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His jaw dropped and his eyes welled. I walked out the door and slammed it shut. I didn’t care who woke up. I heard a light flick on as I passed a door. I went back upstairs and knocked on my door. “Who is it?” said Gerard sad and tired. I opened the door. I took a breath and wiped my tears. “It’s me,” I said calmly. “What do you want, just want to not listen and believe everything my stupid little brother has to say,” he said fiercely. “No, Gerard... that’s not it at all, I want to listen, please explain” I said quietly. I went and sat by him. He didn’t turn over this time. He just kept facing the balcony. “I broke up with her because she didn’t love me, she wanted me for my looks, and I knew if I went for you, you’d love me for me” he said quietly. “Who was the girl... the one you broke up with?” I said softly placing a hand on his shoulder. He mumbled something. “Can you say that again I couldn’t hear you?” I said quietly. “Daisy” He whispered. “W...What” I said now starting to stutter. “Yes, I know how bad that is but Mikey was ignoring her and she was upset, at that time Mikey said he liked a girl and he would do anything to be with her” he said rubbing my back. “Daisy had come to our house and broke down in my arms when I opened the door” he said softly. I closed my eyes for a second and a flash back happened. I was standing outside with two girls at a diner. “Daisy look isn’t that Mikey Way over there” they said pointing. There stood Mikey with two other guys and stared at me. I snapped back to reality. “Yea, I know where he was that night” I said softly. “Where was he” asked Gerard. “He was at the diner when I was out with the girls trying to get the guts up to ask me out... I assume,” I said softly. Gerard kept rubbing my back and sighed. “I bet your right with that,” he said quietly. My eyes blacked out again. I saw flashes of Mikey laughing at my side. I saw flashes of Gerard out the side of my eye. As if I secretly watched him from a distance. Was Lilly using Mikey to get close to Gerard? Mikey fell for Lilly because he believed she really loved him. I sighed. “Gerard” I whispered. “Yes, Darling” he said quickly in response. “There’s something I need to confess”. He hesitated for a moment. “Okay... speak” he said removing his hand from my back. “I ... I lead Mikey on” I said softly. There was no response just dead silence. My head started to hurt and the room started to spin once again. I heard Gerard say “Lilly’s” name over and over again. I opened my eyes. Am I finally back in 2007? Please god I thought to myself. I looked around the room. DAMN! The calendar read
January 1, 1944. Two years earlier. Why was I sent back two years earlier? This is starting to get confusing I thought to myself. I got up and went on with the usual routine. I got dressed and went downstairs. I sat while the Hispanic lady made us breakfast. “Where are the boys” I ask the woman I called mother. She gave me a confused look. “What do mean boys?” she said slowly. I thought to myself. Maybe if it was two years earlier then, Gerard and Mikey and the rest of the boys were still living at home. I laughed. “I was only kidding mother,” I said with a hopeful sound. She looked at me weird and laughed with me. “Ah, a good joke” she said softly. “Aren’t you going to see Mikey today” she said taking a drink of her coffee. I looked a bit confused. So this is when all the problems started huh? This is when Lilly started dating Mikey. I shook my head yes in response. “Well you better be getting your things together to go then” she hollered for Charles again. She told him to get the car ready. I ran upstairs and grabbed a jacket and purse. She was waiting by the door and had her purse. Was she coming on the date with us? This was creepy. I got the guts up to ask her right before I walked out the door. “Umm... Mother, are you coming on the date with us” I said slowly. She laughed. “Lilly, you’re so funny sometimes, you know I’m not going on the date I’m going to have tea with his mother” she laughed and scooted me out the door. I got into the limousine and took a seat. We drove away from the driveway. I paid not attention the woman I called mother. I just stared out the window at the green grass and blue sky above me. I watched the road a little bit as we went on. We went from a hard pavement road to a gravel road. Their country folks? Are you kidding me? They couldn’t be they acted like they came from the city. And in 2007 Gerard and Mikey and the rest of the boys lived in New Jersey. Wow this is quite the change isn’t it? We pulled up to a huge white mansion. It seemed ten times bigger than ours. They were rich as well. That was nothing new from the future either. Only difference was Gerard and Mikey didn’t show off their money. We pulled up under a huge stone canopy of the house. Charles came to the door and helped the woman I called mother out of the car. Then he grabbed my hand and helped me out. A blond haired woman walked out of the house. “Donna, hello” said the woman I called mother coming up and hugging the other woman. Donna came up to me next and hugged me. “Hello darling, how are you? The boys are in the pool around back, your swimsuit is upstairs so go get changed and join the boys and daisy in the back” she said giving me a quick swat on the butt. I jumped forward a little and looked back. She smiled and started talking to the woman I called mother. I walked up the huge staircase. I could hear daisy and the boy’s voice echo from downstairs. I saw an open doorway and figured that’s where I was supposed to go. The room was gorgeous. It was flower designed. There laid on the bed a black one-piece swimsuit. I