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Gerard's P.O.V.

I sat on the couch, fumbling with my hands and playing with my shirt as I waited for Eliza and Kyler to come over. A month today. I sighed at the thought, I was so happy it was unbelievable. I had never been this happy since...Tony. I frowned at the thought of that man. He had made my life a living hell, the drink, drugs and cheating. I shook my head at the thought, he was the past and Kyler was the present.

"Yo homie." Frank smiled, plopping himself down on the couch next to me as I toyed with my shirt hem. "What's on your mind?"

"Nothing." I quickly replied, giving him a false smile and continued to stare at the floor. I felt the couch move besides me and I looked up to find Frank sitting Indian style with a cocky look on his face.

"There's obviously something wrong Gee. What's up? You can tell me ya know, I can be serious sometimes. Not all the time but occasionally I can be." Frank laughed and I smiled, nodding in agreement.

"Tony." I replied, watching Frank's face for a reaction.

"Oh." Frank replied, his face dropped and he gave me a pity look, rubbing my back gently.

"Yeah." I sighed and lowered my head, rubbing my face with my hands. He had caused me so much pain, so why was I thinking about him all of a sudden? It's taken me ages to be able to trust someone and now I'm just going back to square one.

"Don't think about that bastard. He caused you so much pain over the three years you were together and you put up with that shit. You've done so well with getting over it, do you really want to give up again? Give up on Kyler?" Frank replied, a frown forming on his face and I could feel the prickle of tears forming.

"Gee l-"

"No Frank. Just leave me alone ok? I just want to be on my own." I hissed, getting up from the sofa and made my way into my room, climbing the stairs seemed like a mission and then I finally got into my room. I crawled into bed and hugged the cover close, letting my tears fall onto the fabric. Why are you crying over him again? He hurt you and yet you still have feelings for him. What about Kyler, you love him more then anything in the world yet you think about Tony. He hurt you. The voice inside Gerard's head echoed through out his mind. After a few minutes I had fallen asleep, thinking about one person...Tony.

Kylers' P.O.V.

I jumped out of the car and practically ran up to the door, my mom walking at a snails pace behind me. I rolled back and fourth on the balls of my feet. I'd missed Gee so much it was unbelievable and it was our one month anniversary today. I was so excited. I hadn't seen him in a week, it was almost unbearable.

"Calm down Kyler." My mom laughed and raised her eyebrow. "Why are you so excited?"

"Umm no reason, just haven't seen Mikey in ages." Liar I saw him yesterday. I smiled and knocked at the door. I watched as the door opened to reveal a very pissed off Mikey.

"Hey Eliza, what's up?" Mikey asked, moving out of the way as mom and I entered the house.

"I'm here to talk to Gerard about something." She said and Mikey sighed.

"He's asleep, is there anything I can help ya with?" He asked and looked at me, giving me a small smile. Some things wrong.

"Oh ok. Yeah actually there is, but not in front of Kyler though." Mikey gave her a confused look and nodded, closing the door and I watched as both of them walked into the kitchen. Should I go and see Gerard? I stood there for a few minutes, hearing my mom and Mikey laughing at something. I shrugged and trudged up the stairs, trying to be quiet. Gerard's door was open and I peeked in, seeing he was asleep. He was facing away from me, his body looked tense and he was clinging onto the sheets like his life depended on it. I walked in further to see his body was jolting and he was whimpering in his sleep, I walked over to the other side of the belt and knelt down. His face was scrunched up and tears were streaming down his face, his hands gripping the covers tighter.

"Gee?" I whispered, leaning closer to his sleeping form.

"Just don't hurt me." He muttered and his body violently shook. I leant back, obviously confused at his words.What is he dreaming about?

"Gerard wake up, you're scaring me." I shook his side and he jumped up from the bed, his eyes puffy and swollen from crying. He looked over at me and quickly hugged me, sobbing whilst he clung to my form. I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back as he cried.

"Ssshhh it's ok." I whispered into his hair.

"I'm so glad you're here." Gerard sniffled, leaning back and rubbing his eyes. "I don't know what I'd do without you. I love you so much, don't every hurt or leave me."

I was taken back by his words. He loved me. He thought I'd hurt him and leave him, I would never do that. Not for anything or anyone.

"I love you too, I would never hurt or leave you in a million years babe. I love you too much." I sighed, feeling tears form in my eyes and brought him close. Kissing his lips gently and wiped the stray tears that ran down his face.

Normal P.O.V.

As Gerard and Kyler held each other tightly in the older mans room, Eliza heard everything outside. Her hand covered her mouth in shock and she stood by the door. Listening to everything both men said. She slowly walked back down the stairs and out the door, getting into her car and starting it.

Kyler heard the car start outside and quickly jumped up, running down the stairs and out the door. Leaving Gerard confused in his room. He ran towards the car and saw his mom looking up at him in disgust.

"Where are you going?" Kyler asked, confused by his mothers reactions.

"I'm getting away from you. I have a gay son, you're such a fucking disappointment. Don't come home tonight, sleep on the damn streets for all I care." She screamed and drove away. Leaving Kyler helpless by the sidewalk.