to get my breathing back to normal." Benji leans down and kisses me. "I'm sorry but it was too much fun" I glare at him. We're on the couch, him straddling me. "I hate you" "No you don't." "Yes I do" "No you don't. You can't hate me" I glare at him again. "I know I can't" He smiles then kisses me again. "Haha I win" I stick my tongue out at him. "You suck" He just laughs and kisses me again. He gets off me then walks to the dresser. He pulls out a pair of Bella's pants and a Good Charlotte shirt. "Bella come here please" "What daddy?" "Here go put these on." "Ok" She grabs the clothes from Benji then runs to the bathroom to put them on. "Can I pick out your clothes?" Benji asks grinning. "I guess if you make it match" "Ok" He pulls out my white and blue corset top then rummages some more then pulls out my little denim skirt. "How about this?" He asks holding up the clothes. "That's perfect." I get up from the couch and grab the clothes from him. I walk into the bathroom as Bella is walking out. "Mommy can I just leave my hair down today?" "Sure baby" "Ok" She continues to walk to the living room and I go into the bathroom to change. I change then put my contacts in. I pee and when I still don't see blood I get worried. I think I may have to go get a preggy test. I brush my hair then do it into a messy bun. I walk back out to the living room and I see Benji and Bella putting the clothes away. "Wow Benji how did you get her to do that? I can't get her to do anything." Benji looks at me and grins. "She just loves me more" "No I don't. I love you both the same." "Ok ok. I promised her ice cream." "Oh that's how you did it" "Yea I'm a cheat." "Obviously" They get the clothes put away and Benji does one last check to see if we got everything then we go down to the lobby. We get down there and see Joel, Hilary, Billy, and Paul. "Are you guys ready?" Joel asks. "Yea. We wouldn't be down here if we weren't" "Alright then give them the keys and lets go." "Ok" Benji gives the keys to the front desk and we walk out of hotel to a waiting tour bus. All of us get on the bus and it pulls away. Benji and I sit on the couch and Bella climbs into Benji's lap. "Now time for the boring part of the tour." "What don't you like riding in the bus?" I ask. "No not at all. But actually it will be better now that I have you guys" He smiles at Bella and I. "How did you ever survive without us daddy?" Benji laughs. "I don't know Bella" "Me either" "Hey who wants to play a video game with me?" "I do!!" Bella yelled. "Alright babe, come here." Bella climbed off Benji's lap. "Ok I'll take it easy on you since you're a kid" "Oh believe me, you don't have to go easy on her" I said. "Yea you don't uncle Billy. I will kick your ass" "Bella!!" "Whoops sorry mommy" "I'm going to let it slide this time because it was kinda cute and it's true." "She can't kick my ass" "Oh you'd be surprised" They played and Bella won to everyone's surprise except mine. Bella plays video games all the time at home. Yes I know bad mom for having her play video games but she doesn't make friends that easily so I had to have her do something. "How the fuck did you beat me?" "Because I'm cool like that" "I told you she would" Bella stood up and patted Billy on his shoulder. "Better luck next time buddy" Everyone laughed. "Oh yea well it's a good thing I'm bigger than you" Billy picks Bella up and swings her around. "Awww! Mommy! Help me!" "Nope" "Daddy!" "Nope it's pretty funny" "Awww!" Billy stops spinning Bella around and puts her down. She tries to stand up but falls down. Everyone laughs again. Bella hits Billy in the head. "That was very mean Billy" "Yea but it was funny." "No it wasn't" "I thought it was," I say. "Well that's because you're a mean mommy" "Yes I know" "Daddy's mean too because he thought it was funny too." "Yea I guess I am." The rest of the day was just us hanging out, being bored. At around 9 o' clock that night we got to Trenton, New Jersey which is where the guys are going to have their show tomorrow. We get to another amazing hotel and go up to the tenth floor. Bella, Benji and I go into our room and set our stuff down. "I'll be back," I say. I walk out of our room and knock on Joel's door. He opens it "Yes?" "Hey Joel do you think you could take me to the store?" "Uh sure what for?" "Uh I just need to pick up some stuff." He leans against the doorframe. "Uh-huh. And exactly what would that something be?" "Just... uh... some things." "Uh-huh. Why aren't you telling me what it is you need?" I pull him aside, away from my door. "Because I need to pick up a pregnancy test." I whisper. "A what?!" "Shh! Please will you take me?" "Uh yea let's