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I felt so confused, my emotions were flying about the room! His arms were still wrapped behind my back, his face pretty close to mine. What do I do now? Kiss him back? Or tell him to leave? My body went with kissing him, but I should really tell him to go.

Why do I never listen to my brain? Before I knew it, my lips found their way back to his. My hands gently caressed his chest. I think I shocked him as much as I shocked myself, he didn't kiss back until a few seconds into it.

Before I knew it I was against the wall, my legs around his waist and his lips sucking a biting at my neck. The feeling was over powering, I knew we should stop, but I couldn't tell him. My mouth hung open, my breathing was louder and I started to sweat. My feet found the floor and I opened my eyes rather confused. "Gerard?" He just stood and smiled at me, he placed his forehead against mine and wispered "This is the best night of my life."

*

After that night I was unable to wipe the smile off my face, it seemed that neither could Gerard. I started to blush everytime we saw each other, we always seemed to be lost for words. We're not official, but we do kiss everynow and then. I don't know why he hasn't asked me yet, but I'm getting annoyed with waiting.

Sitting and watching the TV I felt like such a teenager moaning about her silly crush. My lips grew into a small smile again.

My front door opened and Gerard casually stroled in. "Had enough of knocking then?" I asked. "I was knocking, no one was answering." I laughed. "I was day dreaming." He kicked his shoes off near the door and sat down next to me, pulling me against his chest. "What about?" "Nothing."

For the first time in my life I felt like this was suppose to be, soppy I know, but when you start to feel this way with a guy, you'll know what I mean....or not?

"I have a hair appointment tomorrow." "What?" I lifted my head just enough to see his face. "I'm getting my hair cut." I lifted an eyebrow. "Not short! Don't worry, just shaped." I laughed and rested my head back against him. "You're such a female." He made a groaning noise and shifted beneath me.

The phone rang making Gerard jump. "Haha!" I laughed aloud by accident. "What!? Your phone has a scary ring!" I didn't move an inch, Gerard pushed at my head. "Arn't you going to answer that?" I shook my head and he pushed harder. "Make it stop!" "I'm comfortable! The answer machine can get it." And that it did.

Beep...."Luka, it's your mother. When are you coming to see us? I know it's all been rough but it would be nice. Are you there? Pick up." We sat and listened to the breathing, until we heard knocking of her putting the phone down. "It was your mum." "You think?" I got up and listened to the message again. "You gonna phone her back?" My stomach twisted, the though of talking to my mum after our arguement over Andrew, I won't be able to take her 'I told you so' lectures.

I put the phone back down and shook my head. "Let's go out." I walked to the hangers and pulled off my coat. "Luka, come on, she's your mother." I scoffed. "I don't want to." Gerard had no objections and grabbed his coat, following behind me out the door.

*

I made Gerard to drive us to the shopping centre so I could go to Starbucks and grab my self a frappaccino. "So....why won't you-" "No, shut up." "Well at least let me-" "La la la!" I heard Gerard groan behind me as we walked out of the car park.

We sat down at the outside tables, me with a Java Chip Frappuchino and him with a Latte, boring fart. It was quiet, too quiet, even the people walking past seemed to be silent, then the sound of Gerard sipping at his latte hit my ear drum.

"Are you gonna drink that properly? It's driving me crazy!" I pull a face as if I had lost my mind, he looked up at me. "Not unless you phone your mum back!" He started slirping again, over and over, my eyes couldn't stop watching him and my face tightened into a face of disgust. "FINE! Jeez, just, enough with the noise." I let my face loosen and smiled.

"So has Alter Ego phoned you?" He asked, I looked up rather confused, then it hit me. "Oh shit! I forgot! I need to give them a ring when I get in or something and ask if they've looked at my application form.I gave a nervous chuckle and the wrapped my lips around the straw sucking in as much of the cream I could.

I looked up and gritted my teeth. "Ack! Brain freeze!" I put my head in my hands. "Are you sure, I didn't realise there was a brain to freeze!" Gerard laughed.I pulled the straw from my drink and threw it at him, hitting him on his nose and flicking cream everywhere. "EWWWWW!" Gerard exclaimed, he looked at the cream on his nose making his eye cross, I burst out into fits of laughter while he wiped it off.

*

Our day at the mall was over, it involved being pushed around in trollies, stealing chocolate from a stand, dancing to the music in Zavvi and eating more ice cream than you actually disire. So all in all, it was an excellent day. Gerard led me back to his car, seeing as I couldn't be bothered to hold my head up or keep my eyes open,so I was walking with my head on his shoulder, it looked funny cause I was trying not to kick his legs.

When Gerard stopped I lifted my head and just seemed to float to the other side of the car. I felt Gerard watching me while he unlocked his car."whaaaat?" I moaned, I watched him smile and climb into the car so I followed. "You look like crap." Gerard laughed. "I feel so sick! And now I know ice cream also makes you tired."Gerard laughed and started up the engine driving us back to our appartments.

>Authors Note< Sorry this was so late, I don't have an excuse. x