Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Going In Blind; Coming Out Broken
~~~~``````````Couple weeks later``````````~~~~
Ahh; the nice warm water running down my back; the soothing music of the ocean; God I love morning showers.
It’s been a few weeks since my mothers death; My Chemical Romance decided to take me in as there own; since they didn’t know where I lived and my dad didn’t want a thing to do with me; I wasn’t with the idea for awhile; going on tour with them; being the only girl; not even knowing these people! I wasn’t the ’Weeee lets go!’ type and I did try to run away once; but once I figured there was no food and bed on the street and being 100 miles away from home; lets say I turned back at the last step.
Being with the guys was a fun experience though. Gerard is the smart, drawing, creative leader type guy… of course I think he grew up on the word ‘fuck’; every sentence has to have it or its just not Gerard. Frank… well; he tends to get into so much trouble… he’s like a puppy; little; energetic; cute and cuddly; always getting into things… when something has gone wrong or a prank was pulled we’d all face him; we all knew he did it. Bob; he’s a quite kind of guy; I really don’t know him all too well; but what I do know is that he is very strong and in a bad mood most of the time; he hates pictures a videos of himself.. I mean HE BROKE MY CAMCORDER IN HALF!!! Straight down the middle; no bluff; and I usually stay clear of him. Mikey is my best bud in the whole bunch; he’s really easy to talk to; for me at least; he’s smart, funny, and has the cute kind of nerdiness… its cute. And Ray; he’s the guy below the ‘fro; he’s sweet and kind; does a lot of nice things; total opposite of Frankie the dog; but he loves his work so I'm always finding him practicing some riff or learning a new song with Gee. I love all these peo-
“OH MY GOD!!!!” I screamed; jumping out of the shower; taking the curtain with me “FRANKIE!!!! I'M GOINGTO SKIN YOU ALIVE”
“WHAT DID I DO??”
“DON’T TELL ME THAT; YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID!!!”
“I DID NOTHING!! LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, I CAN’T HEAR YOU!”
Great; I have a cold shower and my CD player broke when I fell; no more ocean in the morning… and we all know Frankie turned off the water; god I love that kid; I love him to /death/.
Wrapping a towel around me and picking up the pieces of the broken CD player; I walked out into the kitchen and threw them away
“Frankie” I walked into the living room with the boy sprawled across the couch “I hope you know; you’re buying me a new CD player along with a new curtain and ocean sounds CD; right?”
“Fuck; what did I do?”
“You turned the hot water off you nerd bomber!!”
“I did not you fucker!!”
“You’re sounding like Gerard”
Frank gave a smile “I know”
I sighed and stormed off; Frank is cute and cuddly but drives me insane…
As I was getting on my jeans I herd the front door same and a bunch of noise coming from the living room
“Noel; come out hear!” I herd Mikey scream
I walked out into the living room not to see the band but to see them jumping around; yelling and screaming; giving eachother hugs and…. Kisses? I'm not going to ask…
“Whoa; what happened?” I laughed
“We did it!! We fucking did it!!!” man; even though I couldn’t see him; I knew damn well the was Gerard
“Did what?”
“We made it!”
Soon I saw Gerard run up to me and picked me up; spin me around and then put me down “This is a dream Noel!!”
I looked into his hazel eyes; they were so warm; so happy; yet there was something missing; something that I could tell disturbed him; but I couldn’t put my finger on it…
“Isn’t this great??!!” Frankie came up to me and threw me over his shoulder
“Ugh; Frankie!! Put me down! I know this is great for you but could you not try to make me hurl my lunch!”
The rest of the day went by so fast; partying; and packing; everyone; even Bob; was happy; Gerard was like a little kid that was going to Disney land; heck; everyone was! It’s like nothing could mess this day up; not even a prank pulled by Frank; we were all so happy…
~~~~``````````That night``````````~~~~
I was sitting on my bed reading a book; I don’t know what kind; but it was some romance book and I liked it. My black hair was put up in a messy bun and I was in a baby blue short silk nightgown; something my momma used to where… god I miss her…
Knock, Knock
“Who is it?” I yelled from my bed
“Gerard”
Now hearing his name surprised me; he’s in bed by now; or is at least staying clear of everyone
“Coming; hold on!”
I put on my robe and threw my book on the night stand beside my bed and went to the door
“Hello ger-….ard?”
He looked so pitiful; his eyes were blood shot red; his face spotted and his cheeks tear stained; he was in his boxers and a baggy shirt but I could tell he was shaking
“Gerard; what's wrong?”
He did nothing but stand there and look at me
“Come on”
I grabbed his hand and in my surprise; it was ice cold; I stopped for a minute and looked at it; it was ghost white and shaking like crazy but I kept going.