go." "Thank you." "No problem." We go down to the lobby and Joel gets the car. I get in and we drive to a little convince store just a couple blocks away. I run in and grab a pregnancy test. I pay for and the lady at the counter says, "The bathroom's over there." "Thanks" I run to the bathroom and you know. I wait for 5 minutes, as the box said to, and pace. After those five minutes I pick up the test and see two double lines. Pregnant. Oh shit what am I going to do? I think to myself. I slid down to the floor and pull my knees up to my chest. I sit there for I don't know how long just thinking how I'm going to tell Benji. I hear a knock. "Amy? Are you ok?" I stand up and open the door. "Joel I'm pregnant." "Wha- what?" "Yea. How the hell am I going to tell Benji?" "Well you already have a kid with him." "Yea but I didn't tell him about that one until she was three" "Well now this time you'll get to do it right." "Uh yea I guess." I said looking down. "Come here." Joel says as he pulls me into a hug. I lean my head on his shoulder and try to hold back tears. "May I ask why this is so hard for you?" "Well because Bella is only three. I don't think I can take care of a three year old and a baby." "Well Amy you have Benji." "Yea but you guys tour all the time. And if it's not touring then you're on TV or recording or something else. I don't know if I can do this by myself." "Hey I promise when the baby comes then we'll take a break from everything and all of us will help you." "Seriously?" "Absolutely" I hug him again. "Thanks so much Joel." "No problem." We get back in the car and go to the hotel. I knock on my door because like the dumbass I am I forgot the key card thing. "Hey babe where'd you go?" "Uh I have to talk to you Benji" I pulled him out into the hall. "What's up?" "Uh Benj, I'm pregnant again." "Really?!" "Mmmhmm" He grins from ear to ear and picks me up. He spins me around a little then sets me down. "Oh man I'm so happy! So is that where you went? To get a pregnancy test?" "Yea" "Oh who took ya?" "Joel." "Last time I knew you guys weren't on the best of terms" "Well we worked things out" "That's good. I hated you two like that" "Yea" Benji picked me up again. "Oh god I'm so happy!" He puts me down. "That's good. Oh and Joel said when the baby comes that all of you will take a break from everything and help out." "Well of course!" I sighed. "Thanks Benj. That means so much." "Well it is my baby so why wouldn't I help?" I kiss him. "I know but still thanks" "No problem." Benji and I walk back into our room and I don't see Bella. "I already put her to bed" "How did you know what I was thinking?" He smiles. "Because I'm good." He kisses me. "Alright" We sit down and Benji picks up the remote. He changes the channel to Game Show Network. The Weakest Link is on. "Ugg I hate this show." "You do?" "Yea" "Why?" "I don't know I just do. I think it's dumb" "Oh ok" He changes to Fuse and Self Serve is on. We watch that then decide to go to bed. We wake up around nine and go out to Denny's with everyone for breakfast. Then we hung out until they had to go do sound check. Bella and I just waited in on of the little rooms the have backstage. The time came for the show and we watched and it was amazing as always. After the show Bella and I waited outside for the guys. We would have waited inside but it's such an amazing tonight. I'm just standing around looking at the stars. "Look Bella there's the Big Dipper" "Where?" I crouch down to her level. "Right there," I say pointing. "See those four stars" "Yea" "That's the cup of the Big Dipper" "And the other two are the handle" "Oh that's cool" "Yea" I stand back up and see a woman running towards us. She keeps looking behind herself frantically. She's around 5' 8" with brown reddish hair. She runs up to me and says, "Hide me" She hides behind me and a man around 6' 2" brown hair very pissed off comes around the corner. He walks right past us and around the other corner of the building. "Is he gone?" The woman whispers behind me. "Yea he's gone" She stands up. "Thank you so much" "No problem" "I'm Joy" "I'm Amy and this is my daughter Bella" She waves to Bella. "Who was that guy? Was he chasing you?" Bella asks. "Uh that was my boy- my ex-boyfriend." I look at her arms. There are a whole bunch of bruises and cuts on them. She also has a black eye. "Is he the one that did this to you?" I ask. She looks down and just nods. Just then the door opens and Joy hides behind me. "Don't worry it's just the guys," I whisper to her. "Hey babe" Benji says while kissing me. "Hey" Joel comes up to us. "Who's this?" "This is Joy, Joy this is Benji, Billy, Paul, Joel and Aaron" "Hi," she