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Chapter 20: So Sweet
~GERARD’S P.O.V~

I gripped the walking stick tightly, as my calf muscles ached.
I pushed myself forward, breathing heavily—The pain soon becoming unbearable.
‘A little further, a little further!’ I reminded myself, putting one foot in front of another.
I had realized how far my room was from the main entrance.

“Fuck!” I screeched, as my hand had lost it grip, causing me to tumble to the floor.

I grunted loudly, as the pain ran its way up my shoulders. “Fucking.. Son of a-”

“Ahhh, long time so see my friend.” An unfamiliar voice muttered.

I snapped my head towards the intruder who chuckled.
My eyed widened, as my grin soon turned into a wide smile.

“Long time no see, Ray.” I muttered.

Ray laughed, as he held out his hand I took it.
I smiled in thanks, observing my old friend.
He was a tall man, with scruffy manly fetchers.
His hair stood out most of all, he has a large ‘out of control’ 80’s style afro.

I laughed. “Still working the afro, I see?”

Ray smirked. “The chicks dig it.”

I laughed harder, suddenly surprised.
I hadn’t laughed in, centuries it seemed.

“Well, I see your still that little nerd that keep falling on his ass.” Ray joked.

I grinned.
He was right-
I was still that little nerd, the odd one out.
I didn’t have many friends, Ray was one of my few, including another young boy called Bob-
But we had lost our friendship long ago, over a stupid comic book.
I rolled my eyes. How ignorant and stupid, us kids can be.

“Sorry dude.” Ray suddenly apologized.

I snapped out of it, as I hadn’t realized my head had dropped at his little ‘joke.’

“Nah, don’t worry about it. Why were you hiding in that little corner anyways?” I mumbled, curiously.

Ray laughed. “I was.. Stalking you!”

I rolled my eyes. “Sorry I’m ta-” I froze.
Ray didn’t know:
1. that I was gay.
2. I was in love with a man.

I bit my lip laughing awkwardly, as he eyed me curiously.
A smirk arose onto his race.
“What were you going to say?” He asked, mockingly.

I gripped the walking stick, turning my back suddenly and continuing my slow walking pace. “We’ll be late!” I yelled, as I pushed my legs to walk faster.

Ray speed walked, right past me.
He smiled evilly. “Come Gerard, we’ll be late!” He mocked.

I bit my lip in annoyance.
Same old Ray—
It amazed me, how I had forgot about him.
I grinned in guilt.
All I ever though about now, was Frankie.
‘Frankie this, and Frankie that. But really, what was the point? What happened last night was nothing..
Frankie would never love me. He had Mikey.’ I thought quietly to myself.

Ray eyed me sadly.

FUCK.
He had heard my thoughts.

“Ger-”

“Stop. Don’t say a fucking word Ray. I don’t wanna hear you ‘oh my god, you love a guy!’ bullshit. I get the enough, so fuck you and your homophobia.” I snapped

Ray stopped in his tracks. I moved my lethargic legs faster, passing him.

“Gerard.” His voice shaken, and angered.

I soon came to a stop, turning my head to face him.
I gasped.

Ray held his hands in fists.
His eyes covered by his wild hair, he slowly looked up at me.
His eyes wide, and saddened. Close to tears.

“Don’t you fucking dare ever say that to me again!” He yelled.

“Excuse me?” I muttered, taken aback.

“Gerard, I am bitterly offended. How the fuck dare you call me a homophobe! Gerard, I new about you and that guy, ages ago! I know what happened between you two.. and Mikey. I know you loved him.” He paused. “Gerard, your like a brother to me, I don’t care what sexuality you are..” His voice had become low, hurt even.

I smiled, as my tense body softened. “Thanks.” I whispered.

Ray looked up, returning the smile.
He looked so human when he was emotional.

He suddenly stood next to me in a flash. “Listen, I don’t care of you walk like a fucking turtle down there. But hell, the parties already started and were not even half there.” Ray grinned. “This is going to hurt Gerard.”

My eyebrows lifted. “What the fuck are you on ab-” I paused, groaning in pain as Ray swung me over his shoulder.

“P-Put me down! RAY PUT ME DOWN.” I yelled, as my body ached.

“I’m sorry Gerard, but.. ” He paused, exhaling. “Your to fucking slow!” He laughed.

I kicked my legs, trying to aim at his face. “You fucker, put me down!” I yelled once more.

Ray sighted in annoyance. “Kick me in the face, and I swear to god I’ll throw you out of a window.”

