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WHAT HAPPENED WAS I RAN OFF THE SIDEWALK AND INTO THE BUSHES AND I WAS LIKE WOOAAHHH , LIKE I KILLED SOOO MANY PLANTS.
i looked over to see a guy , he was about 5ft7 tall , stubbling in our direction , he was singing something that didnt quite make sence.... the geeky kid mikey looked up from his comic and rolled his eyes....
"you know this dude? " i asked watching him fall over his own feet.
" yeah i know this dude" mikey returned in a angry tone.
" oh right .... he seems pretty wasted to be honest."Bob and ray shot me a look , that could kill .
"WELL WELL WELL ,WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE ?" the drunk dude shouted in my direction , his breath was covered in the smell of whiskey and cigarettes..... he pulled out his cigarettes and lit one .
" A girllllll " he says in a mock english accent looking me up and down .
" yeah a girl " i say towards drunk dude...
" your names elle right ? " the geeky guy says look up over his glasses.....
" umm yeah why " .... i ask ?
"elle ... this is gerard .... my brother.... Gerard this is elle ... shes the roadie for iron massacre.
" ohhhhhhhhhhh charming " he leans on me . " you like iron maiden ? " he breathes into my ear
" yeah i love iron maiden " i say feeling uncomfortable
" hey gee how about you leave the girl alone and come with us huh ? " ray says trying to distract gerard .
" Fuck you toro ...... you wanna get fucked up london chick ? " gerard looks at me like a lost dog
i look at him indesisive as to whether to go with him , i mean hes a complete stranger , but he looks like the type of guy to be holding the kinda shit that i want ,
i mean come on greesy, messy black hair half covering his face , a big black baggy hoody , and camofauge 3/4 length trousers , someone really should tell him its like freezing out here !!! .... when i looked down at his worn converse it reminded me so much of corey . but it also reminded me of how fucked up i need to get to forget what just happened between us.
i looked down to bob and mikey whos eyes were screaming no to me . then i felt it ... gerards palm meet mine and i was being dragged across the carpark .
he led me towards another dude who was stood smoking . he wasnt much taller than gerard , and all i remember of him was his husky deep voice.
" you brought us someone to play with huh way ? " said this voice to gerard ..... gerard just nodded and continued to lead me to this huuge tent , like seriously it was the biggest tent ive ever seen.
" where have you brought me? " i asked him taking in this space , the scene of rock stars everywhere , getting fucked up , blacking out in corners , and taking copious amounts of drugs.
" this is candy land , london elle , its where the rich kids come to die!!!! " .... Gerard scanned elles face.
" now now berty ..... we need to get some lovley narcotics into this girl ..... she looks like she needs them."
Gerard pulled elle towards a table where some others guys from other bands were doing lines .........gerard creeped around and whispered " go on .... help yourself ...... its what its for "
I have no hesitation in dropping ot my knees and snorting lines of pure crystals from the table.
Gerard and his friend stand and watch , laughing hysterically .
" right little coke fiend you've found here geeman ..... " his friend shouted that proudly ....
"who the fuck are you ? " i ask him .... he laughs in my face ....
" im whoever you want me to be ..... but people call me Bert." i look him up and down .... he looks just as wasted as gerard but holds a cocky air about him. i really didnt like him .
Gerard on the other hand..... now there was definatly something about him that i liked , his eyes seemed so sad but yet his words seemed so damn real.
so raw and edgecutting . as i stood i stumbled back to be greeted by a VERY happy frankie .
" wheres nuuba ? " i ask him trying to get my eyes to focus.
" oh shes gone to bed .... lightweight!" .... Frankie seems different from before , he seems pissed at me ? but he doesnt even know me .
" so you all happy now elle ..... you all fucked up " frankie giggles to me !
" leave her alone pansy" gerard shoots to frankie .
Pansy ? what was that about ? .
" fucking make me geetard!" ..... i laugh and gerard shoots me a look , a look that , was going to shoot me down in seconds. If i didnt stop laughing.
" you think thats fucking funny elle " he says right to my face .....
" im umm sorry ... " i say looking everywhere but his bloodshot eyes.
" so you should be" he smiles , it was the smile of a mad man .
i decide its getting to late , and its time to leave for sure .
i look around trying to determine where it is that i am .
i leave the tent and walk out into the night
" leaving me so sooon elle ? " i slurred sentance from gerard came out of nowhere and scared me.
" jesus .... you fucking scared me !" ..... he comes out from behind the dark with his head bowed down.
" wanna take a walk ? " he asks not looking from the floor . " i wanna say sorry for earlier .."
" ummm Yeah sure " We walk towards the empty park in which , the moonlight was hitting the trees and beeming from the empty stages.
it looked so wonderfull , as if the whole areana was presented in black and white ..... and only was jumped in front of the moonlight .... made it into the white side... gerard and i sit against a big treee.... he hands me the bottle of whiskey he was drinking from , and i take a swig.
The brown liquid hits the back of my throat hard , and i cough a little.
" woahhh .... there was me thinking the bristish could drink ... " gerard slurred. while he steals the bottle from me .
i smiled at him.
" oh we can .... just not me haha "... i smiled at him and he returned it back .
he had the most wonderfull smile i had ever seen , it made the whole shape of his face change , it made his tones and his features softer.