just barely whispers. "You guys go to the bus I'll be with you in a bit, Benj take Bella for me ok" "Ok. Come on baby." Benji picks Bella up and the guys walk away. I turn to Joy. "So do you have any place to stay a relative, anything?" She shakes her head. "No all my family is back in Alabama. I moved here with Jack. Well I was kinda forced." "Oh you poor thing." I pull her into a hug. "Do you want to come on the rest of the tour with us?" "Oh no. I couldn't. I don't want to intrude." "Oh no you wouldn't be intruding. The guys would love to have you on the bus" "Are you sure?" "Yes absolutely. Because I'll make them." She laughs. "Ok I guess I will" "Ok good" We walk back to the buss and get on. "Hey guys Joy is going on tour with us ok?" The guys look unsure but they all look at my scolding face and all at once they say, "Yea that's fine" "Ok good" "Uh do you have any clothes or anything you need?" "Yea but they're all at Jack's house and I'm NOT going back there" "Is he the one that did that to you?" Billy asks while pointing to her arms. Joy just nods her head. "What a fucking asshole! I hate guys that do ANYTHING like that to girls!" "Wow Billy calm down" "Sorry I just feel really strong about that" "We can tell." I say as I sit down pulling Joy down next to me. Benji comes over to us and kisses me before sitting down. "So I take it you and Benji?" "Yup, he's actually Bella's dad." "You have to tell everyone that when you first meet them don't you?" Benji asks. I turn to him. "Well of course I do! Because I love you and I'm glad you're Bella's dad." I kiss him. "Yea I'm glad too" "That's pretty cool," Joy says. "Yea it's awesome" All of us just sit and talk as we drive to our next destination, Washington DC, Maryland. I'm so excited. After the show we're going to go see Robin, Sarah, Josh, and Mom! I'm so excited. I can't wait! "Hey babe I'm going to go lay down. Want to come?" I ask. "Yea sure." We get up and I say, "Joel will you watch Bella while we go lay down." "Yea sure." "Thank you" "No problem." And he goes back to talking to Joy. They seem to be getting along well. That's a good sign. Benji and I go back to the bunks and make out for a while then end up falling asleep. I wake up and see that Benji is still asleep. I climb out of the bunk and go into the living room area. Joy and Joel are the only one's still awake. By the looks of it they've just been talking. Joel's phone rings and he picks it up so I sit next to Joy and ask, "Having a good time?" "Yes! An amazing time. Joel is so awesome and we have so much in common." "Not to bust you're bubble sweetie but Joel has a girlfriend." She sighs. "I know but I can at least I can be friends with him if nothing else" "Yea good way to look at it." "God!" Joel yells all of a sudden. "What's wrong Joel?" I ask. "Hilary. I told her that I was talking to Joy and she freaked out on me." "Maybe you have chance yet," I whisper to Joy. She smiles. I go to the little mini fridge they have and pull out a water. "Night guys" "Night Amy," they say. I go back to the bunk and crawl in bed with Benji and go back to sleep. The next morning water being splashed on me wakes me up. "What the fucking hell? Who the fuck did that?" I hear Benji curse. I open my eyes and see Joy and Joel laughing. "You guys are so fucking dead." I jump off the bunk and chase Joy into the living room. "Ok ok I'm sorry!" she yells. "You're still going to get it." I warn her. "Uh-oh" I go back into the bunk area and Benji has Joel pinned down. Dirty thoughts run through my head. "Benji what are you doing to your brother?" "Making him pay for what he did." "By straddling him?" "No I was tickling him but I stopped." Benji gets off Joel and helps him up. "Tickling him?" "Yea I'm very ticklish" "Oh like me. Oops" Benji gets a mischievous grin on his face. He chases after me and tackles me to the ground. He straddles me and says, "Should I or shouldn't I?" "You shouldn't" "Oh but I want too." "No you don't" "Yes I do." "No you don't" "I do and I will." He starts tickling me and I laugh uncontrollably. "Benji... Benji... Benji! Quit!! Please!" "Nope" "Oh... please!" He gets off me and pulls me up. "I hate you." "No you don't" "Yes I do" "Amy, we've had this discussion. You can't hate me, you love me." I just stick my tongue out at him. "Hey Joy do you want to go to the mall so we can pick you up some clothes?" "Uh I don't have any money" "Honey, Benji is my boyfriend I have money," I say while winking at Benji. "Oh is that all I am to you? A credit card?" I go over to him and kiss him. "No baby you're much more than that, you're also a babysitter" He gets a shocked look on his face. "I'm just