I froze, tensing.
When Ray said he would do something..
He would do it.

“Good. NOOWW, HOLD ON!” His voice had become high pitch.

“WHAT?!” I yelled, as he began to sprint down the hall way in full speed.

In a matter of seconds he had stopped dead in his traces, causing me to yelp in pain.
Ray had put me down, holding me up straight for a minute.
My head spun, as I looked towards the golden staircase that stood before up.
I looked up each step until they were hidden by the door frame.

“The ball room?!” I snapped.

Ray laughed. “A lot more people came than there originally should have been.”

I bit my lip nervously.
“R-Ray, do p-people know?” My voice broke, as Ray lowered his face.

“Gerard.. Ehh.. Everyone knows.” He whispered.

I moved towards the side of the door, as 4 elderly men eyed my darkly as they made there way up the stares.

“Oh fuck.. Ray shit dude, what do I do?”

I ran my fingers through my soft, tangled hair.

Ray shrugged. “Fuck what everyone says dude. Lets just go in and ppaarrttyyy!” He faked his enthusiasm, I could tell. No one, and I mean no one could lie. I could see right through them.

I grinned nefariously, taking hold of his right wrist as he helped me up the stars.
I took each step slowly, Ray sighted in annoyance. “Oh, shut the fuck up.” I spat.

Men and woman, even children walked past me. Eyeing me darkling and began to whisper.
I rolled my eyed, picking my speed.

I froze suddenly, breathing heavily.
5 step to go, and then..
Hell.

I counted as I took each step, I had pushed Ray hand away. Gripping my gothic style walking stick tightly.
‘1..’
‘2..’
‘3..’
‘4..’

I sighted loudly, looking towards the ground. “5..” I said aloud.

The sudden bright lights, caused me to flinch.
The smell of the ancient vampires, caused my nose to burn.
The smelled.. old.

Ray laughed. “They smell old.”

I chuckled, stopping suddenly. As Ray tensed against me.
We had walked 1 meter away from the stair case, and I kept my eyed low.

“Gerard, so lovely you could come!”

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.
I lifted my head, to see my father walking towards us gracefully, in white silk robes.
We stood in a golden circular room.
The walls shun brightly, reflecting the golden artificial light around the room.
A silver, and gold diamonded chandelier hung high, twinkling.

Ray nudged me, I looked around the room.
300, or 400 people eyed me darkly.
I skimmed through the crowd awkwardly, grinning towards familiar faced.
They snorted turning, away.

My father stood in front of me smiling widely.

“What’s he doing here, that selfish prick!” A voice shouted.

The crowd of people snickered to themselves.
“SILENCE. He is my son, and he will remain here!” My father roared.

My eyed skimmed the room for the person who had spoken out.
I caught Mikey, smirking evilly towards me. He nudged a paler man that stood next to him, his friends eyed me darkly. “He’s selfish. He shouldn’t be here!” He called.

I bit my lip.
Mikey.. Your son of a bitch.

My father, shot him a glare, turning towards the orchestra. “MUSIC.” He shouted, they soon broke into a soft melody. The crowd had soon began to scatter around the room, ignoring my presence.

“Sorry about that.” My father apologized.

I grinned. “Its okay.” I whispered, my voice sore and hurt again.

My father eyed me curiously for a moment. “What’s that on your neck?” He questioned.

I smirked. “Oh nothing, Frankie got a little carried away last night.”

I held in a mocking laugh, as my father eyed widened. “What!?” He snapped.

I smiled, showing my teeth. “Feeding father. He was feeding.. calm down.” I rolled my eyed, annoyed at his presence.

Ray laughed. “I was going to ask, but yeah.. I kinda read you mi-”

“Will you stay out of my fucking mind, you perverted freak!” I snapped.

Ray laughed loudly. “Never.” He snickered.

My father, had said his good byes and left me and Ray arguing for a moment.
I sighted. “Fine, whatever lets just go sit the fuck down.”
Ray pointed out an empty table towards the back of the room. “Excellent.” I muttered in approval.

Ray rolled his eyes. “Great, I’m stuck with the anti-social vampire.”

I shot him a glare, as we seated ourselves in a distant corner. I felt curious eyes follow me, and watch me as I seated myself across from ray.

Mikey..
That bastard.
He was going to get it, and he was going to get it back.
I smirked silent to myself.
Revenge is really the sweetest substance on this planet.

“Gee!”

That soft melodic voice, called across the ballroom.
I smiled, as I looked up-
My eyed widened, as the figure of my beloved Frankie walked towards me.