changed out of my clothes and changed into my swimsuit. I grabbed a robe and put it around myself. Then grabbed a towel and went downstairs. I heard a cry. “Mikey protect me”... It was daisy. “Have Gerard protect you from the boys, he’s your boyfriend” said Mikey almost disgusted. She made an upset whimper. I heard water splashing. I saw big glass windows down a hallway. I followed it all the way down. I peaked in the huge windows. Most of them were fogged up but one wasn’t. Bob, Frank, Ray, Gerard, Mikey, and Daisy were all in the pool. It looked like the boys were playing either Sharks and Mino’s or Marco Polo. I couldn’t place my finger on it. It didn’t bother me either way. I wanted to swim. I watched Mikey get out of the water to get something to drink. Wow he was even more gorgeous then I thought. I took the robe off and took a deep breath. I swung the robe over my arm with the towel and walked in the door. I walked into the poolroom. When I walked in the room went silent. Mikey wasn’t facing me but everyone was staring at me. Mikey had a cup in his mouth when he turned around. He smiled at me. He walked over to me. “Hi honey,” he said smiling. I smiled and said hi back. He gave me a hug. He was all wet I laughed. “Oh, I see how it is giving me wet hugs” I said smiling. He smiled back
January 1, 1944. Two years earlier. Why was I sent back two years earlier? This is starting to get confusing I thought to myself. I got up and went on with the usual routine. I got dressed and went downstairs. I sat while the Hispanic lady made us breakfast. “Where are the boys” I ask the woman I called mother. She gave me a confused look. “What do mean boys?” she said slowly. I thought to myself. Maybe if it was two years earlier then, Gerard and Mikey and the rest of the boys were still living at home. I laughed. “I was only kidding mother,” I said with a hopeful sound. She looked at me weird and laughed with me. “Ah, a good joke” she said softly. “Aren’t you going to see Mikey today” she said taking a drink of her coffee. I looked a bit confused. So this is when all the problems started huh? This is when Lilly started dating Mikey. I shook my head yes in response. “Well you better be getting your things together to go then” she hollered for Charles again. She told him to get the car ready. I ran upstairs and grabbed a jacket and purse. She was waiting by the door and had her purse. Was she coming on the date with us? This was creepy. I got the guts up to ask her right before I walked out the door. “Umm... Mother, are you coming on the date with us” I said slowly. She laughed. “Lilly, you’re so funny sometimes, you know I’m not going on the date I’m going to have tea with his mother” she laughed and scooted me out the door. I got into the limousine and took a seat. We drove away from the driveway. I paid not attention the woman I called mother. I just stared out the window at the green grass and blue sky above me. I watched the road a little bit as we went on. We went from a hard pavement road to a gravel road. Their country folks? Are you kidding me? They couldn’t be they acted like they came from the city. And in 2007 Gerard and Mikey and the rest of the boys lived in New Jersey. Wow this is quite the change isn’t it? We pulled up to a huge white mansion. It seemed ten times bigger than ours. They were rich as well. That was nothing new from the future either. Only difference was Gerard and Mikey didn’t show off their money. We pulled up under a huge stone canopy of the house. Charles came to the door and helped the woman I called mother out of the car. Then he grabbed my hand and helped me out. A blond haired woman walked out of the house. “Donna, hello” said the woman I called mother coming up and hugging the other woman. Donna came up to me next and hugged me. “Hello darling, how are you? The boys are in the pool around back, your swimsuit is upstairs so go get changed and join the boys and daisy in the back” she said giving me a quick swat on the butt. I jumped forward a little and looked back. She smiled and started talking to the woman I called mother. I walked up the huge staircase. I could hear daisy and the boy’s voice echo from downstairs. I saw an open doorway and figured that’s where I was supposed to go. The room was gorgeous. It was flower designed. There laid on the bed a black one-piece swimsuit. I changed out of my clothes and changed into my swimsuit. I grabbed a robe and put it around myself. Then grabbed a towel and went downstairs. I heard a cry. “Mikey protect me”... It was daisy. “Have Gerard protect you from the boys, he’s your boyfriend” said Mikey almost disgusted. She made an upset whimper. I heard water splashing. I saw big glass windows down a hallway. I followed it all the way down. I peaked in the huge windows. Most of them were fogged up but one wasn’t. Bob, Frank, Ray, Gerard, Mikey, and Daisy were all in the pool. It looked like the boys were playing either Sharks and Mino’s or Marco Polo. I couldn’t place my finger on it. It didn’t bother me either way. I wanted to swim. I watched Mikey get out of the water to get something to drink. Wow he was even more gorgeous then I thought. I took the robe off and took a deep breath. I swung the robe over my arm with the towel and walked in the door. I walked into the poolroom. When I walked in the room went silent. Mikey wasn’t facing me but everyone was staring at me. Mikey had a cup in his mouth when he turned around. He smiled at me. He walked over to me. “Hi honey,” he said smiling. I smiled and said hi back. He gave me a hug. He was all wet I laughed. “Oh, I see how it is giving me wet hugs” I said smiling. He smiled back
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