kidding baby I love you." "Yea sure uh-huh" "I do and you know it." He smiles. "Yes I do." "Good. Now can I have your credit card?" He glares at me then pulls out his wallet. He hands me his credit card and I give him another kiss. "Do you want to go Bella?" "No I will stay with daddy." "Alright that works." "Benji babe, will you call the limo driver for us?" "Sure" He calls them and they say the will be here in about 5 minutes. "Thank you so much. I really appreciate all you do babe," I say to Benji. "I know you do. And you're welcome." I give him a kiss as we hear a honk. "Bye baby I love you" "Bye Amy." Joy and I walk out of the bus and get in the limo. We drive to the mall just a little ways away and get out. "So which store do you want to go to?" "Uh Hot Topic!" "Alright sounds good to me. I love that store." "Me too" We go into the mall and go to Hot Topic. We get he ten outfits from that store and I get two. "So where do you want to go next?" "Oh I have enough clothes now" "No you don't. We are going to buy you more." "Oh no this is WAY more than enough." "Just two more outfits." She sighs. "Fine but only two more." We go to 5-7-9 then Spencer's and get Joy two more outfits and me four more. "Ok it's almost time for the concert. So we should probably go back" "Alright" We get back in the limo and go back to the bus just as my phone rings. "Hello?" "Hey babe" "Hey" "We're already doing our sound check so just go to the back door and just go to the back room that says Good Charlotte and you can just watch from the sidelines unless you want to watch from the front." "Nah I think I'll just watch from the sidelines." "Alright. Oh and Bella is with my mom in the back room." "Oh you're mom's already here!" "Yea" "Ok then I let you go so I can say hi." "Alright I love you babe" "I love you too" Joy and I go in the back door and I find the door that says Good Charlotte and go in. Robin is sitting on the couch with Bella. "Robin!" "Oh my gosh! Amy!" She gets up and gives me a hug. "It's so good to see you." "You too!" "You're daughter is just the cutest thing ever." "Thank you, but Benji had something to do with that too" "Oh I know and she looks so much like him" "I know. It's even worse when they do their puppy dogs eyes." "Oh that always got me with Benji. He always got his way when he did that." "So does Bella. And it still works for Benji" She just shakes her head. "Mam-ma?" "Yes sweetie?" "Tell me another story of when daddy and Uncle Joel where little." "Ok baby" They go sit back down and I feel arms wrap around my waist. I lean my head back. "Hey baby." "Hey we're going to be starting soon so everyone want to come follow us to where you can watch?" "Yea." "Mom, are you going to watch us?" "Well of course Benjamin" "Ok well then come on" "Oh by the way. Robin this is Joy, Joy this is Robin, Benji and Joel's mom" "Hello dear. It's very nice to meet you." "Very nice to meet you too" All of us go to the sidelines and the guys get their guitars and get ready to go on. "Have a great show baby." "I will because I know you and Bella and now my mom are watching me" I smile and give him a kiss. They go out on the stage and play some songs. "Ok everyone knows that this is our home state and since it is I have something very special to do, Amy will you come here." I go out to the stage and stand next to Benji. He takes his guitar off and reaches into his pocket. He gets down on one knee and I gasp. "Amy I love you with all of my heart and soul and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you spend the rest of your life with me by becoming my wife?" "Yes! Of course!" He stands back up and kisses me. He slides the ring on my finger then kisses me again. "I love you Benjamin Levi Madden." "I love you too, Amy _______ _______" I walk off stage and show Joy the ring. "Oh my god, that's huge!" Joy says as she grabs my hand. It's a ring that has black diamonds in the shape of a heart and in the center of the heart is a garnet, which is my birthstone. "Let me see mommy!" I crouch down to Bella's level and show her the ring. "Wow mommy that perty!" "I know baby. Daddy got it for me" "Why?" "Because we're going to get married." "Yay!" After the show we go to Mom's house. "Mom!" "Oh my gosh Amy!" Mom gets off the couch and gives me a hug. "How are you?" "I'm good. Actually Benji just asked me to marry him." "Really?" "Yup" "Congratulations!" "Thanks mom" That night we just hung out and caught up. Everyone just stayed in their old rooms except for Bella and Benji who stayed in my room and Joy stayed in Joel's room and Aaron slept on the floor in the living room of Mom's house. We all settled down and went to sleep.