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Chapter 5
Kendra’s POV
Next thing I know Patrick’s lips are on mine. His hands are in my hair. All of a sudden, I’m leaning back on the couch. He moves from my lips to my neck. In my head I’m screaming no. His hand goes under my shirt, slowly going up and cupping my breast. He looks at me. “Tell me to stop, Kendra. This is wrong.” “I know, but I don’t want you to stop.” He bit my neck. I could feel Patrick’s erection growing. I rubbed him through his jeans and he moans into my neck.
The phone rang, but neither one of us went to answer it. The answering machine picked up. “Kendra,” It was Brendon. Patrick stopped kissing me. “Do you want to meet me for lunch? Call me if you want to come to the studio. Love you.” Patrick got off of me. “Fuck. I’m sorry.”
He left and went to his room. I got up and put my fingers to my lips. I could taste Patrick. I went and called Brendon and told him that I would meet him for lunch. I got ready and went to Patrick’s door and knocked. He didn’t answer. “Patrick, I’m leaving. Please don’t be upset. I’m at much fault. I’ll see you later.” I walked out the door and went to the studio.
I walked in and Ryan and Brendon were talking. “Hey, Babe. How are you?” “Alright.” Brendon held out his hand and I took it. “Ready to get something to eat.” “Yeah. See you later, Ryan.” “Bye.” We went to a Chinese restaurant. “How is the writing coming?” “Good. We are almost done. So, what did you do?” “Um, not too much. Patrick was putting a song together. We did talk a little. I got ready and came to the studio.” “Are you feeling okay?”
I started to cry. “Honey, what’s wrong?” He took my hands. “Nothing. I’m just going to miss you.” “I love you.” “I love you too.” I looked into his eyes. How could I lie to him. But I did.
Brendon’s POV
She said she was upset because I was leaving. I just got a bad feeling. “I’ll be back soon. Just keep busy. Maybe go out with Patrick a couple times.” “You sure?” “Yeah. Why wouldn’t it be?” “I don’t know.” “Did something happen between you and Patrick?” “No. Why?” “You just seem upset since you came to the studio.” “I’m sorry. I guess I’m just a little down. I’ll be alright.” She smiled.
“There’s my girl. I love to see you smile.” “I’m sorry to worry you.” Our food came and we ate. Afterwards, we went back to the studio. “I guess Ryan went to get something to eat. Do you want to stay for awhile?” “Sure. I’m not doing anything.” Kendra smiled at me. It was the first real smile all day.
“Baby, I wanted to ask you something. There’s a friend that thinks he might be bi and has a girlfriend. And well, he hasn’t told her. Do you think he should tell his girlfriend?” “I don’t know. Probably. They should trust each other and if there’s something like that in the way it’s going to eat at him.” “I guess your right.” I knew I had to tell her.
“Um, Kendra, this is hard. I don’t,” “Hey guys. I found Patrick coming in. Maybe we can get a song done before we leave.” Ryan and Patrick walked in the studio. I could of killed them both. “Uh, I think I’m going to leave.” “Kendra, you can stay if you want.” “No, I think I’ll go.” “Brendon, can we finish this song?” “Uh, sure, Ryan.” Ryan left Kendra and I. “Drive careful and if you need anything just call.” “I will. I love you.”
She kissed me. I watched her walk to the door. She stopped and went to talk to Patrick. They both looked upset. I got a sick feeling in my stomach. Did he tell her? I looked down at my notebook and then up in time to see Patrick touch my girlfriend’s cheek.
Patrick’s POV
After Brendon called I couldn’t get to my room fast enough. I started pacing. Who could I tell? I decided to call Pete. He agreed to come over later. I heard Kendra getting ready and then knock at my door. She told me she was leaving. After she left I went to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. There was a knock on the door. I went and answered it.
“Hey, Trick. What the fuck is wrong? You sounded terrible on the phone and you look even worse.” “Thanks. It’s Brendon and Kendra.” “What? Did they break up?” “NO, I told Brendon my feelings.” “Dud, you didn’t.” “He was fine with it. Well, not fine, but he’s bi too.” “Really? That’s good. I mean, it’s not good, because of Kendra.” “That’s not the real problem right now.” “Oh god. What have you gotten yourself into?” “I found out Kendra has feelings for me. This morning Brendon went to the studio and we were talking about it. Well, I sort of kissed her and we made out.”
“What the fuck. I would expect something like this from me, but not you.” “I don’t need jokes. Brendon called and left a message. I just left her. I went to my room. I couldn’t face her.” “Your going to have to. Brendon is leaving for a couple weeks. How are you going to handle being alone with her?” “I have no idea. This is so screwed up. One minute I want Brendon and the next I want Kendra.” “Wish I knew what to tell you.” “Thanks for at least listening to me. I think I need to go to the studio and clear my head. Hopefully, I can get in there without seeing them.” “Alright. If you need to talk, let me know.” “Thanks.”
Pete left and I grabbed my computer and headed for the studio. I almost got to private room when Ryan seen me. “Hey, I didn’t know you were coming in.” “Hi, Ryan. I wasn’t. How is the song coming?” “Alright. We’re almost done.” I followed Ryan into the studio. There they were. I set up my computer I seen Kendra walk to the door. “Kendra how are you. She turned. “Okay.” She walked over to me. “Patrick, I want to tell you that this morning it was alright.” “No, it wasn’t.” “I want you to kiss me.” I couldn’t resist, I put my hand on her cheek.
