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Chapter Eleven: Me, Its Always Me
~FRANKIE’S P.O.V~
“Frankie?” Gerard whispered.
I remained silent.
Freak.
I’m always the Freak--
The Different one.
“Frankie, are you mad with me?” Gerard questioned, sadness detected in his voice. After a moment of so, he pulled his hand away. I reached out catching it.
“Never. I would never be angry with you, you saved my life.” I mumbled lightly.
“You look so down, what’s wrong?” He gave my hand a little squeeze.
“Me, it’s always me.” I grumbled, angrily. “I’m always the fucking odd one out! I’m always the..” I paused, breathing heavily. “Freak.”
Gerard remained silent, suddenly pulling my into an embrace. “Being different Frankie, make you special.” He kissed my forehead.
“No. Being different make you a freak.” I pulled away from his embrace. His face filled with hurt.
“I-I’m sorry Gee.”
Gerard chuckled. “Gee?”
I grinned, “New nickname?”
He smiled sheepishly at me. “I like it.”
I returned the smile. “Good.”
An awkward silence passed through us, until finally Gerard stood handing me a white towel. “Bath time.”
“Um.. Okay.” I mumbled standing, taking the towel.
“Follow me!” Gerard yelled joyfully, my eyebrow rose.
Gerard really liked bath time.
He led me outside our room, and throughout a dark corridor--
I looked around, painting of young women and men hung high.
Candles lit the way--
We soon took a right, and were welcomed with a lard wooden door.
“Lets go.” Gerard mumbled pulling the door opened.
A loud gasp escaped my lips.
A lard dim, golden room we stood in.
There was no floor, no tap. Just steaming water.
“T-This is your b-bath!?” I yelled in disbelief.
Gerard chuckled. “Nope, this is the bath house.”
“I see. And why are we here?”
Gerard rolled his eyes. “Your going to take your bath in here, while I take the small bath.”
I grinned—not liking the idea.
“Okay.” I sighted. “Were not allowed in here are we?”
Gerard laughed loudly. “Of course were not!” He yelled joyfully.
“WHAT!?” I snapped.
Gerard kissed my cheek. “Don’t worry. It’ll be fine.”
And with that, he departed.
I bit my lip nervously, as the door shut behind me.
I turned towards the bath house once more, rose petals floated about. I chuckled lightly to myself.
“Eh, whatever.” I mumbled.
I stripped myself of my clothing, shivering as the cold air, brush against my skin.
I walked forward, sighting as my feet were hidden under a layer of steaming hot water, I soon dived in—the warm water welcomed me, I smiled in delight.
“I haven’t had a bath like this, since—” I trailed of.
‘Since my mother married my father.’ I thought quietly to myself.
I swum to the edge, resting against blunt rocks--
I grinned, closing my eyes.
Sleep began to consume me—
Darkness.
I was running, tears trickled down my face.
Mikey’s horrid scream fluttered through my ears.
“MIKEY!” I yelled coming to a stop, I dropped to my knees. “M-Mikey- I-I, MIKEY!” I screamed, holding myself. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breath. “A-Alone—Y-You’ve left m-me a-a-alone!” I choked holding myself tightly. “C-Come back t-to me!” I cried harder, I held the necklace he had given me. “C-COME BACK T-TO MEEE!” I screamed louder, tears ran down my face.
Suddenly a hand touched my shoulder, I snapped my head around to find my father looking down upon me. “YOU STOLE MY MONEY DIDN’T YOU!” He screamed, his hand was brought across my face, my jaw shattered, I felt it. “M-MIKEY! MIKEY!” I yelled, I began shaking in pure horror. “YOU FUCKING FAG!” My father yelled, hitting me hard a across the face once more. Blood drizzled down my face, mixed with tears.
“Mikey.. “ I whispered, chocking. “Mikey, Gerard.. Help me!” I sobbed, crawling away from my father—
“Get back here!” My father yelled, rushing towards me.
“D-Daddy!” I yelled. “Why wont you love me!” I screamed.
“F-Frankie!” An unfamiliar voice called.
I turned my head slowly, sobbing harder.
And there—Mikey stood walking towards me.
“M-M-MIKEY.” I sobbed harder.
Mikey rushed towards my side, he embraced me. I sobbed hard against his bare chest.
“What’s wrong?” He asked rubbing my back, hushing me.
“G-Gerard hates me! My- My father-” I sniffed.
Mikey held my tightly.