I led Gerard to my bed and sat him down; I sat right beside him; facing him with my sad green eyes
“Gerard; what happened? Why were you crying?”
He just sat there; staring at the floor
“Gerard; I can’t help you unless you tell me what happened to you”
He just sat there and shook his head; one lone tear rolled down his face and the corner of his mouth started to strain
“Gerard”
I leaned over and hugged him; letting him cry on my chest; running my hand through his hair and telling him softly /it will be okay/.
“Come on”
I led him further up my bed and laid back on the front of the bed; letting gee lay down beside me. I took my book and started to read again when I felt something lay on my shoulder; I looked over and saw Gerard resting his head on my shoulder; trying to read the book through his clouded eyes
“You like this book?”
“No” he cracked
“Oh; I don’t know what it is” I looked at the chair in the corner “I found it over there and I read a couple of pages and found it liking so… yeah”
He nodded and I could see his eyes become filled with tears again; did he have some connection with this room?
“Gerard; you wanna talk about it?”
He shook his head no
I sigh and got back to my book; letting Gerard get comfortable on my shoulder…
~~~~`````````Mikey’s POV````````~~~~
“So what do you think happened?” I sprawled across the couch
Frank turned his head away from the newspaper “What happened?”
“Didn’t you see Gerard pass? He was upset dipstick”
“Oh; I don’t know; I think he went to Bob’s room or something”
I stared down the hall; I felt sorry for my brother; he was in so much pain but he hides it so well; ever since it happened; he’s been a wreck; every night he’d be like this
“Where did he go?”
“I think he went to Noel’s room Mikey” Ray said; coming out from the hallway
“Why?” Frank got up from the couch and stood at the mouth of the hallway
“I don’t know Frank” I went back to my book “But she might be able to save him…
~~~~``````````Noel’s POV``````````~~~~
As I was reading; I could hear a little sigh
I looked over my shoulder and found Gerard fast asleep; his black hair was sprawled across his face; his eyes were lightly closed and his mouth was ever so slightly open; he was so cute.
Trying not to wake him; I turned off the light and sunk down into the sheets; next to Gerard; next to the warm and happy Gerard… next to someone I can never have.
Hey peoples; I love you all; your reviews are so nice!! Thank you so much and if you are just reading; I am 13; new to writing and I would love it if you could review and tell me what I need to improve on!! Thank you guys so much!! R&R&A TTLY!
Ahh; the nice warm water running down my back; the soothing music of the ocean; God I love morning showers.
It’s been a few weeks since my mothers death; My Chemical Romance decided to take me in as there own; since they didn’t know where I lived and my dad didn’t want a thing to do with me; I wasn’t with the idea for awhile; going on tour with them; being the only girl; not even knowing these people! I wasn’t the ’Weeee lets go!’ type and I did try to run away once; but once I figured there was no food and bed on the street and being 100 miles away from home; lets say I turned back at the last step.
Being with the guys was a fun experience though. Gerard is the smart, drawing, creative leader type guy… of course I think he grew up on the word ‘fuck’; every sentence has to have it or its just not Gerard. Frank… well; he tends to get into so much trouble… he’s like a puppy; little; energetic; cute and cuddly; always getting into things… when something has gone wrong or a prank was pulled we’d all face him; we all knew he did it. Bob; he’s a quite kind of guy; I really don’t know him all too well; but what I do know is that he is very strong and in a bad mood most of the time; he hates pictures a videos of himself.. I mean HE BROKE MY CAMCORDER IN HALF!!! Straight down the middle; no bluff; and I usually stay clear of him. Mikey is my best bud in the whole bunch; he’s really easy to talk to; for me at least; he’s smart, funny, and has the cute kind of nerdiness… its cute. And Ray; he’s the guy below the ‘fro; he’s sweet and kind; does a lot of nice things; total opposite of Frankie the dog; but he loves his work so I'm always finding him practicing some riff or learning a new song with Gee. I love all these peo-
“OH MY GOD!!!!” I screamed; jumping out of the shower; taking the curtain with me “FRANKIE!!!! I'M GOINGTO SKIN YOU ALIVE”
“WHAT DID I DO??”
“DON’T TELL ME THAT; YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID!!!”
“I DID NOTHING!! LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, I CAN’T HEAR YOU!”
Great; I have a cold shower and my CD player broke when I fell; no more ocean in the morning… and we all know Frankie turned off the water; god I love that kid; I love him to /death/.
Wrapping a towel around me and picking up the pieces of the broken CD player; I walked out into the kitchen and threw them away
“Frankie” I walked into the living room with the boy sprawled across the couch “I hope you know; you’re buying me a new CD player along with a new curtain and ocean sounds CD; right?”
