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Our Lady of Abusive Lies
0 reviewsChapter two;; she fights for someone and gets shot down as soon as she steps into that place that's supposed to be her haven. Maybe that's why she ran away.
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MCR. My fucking Chemical Romance. Ren didn't remember much about when she fell, or when she passed out or the voices in the bus, but she was PRETTY fucking sure she would've recognised the voices if they were any of MCR's. After all, if they HAD been, she would've been flipping out like crazy. Or maybe she would've hidden her scars and fresh wounds better than she had. Maybe she would've freaked out and ran away. She wasn't even sure what she would do, NOW.
"Glad you seem to have a brain again." Someone threw at her, and Serenity found herself wanting to snap rather viciously. And, of course, having forgotten about all preceding thoughts, she just went ahead.
"Well you go get your fucking WATER BOTTLE fucking spiked and see how you fucking like it, FUCK!"
Ren's mother went wide-eyed and passed some loud comment about how she hadn't raised her children to be so ill-spoken. But she didn't give a fuck, whoever'd snapped at her just got what they had coming. Then Ren started remembering just WHO'S bus she'd fallen off from a few minutes prior, and swallowed a rather large lump in her throat.
Oh yeah. That, and she mentioned her bottle had been spiked with some shit she didn't even recognise or know anything about.
"...Your water was SPIKED? Fuck Ren, you never said anything about water being spiked you fucking tard!"
And then the fight was on. Serenity wasn't really aware of what was going on, her head was throbbing too painfully for her to pay attention to anything that was going on around her. She slowly moved away from the bus and Frank, whom she'd just royally bitched and, and went to the back. The high-pitched screaming she heard didn't do anything to quell the pain searing through her head. It really just felt like someone was fucking sawing her head in two.
"God fuck..." she muttered, holding her head in her hands as she kept on walking, apparently nearing the shrieking. Something vaguely fluttered through her mind; what if Gerard was being harassed, and he'd reel her in for a kiss and pretend she was his girlfriend to make all those stupid little preteens go away?
Yeah, its always nice to dream.
Things were thrown at the poor star left and right, marriage proposals, demands of rape, thing like that. Rennie scoffed at the immaturity of them all. Honestly. Even she wasn't that blonde and stupid. And FUCK, she was one of the most stupid fangirls out there. She was about to intervene, to, and tell all the stupid little girls to fuck off, but thought about how they(the person being harassed, of course) would react. Maybe they enjoyed the sadistic attention. But when she heard something like 'come on, can't you all call it a night?' and heard the squealing intensify, and somewhere amidst that all, a sigh, she stepped in. Hey, she was a woman of integrity.
Ren pushed and shoved her way through the dense crowd of now swearing fans, flipping off anyone who would cuss or shove her back. She reached the front and didn't bother looking at the one she'd stepped in for--she figured she'd do that later--and crossed her arms in front of the crowd. Someone threw a 'fuck off bitch!' and she smiled.
"Just fucking call it a night you fucking obsessive brats. Can't you see the guy just wants to go fucking sleep after a motherfucking long day of work? God fuck, he's just a man like anyone else and it's about fucking time you realised he's not god. He's got a life, he's probably got a girlfriend or a wife or a family and all that shit he wants to sleep to be able to get back to in the fucking morning. And--WHAT THE FUCK YOU FUCKING LITTLE--"
She BIT her! The fucking little twerp fucking BIT her! Serenity's fist swung at the stupid little THING, almost without her even realising it and, how FUNNY! The crowd seemed to disperse as soon as the girl ran away crying.
"That was a little harsh." And that voice sent shivers down her spine and oh fuck what had she gotten herself into?
"THEY're the harsh ones. God fuck, you're just a fucking human being, not motherfucking God." Ren growled, turning around to confirm who her protégé was. And, of course, it was only the owner of the voice she’d halloed for so long. "Serenity Eimonds." She said, in a tone she could’ve sworn belonged to her mother. She extended her hand with a smile.
When she didn't feel a hand on hers, she stared down. At her very bare wrist. She hissed and brought it to her chest, swearing under her breath. It was ironic, how she'd always wanted to show her scars to this man, to Gerard Way. But now that he'd actually seen them, red and swollen and half of them almost bleeding, she felt like adding a few hundred more to her collection, or just sink into the ground.
"...I like how you think." He said after a while, Gerard, flashing one of his signature smiles. But somehow, Ren just thought it looked fake. So... So fucking FAKE. Like it was something he'd rehearsed for hours, for every occasion that might be thrown at him.