“N-No one l-loved me!” I yelled.
Mikey lifted my chin so I would face him.
”Frankie. I love you.” He smiled warmly at me.
I sniffed once more, as he wiped away my tears.
“D-Don’t leave me. Stay with me!” I whispered.
“I cant, you have G-Gerard.” He stroked my cheek.
“I-I want you! I love you MIKEY!” I yelled, I brought his face towards mine kissing his lips passionately.
I pulled away—
Gasping, as Gerard was now the one who held me in his arms, he sobbed.
“G-G-Gerard?” My jaw dropped, as tears dripped from his eyes.
“F-Frankie.. You don’t want me?”
“No- I mean, Yes!” I stumbled on my words.
“You chose Mikey—Over me.” Gerard whispered, tears drizzled down his face.
“No- Gerard. GERARD!” I yelled—he began to fade. “GERARD, MIKEY!” I screamed louder.
Gerard disappeared—
I began to cry again—
Suddenly—
The star Mikey had given me, began to pierced my skin. I screamed as it burnt my flesh.
“You have make your choice Frankie. Mikey shall rise, and you will be united at last.”
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Dedicated To Lauren
She Gives Awesome A New Meaning!
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READ:*
Sorry it was a little confusing.
Okay--
I'll explain it later in the story-- but what the fuck I’ll do it here also.
All Frankie had to do, was to chose Mikey over Gerard.
And he did.
And because of that—The link between Frankie and Gerard (Eternal Mates) HAD been broken. That’s why Gerard disappeared crying at the end of the dream.
SO now, because Frankie sacrificed his “Eternal Mates ship” (without meaning to)
The blood star used that, to rise Mikey back from the dead.
SO to make a long story short.
Because Frankie went to kiss Mikey.
-He destroyed His Eternal Mates-Ship with Gerard.
(And I know it says, it can only be broken if a partner dies. BUT Gerard didn’t know that the ‘blood star’ can do it also. – His father explains it.)
- He made Mikey come back from the dead.
- He can’t be with Gerard.
-AND Mikey and him have to stay together forever.
(and as a symbol of ‘eternal love’ the blood star, has scared him with the shape of the star, forever)
IF YOU STILL, didn’t understand- comment and I shall explain
~FRANKIE’S P.O.V~
“Frankie?” Gerard whispered.
I remained silent.
Freak.
I’m always the Freak--
The Different one.
“Frankie, are you mad with me?” Gerard questioned, sadness detected in his voice. After a moment of so, he pulled his hand away. I reached out catching it.
“Never. I would never be angry with you, you saved my life.” I mumbled lightly.
“You look so down, what’s wrong?” He gave my hand a little squeeze.
“Me, it’s always me.” I grumbled, angrily. “I’m always the fucking odd one out! I’m always the..” I paused, breathing heavily. “Freak.”
Gerard remained silent, suddenly pulling my into an embrace. “Being different Frankie, make you special.” He kissed my forehead.
“No. Being different make you a freak.” I pulled away from his embrace. His face filled with hurt.
“I-I’m sorry Gee.”
Gerard chuckled. “Gee?”
I grinned, “New nickname?”
He smiled sheepishly at me. “I like it.”
I returned the smile. “Good.”
An awkward silence passed through us, until finally Gerard stood handing me a white towel. “Bath time.”
“Um.. Okay.” I mumbled standing, taking the towel.
“Follow me!” Gerard yelled joyfully, my eyebrow rose.
Gerard really liked bath time.
He led me outside our room, and throughout a dark corridor--
I looked around, painting of young women and men hung high.
Candles lit the way--
We soon took a right, and were welcomed with a lard wooden door.
“Lets go.” Gerard mumbled pulling the door opened.
A loud gasp escaped my lips.
A lard dim, golden room we stood in.
There was no floor, no tap. Just steaming water.
“T-This is your b-bath!?” I yelled in disbelief.
Gerard chuckled. “Nope, this is the bath house.”
“I see. And why are we here?”
Gerard rolled his eyes. “Your going to take your bath in here, while I take the small bath.”
I grinned—not liking the idea.
“Okay.” I sighted. “Were not allowed in here are we?”
Gerard laughed loudly. “Of course were not!” He yelled joyfully.
“WHAT!?” I snapped.
Gerard kissed my cheek. “Don’t worry. It’ll be fine.”
And with that, he departed.
I bit my lip nervously, as the door shut behind me.