WHAT HAPPENED WAS I RAN OFF THE SIDEWALK AND INTO THE BUSHES AND I WAS LIKE WOOAAHHH , LIKE I KILLED SOOO MANY PLANTS.
i looked over to see a guy , he was about 5ft7 tall , stubbling in our direction , he was singing something that didnt quite make sence.... the geeky kid mikey looked up from his comic and rolled his eyes....
"you know this dude? " i asked watching him fall over his own feet.
" yeah i know this dude" mikey returned in a angry tone.
" oh right .... he seems pretty wasted to be honest."Bob and ray shot me a look , that could kill .
"WELL WELL WELL ,WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE ?" the drunk dude shouted in my direction , his breath was covered in the smell of whiskey and cigarettes..... he pulled out his cigarettes and lit one .
" A girllllll " he says in a mock english accent looking me up and down .
" yeah a girl " i say towards drunk dude...
" your names elle right ? " the geeky guy says look up over his glasses.....
" umm yeah why " .... i ask ?
"elle ... this is gerard .... my brother.... Gerard this is elle ... shes the roadie for iron massacre.
" ohhhhhhhhhhh charming " he leans on me . " you like iron maiden ? " he breathes into my ear
" yeah i love iron maiden " i say feeling uncomfortable
" hey gee how about you leave the girl alone and come with us huh ? " ray says trying to distract gerard .
" Fuck you toro ...... you wanna get fucked up london chick ? " gerard looks at me like a lost dog
i look at him indesisive as to whether to go with him , i mean hes a complete stranger , but he looks like the type of guy to be holding the kinda shit that i want ,
i mean come on greesy, messy black hair half covering his face , a big black baggy hoody , and camofauge 3/4 length trousers , someone really should tell him its like freezing out here !!! .... when i looked down at his worn converse it reminded me so much of corey . but it also reminded me of how fucked up i need to get to forget what just happened between us.
i looked down to bob and mikey whos eyes were screaming no to me . then i felt it ... gerards palm meet mine and i was being dragged across the carpark .
he led me towards another dude who was stood smoking . he wasnt much taller than gerard , and all i remember of him was his husky deep voice.
" you brought us someone to play with huh way ? " said this voice to gerard ..... gerard just nodded and continued to lead me to this huuge tent , like seriously it was the biggest tent ive ever seen.
" where have you brought me? " i asked him taking in this space , the scene of rock stars everywhere , getting fucked up , blacking out in corners , and taking copious amounts of drugs.
" this is candy land , london elle , its where the rich kids come to die!!!! " .... Gerard scanned elles face.
" now now berty ..... we need to get some lovley narcotics into this girl ..... she looks like she needs them."
Gerard pulled elle towards a table where some others guys from other bands were doing lines .........gerard creeped around and whispered " go on .... help yourself ...... its what its for "
I have no hesitation in dropping ot my knees and snorting lines of pure crystals from the table.
Gerard and his friend stand and watch , laughing hysterically .
" right little coke fiend you've found here geeman ..... " his friend shouted that proudly ....
"who the fuck are you ? " i ask him .... he laughs in my face ....
" im whoever you want me to be ..... but people call me Bert." i look him up and down .... he looks just as wasted as gerard but holds a cocky air about him. i really didnt like him .
Gerard on the other hand..... now there was definatly something about him that i liked , his eyes seemed so sad but yet his words seemed so damn real.
so raw and edgecutting . as i stood i stumbled back to be greeted by a VERY happy frankie .
" wheres nuuba ? " i ask him trying to get my eyes to focus.
" oh shes gone to bed .... lightweight!" .... Frankie seems different from before , he seems pissed at me ? but he doesnt even know me .
" so you all happy now elle ..... you all fucked up " frankie giggles to me !
" leave her alone pansy" gerard shoots to frankie .
Pansy ? what was that about ? .
" fucking make me geetard!" ..... i laugh and gerard shoots me a look , a look that , was going to shoot me down in seconds. If i didnt stop laughing.
" you think thats fucking funny elle " he says right to my face .....
" im umm sorry ... " i say looking everywhere but his bloodshot eyes.
" so you should be" he smiles , it was the smile of a mad man .
i decide its getting to late , and its time to leave for sure .
i look around trying to determine where it is that i am .
i leave the tent and walk out into the night
" leaving me so sooon elle ? " i slurred sentance from gerard came out of nowhere and scared me.
" jesus .... you fucking scared me !" ..... he comes out from behind the dark with his head bowed down.
" wanna take a walk ? " he asks not looking from the floor . " i wanna say sorry for earlier .."
" ummm Yeah sure " We walk towards the empty park in which , the moonlight was hitting the trees and beeming from the empty stages.
it looked so wonderfull , as if the whole areana was presented in black and white ..... and only was jumped in front of the moonlight .... made it into the white side... gerard and i sit against a big treee.... he hands me the bottle of whiskey he was drinking from , and i take a swig.
The brown liquid hits the back of my throat hard , and i cough a little.
" woahhh .... there was me thinking the bristish could drink ... " gerard slurred. while he steals the bottle from me .
i smiled at him.
" oh we can .... just not me haha "... i smiled at him and he returned it back .
he had the most wonderfull smile i had ever seen , it made the whole shape of his face change , it made his tones and his features softer.
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