‘HOLY FUCK.’ I thought.
Ray chuckled, as I shot him a glare trying to look average.
He was reading my thoughts again.

Frankie ran across the ballroom towards me.
I bit my lip.
He wore, tight fitted black jeans.
2 metal studded belts, extenders flung side to side, as they hung from his waste, crossing over to his lower back.
He worse a white fitted t-shirt with a black red tie, similar to mine.
A black tuxedo style jumper, fitted tightly around his small body.

Why did he have to look so dam attractive!?

He slowed down to a walk, smiling warmly at me.
I stood, returning the smile.

His eyes widened suddenly.
My heart melted, the red eyeliner he wore made his eyes shine.
Glow even, the very eyed that had captivated me so long ago..

“Are you wearing eyeliner?” He asked, his body bow I foot away.

I laughed. “You an inspiration Frankie.”

Frankie blushed slightly, his fingers suddenly reached out running down my chest. “You look nice.” He whispered.

I was blown away. “Errmm.. Thank you.” I felt the heat rush to my face.

Ray laughed loudly. Frankie shot him a glare, his hand dropped.

“Ahh sorry. This dim witted asshole, is an old friend of mine. Ray, meet Frankie. Frankie meet Ray.”

Frankie shook rays hand.

Ray sighted. “Ohh, so you’re the one who Gerard thinks about when he masturba-”

I laughed awkwardly. “HA, HA. OKAY THEN.” I shouted, louder that usual causing people to turn and stare.

Frankie pulled his hand away, eyed me.

“You look beaut- I ehh, UMM, I ehh.. You know. Ummm NICE. YES NICE.” I stumbled on my words.

Frankie laughed, biting his lip.

I smirked. “Hungry again are we?”

Frankie blushed furiously. “I- Eh.. Will be fine.”

“Hey Babe.”

I snapped my head towards the intruder, Mikey walked towards Frankie smiling warmly.
His black buttoned t-shirt fitted tightly around his chest, followed by his tight skinny jeans.

Frankie smiled warmly. “Hey Micky mouse.” Frankie chuckled.

Ray had suddenly began to laugh out loud furiously. “AHAHAHAH- M-MICKY? AHAH, M-MICKY, M-M-MOUSE AHAHAHAH! FUCK, THAT LAME. AHAHAH!” Ray continued on.

Mikey grinned in annoyance, he pushed his way in-between us. “Save that name for tonight babe.” He whispered.

I felt my body tense, as Frankie smiled “Sure thing.”
Mikey brought his lips towards Frankie, kissing him passionately in front of me.

Ray had silenced himself, eyeing the, darkly.

The envy.
The hate that ran through my vain in that split second cause my knees to wobble.
Ray suddenly shot up, holding me steady.
Mikey pulled away, smirking as he turned towards me. “Oh, sorry. Forgot you were there Gerard.” He muttered innocently, wrapping his hand around Frankie waste.

Motherfucker, I wanted to scream.
I wanted to lash out at him.
Kill him.
He WASN’T my brother.
Who the fuck was this man..?
“I’ll be right back, babe.” Mikey whispered, kissing Frankie’s lips tenderly.
I eyed Frankie, he seemed awkward about this.
He for one new, that this scared me deeper and deeper.
I held in the erg to lash out at my skin once more.
“Ok..” He whispered.

Mikey turned his back, walking away slowly towards a crowd of people.

“Gee.. I’m sorr-”

I cut him off. “Don’t be, your mates. I understand.” I threw his a face smiled, he didn’t buy it.

“Anyways.. Your hungry aren’t you?” I smirked.

An idea had hit me.

“Ma- Um.. No.”

I moved closer towards him. “Amazing..” I whispered seductively.

This was it.
My revenge.. It was small it was simple.
But it would work. It was enough.

Frankie tensed, he was centimeters away from me.

“W-What?” He mumbled, nervously.

I smiled, as he looked up at me.
He was so innocent.

“That just yesterday you fed, and your hungry again. “ I whispered. I moved my hand towards my neck, pulling open the color. “You did make quiet a mess.”

Frankie gasped. “Oh my god! I’m sorry!” His hand reached out, touching my skin.
I bit my lip, as I placed my hand on top of his, I dug his nail deep into his skin. The blood ran down my neck. Frankie eyes widened.

“Why wait. Take it now.” I whispered.

Frankie pulled away from me, I pulled him closer towards me. “Don’t you want my blood Frankie?”