Ren just stood there like that, holding her wrist against her, until Gerard reached out. He grabbed her other, covered wrist. She always fore a Gay Pride wristband, and she found that the frontman was pulling out a sharpie pen. She quivered inside; she was going to fucking sign it. That, alone, meant more to her than ANY number of shows she could see.
"If I ever find this on eBay, I'm sticking vampires on your ass." He said playfully, and she couldn't help but grin in reply. It was a lopsided grin, filled with uncertainty and doubt and... Who the fuck was this? Was this really Gerard Way, the one who'd saved her so many times? Just a man, yes, but he wasn’t at all what TV and Youtube had made him out to be...
"Like fuck I'm ever selling this." She replied slowly, hugging her opposite wrist. "Or wash it for that matter. Sharpies never last as long as they make them out to."
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The ride back home had filled Serenity with anxiety she never knew she could feel. She was on the lookout for anything and everything on the road, trying to see everything but trying to forget she was alive all at the same time. She drove on and on, ignoring the two babbling girls in the backseat, and occasionally stole a glance at her wrists. It was funny how empty she felt, but so fulfilled at the same time. She'd sworn at Frank, ushered a group of rabid fangirls away and spoke to GERARD fucking WAY. Her evening couldn't REALLY be better... But fuck it all, she knew she was going to be in for it once she got home. Her mom would snap, probably break a plate or vase, and Ren would hide out in her room and press her bed against her bedroom door and wait it all out on MSN.
And that's exactly what she did.
As soon as she got home, Rennie ran to her room, slammed the door and immediately pressed the bed against it. She crawled to her desk and logged onto MSN, finding that a good amount of her contacts were on. Windows popped open here and there, and she welcome the distraction from the screaming outside her door. She turned on her radio, put in I Brought You My Bullets, put on her earphones and blared the music until all she could feel in her head, wasn't the pulsing heartbeat, but the beat of the bass and drums.
She sighed and reached forward to close the window and reach for her hoodie. A piece of paper slipped out of it when she pulled it on. She stared at the bit of compressed wood paste like it was about to explode, then slowly reached down to take it. She swore when the speakers pulled out of the radio and let the music play a little too loud, and instantly jerked up to plug them back in. Ren carefully scanned the piece of paper.
Vampire_lord2008@live.com
Add me ; )
"...What the fuck." She stated blandly, entering the address in MSN regardless the fact that she didn't have a god fucking clue who the fuck it was. She figured it'd probably be some fucking pedophile wanting a good night's fun with some 16 year old sex bomb.
Which Serenity personally DID NOT think she was, but hey. Everyone was entitled to their opinion, as disconnected to reality as it may be.
As soon as she added whoever it was, they sent her a message.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Hey i was wondering when youd get on
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
No offense, but who the fuck are you?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I mean it’s sort of freaky having this random person slipping their address in my hoddie.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Sorry
Vampires fucking rule says:
I was a little too scare 2 go see u in face is all
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Well it’s not the first time I scared someone shitless.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Lols. Not.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Lol, no i wanted to thank u for saving my ass tonite
Vampires fucking rule says:
It was a realy noble thing 2 do
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Wtf.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
WTFWTFWTF
Serenity had long since unplugged her earphones and shut off the radio to be able to concentrate on the conversation a little more acutely. And she was seriously fucking freaking out. She’d expected some old pedophile who saw her at the concert, or in the metro, or fuck, SOME ONE FUCKING ELSE.
Not Gerard god fucking WAY.
Vampires fucking rule says:
U should realy stop cutting
Vampires fucking rule says:
Its gonna get infected 1 day
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Why are you talking to me?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I thought you didn’t like to get ‘too close to the fans’.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
And god knows I’m probably your #1 fucking fan out there.
Vampires fucking rule says:
...god, I just wanted to thank you. For fucks sake.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Is that so much to ask for?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Your spelling changed.
Vampires fucking rule says:
I figured you’d be one of those illiterate brainless fangirls.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Sorry for assuming something so stupid.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
It’s alright...
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I mean I’d forgive you anything, fuck. oO
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
But...
Vampires fucking rule says:
But what?
Vampires fucking rule says:
...?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Uh, my mom...
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I have to go.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Don’t cut.
-Seionshi- MCR fucking R, bitches! has left this conversation at 1:12 AM.
Serenity swore as her mother banged on the door, as if aiming to tear it down. She’d never done that before, and Ren was fucking freaking out. This was bound to be bad. She tried to ignore the screaming, or her father’s desperate pleas, or her brother’s anguished cries... Though ignoring everything that was going on outside the door was getting increasingly difficult.