“Fuck; what did I do?”
“You turned the hot water off you nerd bomber!!”
“I did not you fucker!!”
“You’re sounding like Gerard”
Frank gave a smile “I know”
I sighed and stormed off; Frank is cute and cuddly but drives me insane…
As I was getting on my jeans I herd the front door same and a bunch of noise coming from the living room
“Noel; come out hear!” I herd Mikey scream
I walked out into the living room not to see the band but to see them jumping around; yelling and screaming; giving eachother hugs and…. Kisses? I'm not going to ask…
“Whoa; what happened?” I laughed
“We did it!! We fucking did it!!!” man; even though I couldn’t see him; I knew damn well the was Gerard
“Did what?”
“We made it!”
Soon I saw Gerard run up to me and picked me up; spin me around and then put me down “This is a dream Noel!!”
I looked into his hazel eyes; they were so warm; so happy; yet there was something missing; something that I could tell disturbed him; but I couldn’t put my finger on it…
“Isn’t this great??!!” Frankie came up to me and threw me over his shoulder
“Ugh; Frankie!! Put me down! I know this is great for you but could you not try to make me hurl my lunch!”
The rest of the day went by so fast; partying; and packing; everyone; even Bob; was happy; Gerard was like a little kid that was going to Disney land; heck; everyone was! It’s like nothing could mess this day up; not even a prank pulled by Frank; we were all so happy…
~~~~``````````That night``````````~~~~
I was sitting on my bed reading a book; I don’t know what kind; but it was some romance book and I liked it. My black hair was put up in a messy bun and I was in a baby blue short silk nightgown; something my momma used to where… god I miss her…
Knock, Knock
“Who is it?” I yelled from my bed
“Gerard”
Now hearing his name surprised me; he’s in bed by now; or is at least staying clear of everyone
“Coming; hold on!”
I put on my robe and threw my book on the night stand beside my bed and went to the door
“Hello ger-….ard?”
He looked so pitiful; his eyes were blood shot red; his face spotted and his cheeks tear stained; he was in his boxers and a baggy shirt but I could tell he was shaking
“Gerard; what's wrong?”
He did nothing but stand there and look at me
“Come on”
I grabbed his hand and in my surprise; it was ice cold; I stopped for a minute and looked at it; it was ghost white and shaking like crazy but I kept going.
I led Gerard to my bed and sat him down; I sat right beside him; facing him with my sad green eyes
“Gerard; what happened? Why were you crying?”
He just sat there; staring at the floor
“Gerard; I can’t help you unless you tell me what happened to you”
He just sat there and shook his head; one lone tear rolled down his face and the corner of his mouth started to strain
“Gerard”
I leaned over and hugged him; letting him cry on my chest; running my hand through his hair and telling him softly /it will be okay/.
“Come on”
I led him further up my bed and laid back on the front of the bed; letting gee lay down beside me. I took my book and started to read again when I felt something lay on my shoulder; I looked over and saw Gerard resting his head on my shoulder; trying to read the book through his clouded eyes
“You like this book?”
“No” he cracked
“Oh; I don’t know what it is” I looked at the chair in the corner “I found it over there and I read a couple of pages and found it liking so… yeah”
He nodded and I could see his eyes become filled with tears again; did he have some connection with this room?
“Gerard; you wanna talk about it?”
He shook his head no
I sigh and got back to my book; letting Gerard get comfortable on my shoulder…
~~~~`````````Mikey’s POV````````~~~~
“So what do you think happened?” I sprawled across the couch
Frank turned his head away from the newspaper “What happened?”
“Didn’t you see Gerard pass? He was upset dipstick”
“Oh; I don’t know; I think he went to Bob’s room or something”
I stared down the hall; I felt sorry for my brother; he was in so much pain but he hides it so well; ever since it happened; he’s been a wreck; every night he’d be like this
“Where did he go?”
“I think he went to Noel’s room Mikey” Ray said; coming out from the hallway
“Why?” Frank got up from the couch and stood at the mouth of the hallway
“I don’t know Frank” I went back to my book “But she might be able to save him…
~~~~``````````Noel’s POV``````````~~~~
As I was reading; I could hear a little sigh
I looked over my shoulder and found Gerard fast asleep; his black hair was sprawled across his face; his eyes were lightly closed and his mouth was ever so slightly open; he was so cute.
Trying not to wake him; I turned off the light and sunk down into the sheets; next to Gerard; next to the warm and happy Gerard… next to someone I can never have.
Hey peoples; I love you all; your reviews are so nice!! Thank you so much and if you are just reading; I am 13; new to writing and I would love it if you could review and tell me what I need to improve on!! Thank you guys so much!! R&R&A TTLY!
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