Kendra’s POV
Next thing I know Patrick’s lips are on mine. His hands are in my hair. All of a sudden, I’m leaning back on the couch. He moves from my lips to my neck. In my head I’m screaming no. His hand goes under my shirt, slowly going up and cupping my breast. He looks at me. “Tell me to stop, Kendra. This is wrong.” “I know, but I don’t want you to stop.” He bit my neck. I could feel Patrick’s erection growing. I rubbed him through his jeans and he moans into my neck.
The phone rang, but neither one of us went to answer it. The answering machine picked up. “Kendra,” It was Brendon. Patrick stopped kissing me. “Do you want to meet me for lunch? Call me if you want to come to the studio. Love you.” Patrick got off of me. “Fuck. I’m sorry.”
He left and went to his room. I got up and put my fingers to my lips. I could taste Patrick. I went and called Brendon and told him that I would meet him for lunch. I got ready and went to Patrick’s door and knocked. He didn’t answer. “Patrick, I’m leaving. Please don’t be upset. I’m at much fault. I’ll see you later.” I walked out the door and went to the studio.
I walked in and Ryan and Brendon were talking. “Hey, Babe. How are you?” “Alright.” Brendon held out his hand and I took it. “Ready to get something to eat.” “Yeah. See you later, Ryan.” “Bye.” We went to a Chinese restaurant. “How is the writing coming?” “Good. We are almost done. So, what did you do?” “Um, not too much. Patrick was putting a song together. We did talk a little. I got ready and came to the studio.” “Are you feeling okay?”
I started to cry. “Honey, what’s wrong?” He took my hands. “Nothing. I’m just going to miss you.” “I love you.” “I love you too.” I looked into his eyes. How could I lie to him. But I did.
Brendon’s POV
She said she was upset because I was leaving. I just got a bad feeling. “I’ll be back soon. Just keep busy. Maybe go out with Patrick a couple times.” “You sure?” “Yeah. Why wouldn’t it be?” “I don’t know.” “Did something happen between you and Patrick?” “No. Why?” “You just seem upset since you came to the studio.” “I’m sorry. I guess I’m just a little down. I’ll be alright.” She smiled.
“There’s my girl. I love to see you smile.” “I’m sorry to worry you.” Our food came and we ate. Afterwards, we went back to the studio. “I guess Ryan went to get something to eat. Do you want to stay for awhile?” “Sure. I’m not doing anything.” Kendra smiled at me. It was the first real smile all day.
“Baby, I wanted to ask you something. There’s a friend that thinks he might be bi and has a girlfriend. And well, he hasn’t told her. Do you think he should tell his girlfriend?” “I don’t know. Probably. They should trust each other and if there’s something like that in the way it’s going to eat at him.” “I guess your right.” I knew I had to tell her.
“Um, Kendra, this is hard. I don’t,” “Hey guys. I found Patrick coming in. Maybe we can get a song done before we leave.” Ryan and Patrick walked in the studio. I could of killed them both. “Uh, I think I’m going to leave.” “Kendra, you can stay if you want.” “No, I think I’ll go.” “Brendon, can we finish this song?” “Uh, sure, Ryan.” Ryan left Kendra and I. “Drive careful and if you need anything just call.” “I will. I love you.”
She kissed me. I watched her walk to the door. She stopped and went to talk to Patrick. They both looked upset. I got a sick feeling in my stomach. Did he tell her? I looked down at my notebook and then up in time to see Patrick touch my girlfriend’s cheek.
Patrick’s POV
After Brendon called I couldn’t get to my room fast enough. I started pacing. Who could I tell? I decided to call Pete. He agreed to come over later. I heard Kendra getting ready and then knock at my door. She told me she was leaving. After she left I went to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. There was a knock on the door. I went and answered it.
“Hey, Trick. What the fuck is wrong? You sounded terrible on the phone and you look even worse.” “Thanks. It’s Brendon and Kendra.” “What? Did they break up?” “NO, I told Brendon my feelings.” “Dud, you didn’t.” “He was fine with it. Well, not fine, but he’s bi too.” “Really? That’s good. I mean, it’s not good, because of Kendra.” “That’s not the real problem right now.” “Oh god. What have you gotten yourself into?” “I found out Kendra has feelings for me. This morning Brendon went to the studio and we were talking about it. Well, I sort of kissed her and we made out.”
“What the fuck. I would expect something like this from me, but not you.” “I don’t need jokes. Brendon called and left a message. I just left her. I went to my room. I couldn’t face her.” “Your going to have to. Brendon is leaving for a couple weeks. How are you going to handle being alone with her?” “I have no idea. This is so screwed up. One minute I want Brendon and the next I want Kendra.” “Wish I knew what to tell you.” “Thanks for at least listening to me. I think I need to go to the studio and clear my head. Hopefully, I can get in there without seeing them.” “Alright. If you need to talk, let me know.” “Thanks.”
Pete left and I grabbed my computer and headed for the studio. I almost got to private room when Ryan seen me. “Hey, I didn’t know you were coming in.” “Hi, Ryan. I wasn’t. How is the song coming?” “Alright. We’re almost done.” I followed Ryan into the studio. There they were. I set up my computer I seen Kendra walk to the door. “Kendra how are you. She turned. “Okay.” She walked over to me. “Patrick, I want to tell you that this morning it was alright.” “No, it wasn’t.” “I want you to kiss me.” I couldn’t resist, I put my hand on her cheek.
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