Frankie’s hands began to shake.
He was being pulled into a stage called the “Deadly thirst.”
A new born vampire, couldn’t be around blood without wanting it. Needing it.
And this was exactly what I was doing to Him.

I felt the hall began to quieten, as people began to turn to face us.
I ran Frankie hand over my neck, covering it in blood.
Frankie moaned.
I smirked. “Take it Frankie.”

Suddenly, Frankie had grabbed me, pushing me onto the table.

“FRANKIE?” Mikey yelled.

He ignored him.
Frankie crawled his way onto of me—
The whole crowd turned to face us.
There jaw drops, they new exactly what had happened.

Frankie looked down, as he sat onto of me. I stroked his cheek.
“Take it.. Its all yours.”

Frankie smirked, his eyed crimson.
The thirst had completely taken over him.
He moved his head towards my neck, biting down hard.
He began to drink, his hand runned across my chest, ribbing open my blouse.
I moaned loudly, aware that Ray eyed me in shock followed by the whole crowd.

“FRANKIE.” Mikey yelled.

I turned my head towards me, he eyed me in pure hate.
I moaned louder.

Frankie sucked his lip as he pulled away, his mouth dribbled with blood.
The crimson in his eyes began to fade.
“Oh Frankie, you wear me out!” I yelled seductively.

I ran my index finger across his lips, my blood drizzled down my finger.
I brought my finger to his lips.

“Clean me off.. I’m so dirty babe.” I whispered. Frankie’s tongue ran up my finger as he licked off the blood.

I bit my lip, his eyes began to turn into the shade of green once more.

I smiled.

Of course Frankie wasn’t aware of what he had just done.
And of course when Frankie eyes had finally turned back to there shade of aqua green, he would be furious with me.

I licked my lips.
Revenge was truly, the sweetest substance on this earth.

I watched as Frankie eyes began to widen. “WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!” He yelled.

Frankie looked away, ashamed.

He pulled himself off me.

"What the fuck just happened!?" He snapped, taking his side next to Mikey once more.



The ballroom was filled with silence, as i stood. "You were feeding." I muttered casually.

I bit my my bottom lip.

I should have considered my action..

Regret flushed through my body.



"You fucking pathetic ignorant prick!"
This time, Mikey spoke. He wrapped his arms around Frankie, drawing him close towards him.



I stood, dumbstruck.

Taken aback even.


"Okaayy, shows over guys! Gerard lets go." Ray's hand slipped tightly around my wrist as he began dragging me towards the door, i twisted out of his grip.

"M-Me? The ignorant prick? Mikey, i believe your getting confused with yourself. Your the backstabbing, cunt who stole him from me. You should be screaming in your fucking grave!" I snapped harshly.


Mikey took a step forward, hiding Frankie from my sight.

Was he serious?

Was he really going to fight me?


"Ohh, whatcha gonna do Mikey? Kick my ass? Oh no, i'm so scared." I snorted sarcastically.



Mikey smiled darkly. "I'm not going to kick your ass Gerard, i'm going to kill you." His voice, soft and harsh.



I snorted, throwing my walking stick to the ground.

In that sudden moment.

Revenge wouldn't be sweeter that my own brothers blood on my hands.

He was going down.



"Fucking, bring it on Mikey!" Ray held me back, as i took a step forward.

I struggled under his grip.



"Gee.. stop this!" Frankie pleaded, holding Mikey back.



Suddenly, Mikey had broken from Frankie grasp and walked towards me--

In a 10th of a second, we began throwing each other around-

Mikey held my by the hair, hitting me hard across the face.

My nose dribbled with blood, as i took hold on his neck, he swung me into a pool of tables, i tumbled painfully over each one.

My head ached, as blood dripped from my skull.

What was i thinking? I couldn't fight!

I heard the loud stomping of angered feet, as Mikey approached me.

I turned my larthigic body to face my brother, he snickered. "Weak." He spat, kicking me hard in the ribs.

My body rolled, i screamed as i felt the crushing of my bones.



I closed my eyes, await it..

Await death..





"MIKEY STOP!"



That voice so far.. So distant.

Yet, it was so pleasant to my ears.



Frankie..



Was this the end?

It sure felt like it..



"FRANKIE, NOO!"



My eyed widened.

Frankie's body stood in front of me--

It fell, crashing against mine.



I was confused, what had happened?



My eyed began to water.

As blood ran down my chest.



Frankie..

Frankie was bleeding.

Frankie..

Frankie was dying.


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