I turned towards the bath house once more, rose petals floated about. I chuckled lightly to myself.
“Eh, whatever.” I mumbled.
I stripped myself of my clothing, shivering as the cold air, brush against my skin.
I walked forward, sighting as my feet were hidden under a layer of steaming hot water, I soon dived in—the warm water welcomed me, I smiled in delight.
“I haven’t had a bath like this, since—” I trailed of.
‘Since my mother married my father.’ I thought quietly to myself.
I swum to the edge, resting against blunt rocks--
I grinned, closing my eyes.
Sleep began to consume me—
Darkness.
I was running, tears trickled down my face.
Mikey’s horrid scream fluttered through my ears.
“MIKEY!” I yelled coming to a stop, I dropped to my knees. “M-Mikey- I-I, MIKEY!” I screamed, holding myself. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breath. “A-Alone—Y-You’ve left m-me a-a-alone!” I choked holding myself tightly. “C-Come back t-to me!” I cried harder, I held the necklace he had given me. “C-COME BACK T-TO MEEE!” I screamed louder, tears ran down my face.
Suddenly a hand touched my shoulder, I snapped my head around to find my father looking down upon me. “YOU STOLE MY MONEY DIDN’T YOU!” He screamed, his hand was brought across my face, my jaw shattered, I felt it. “M-MIKEY! MIKEY!” I yelled, I began shaking in pure horror. “YOU FUCKING FAG!” My father yelled, hitting me hard a across the face once more. Blood drizzled down my face, mixed with tears.
“Mikey.. “ I whispered, chocking. “Mikey, Gerard.. Help me!” I sobbed, crawling away from my father—
“Get back here!” My father yelled, rushing towards me.
“D-Daddy!” I yelled. “Why wont you love me!” I screamed.
“F-Frankie!” An unfamiliar voice called.
I turned my head slowly, sobbing harder.
And there—Mikey stood walking towards me.
“M-M-MIKEY.” I sobbed harder.
Mikey rushed towards my side, he embraced me. I sobbed hard against his bare chest.
“What’s wrong?” He asked rubbing my back, hushing me.
“G-Gerard hates me! My- My father-” I sniffed.
Mikey held my tightly.
“N-No one l-loved me!” I yelled.
Mikey lifted my chin so I would face him.
”Frankie. I love you.” He smiled warmly at me.
I sniffed once more, as he wiped away my tears.
“D-Don’t leave me. Stay with me!” I whispered.
“I cant, you have G-Gerard.” He stroked my cheek.
“I-I want you! I love you MIKEY!” I yelled, I brought his face towards mine kissing his lips passionately.
I pulled away—
Gasping, as Gerard was now the one who held me in his arms, he sobbed.
“G-G-Gerard?” My jaw dropped, as tears dripped from his eyes.
“F-Frankie.. You don’t want me?”
“No- I mean, Yes!” I stumbled on my words.
“You chose Mikey—Over me.” Gerard whispered, tears drizzled down his face.
“No- Gerard. GERARD!” I yelled—he began to fade. “GERARD, MIKEY!” I screamed louder.
Gerard disappeared—
I began to cry again—
Suddenly—
The star Mikey had given me, began to pierced my skin. I screamed as it burnt my flesh.
“You have make your choice Frankie. Mikey shall rise, and you will be united at last.”
---------------
Dedicated To Lauren
She Gives Awesome A New Meaning!
--------------------
READ:*
Sorry it was a little confusing.
Okay--
I'll explain it later in the story-- but what the fuck I’ll do it here also.
All Frankie had to do, was to chose Mikey over Gerard.
And he did.
And because of that—The link between Frankie and Gerard (Eternal Mates) HAD been broken. That’s why Gerard disappeared crying at the end of the dream.
SO now, because Frankie sacrificed his “Eternal Mates ship” (without meaning to)
The blood star used that, to rise Mikey back from the dead.
SO to make a long story short.
Because Frankie went to kiss Mikey.
-He destroyed His Eternal Mates-Ship with Gerard.
(And I know it says, it can only be broken if a partner dies. BUT Gerard didn’t know that the ‘blood star’ can do it also. – His father explains it.)
- He made Mikey come back from the dead.
- He can’t be with Gerard.
-AND Mikey and him have to stay together forever.
(and as a symbol of ‘eternal love’ the blood star, has scared him with the shape of the star, forever)
IF YOU STILL, didn’t understand- comment and I shall explain
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