She crawled into bed and curled up under the covers, starting up her CD player and lulling herself to sleep to Breaking Benjamin’s ever so ‘calm’ and lovely songs of death and betrayal and everything she felt.
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Ren woke up in the middle of the night(or at least, earlier than she really should’ve considering the time at which she went to bed to begin with) and blearily looked at her alarm clock. It was four in the fucking morning. Till dark out, the birds were singing, though, and she just felt like shit. She figured, though, that now was as good a time as ever to go take a VERY long morning walk. She quietly pulled back her bed and slipped out of her room, scribbled a message on a piece of paper that she slipped under her brother’s room door, grabbed her schoolbag and silently got out the front door, carefully locking it behind her.
She was fucking FREE.
Ren laughed her heart out as she walked, well aware of the rosy tinge in the sky to her right, and VERY aware that she might get arrested for 'disturbing the peace'. But she didn't give a fuck anymore; she had her cellphone and her charger and her art supplies and two changes of clothes and she was fucking fine.
Her cellphone rang; she answered apparently surprising the person at the other end.
"Glad you seem to have a brain again." Someone threw at her, and Serenity found herself wanting to snap rather viciously. And, of course, having forgotten about all preceding thoughts, she just went ahead.
"Well you go get your fucking WATER BOTTLE fucking spiked and see how you fucking like it, FUCK!"
Ren's mother went wide-eyed and passed some loud comment about how she hadn't raised her children to be so ill-spoken. But she didn't give a fuck, whoever'd snapped at her just got what they had coming. Then Ren started remembering just WHO'S bus she'd fallen off from a few minutes prior, and swallowed a rather large lump in her throat.
Oh yeah. That, and she mentioned her bottle had been spiked with some shit she didn't even recognise or know anything about.
"...Your water was SPIKED? Fuck Ren, you never said anything about water being spiked you fucking tard!"
And then the fight was on. Serenity wasn't really aware of what was going on, her head was throbbing too painfully for her to pay attention to anything that was going on around her. She slowly moved away from the bus and Frank, whom she'd just royally bitched and, and went to the back. The high-pitched screaming she heard didn't do anything to quell the pain searing through her head. It really just felt like someone was fucking sawing her head in two.
"God fuck..." she muttered, holding her head in her hands as she kept on walking, apparently nearing the shrieking. Something vaguely fluttered through her mind; what if Gerard was being harassed, and he'd reel her in for a kiss and pretend she was his girlfriend to make all those stupid little preteens go away?
Yeah, its always nice to dream.
Things were thrown at the poor star left and right, marriage proposals, demands of rape, thing like that. Rennie scoffed at the immaturity of them all. Honestly. Even she wasn't that blonde and stupid. And FUCK, she was one of the most stupid fangirls out there. She was about to intervene, to, and tell all the stupid little girls to fuck off, but thought about how they(the person being harassed, of course) would react. Maybe they enjoyed the sadistic attention. But when she heard something like 'come on, can't you all call it a night?' and heard the squealing intensify, and somewhere amidst that all, a sigh, she stepped in. Hey, she was a woman of integrity.
Ren pushed and shoved her way through the dense crowd of now swearing fans, flipping off anyone who would cuss or shove her back. She reached the front and didn't bother looking at the one she'd stepped in for--she figured she'd do that later--and crossed her arms in front of the crowd. Someone threw a 'fuck off bitch!' and she smiled.
"Just fucking call it a night you fucking obsessive brats. Can't you see the guy just wants to go fucking sleep after a motherfucking long day of work? God fuck, he's just a man like anyone else and it's about fucking time you realised he's not god. He's got a life, he's probably got a girlfriend or a wife or a family and all that shit he wants to sleep to be able to get back to in the fucking morning. And--WHAT THE FUCK YOU FUCKING LITTLE--"
She BIT her! The fucking little twerp fucking BIT her! Serenity's fist swung at the stupid little THING, almost without her even realising it and, how FUNNY! The crowd seemed to disperse as soon as the girl ran away crying.
"That was a little harsh." And that voice sent shivers down her spine and oh fuck what had she gotten herself into?
"THEY're the harsh ones. God fuck, you're just a fucking human being, not motherfucking God." Ren growled, turning around to confirm who her protégé was. And, of course, it was only the owner of the voice she’d halloed for so long. "Serenity Eimonds." She said, in a tone she could’ve sworn belonged to her mother. She extended her hand with a smile.
When she didn't feel a hand on hers, she stared down. At her very bare wrist. She hissed and brought it to her chest, swearing under her breath. It was ironic, how she'd always wanted to show her scars to this man, to Gerard Way. But now that he'd actually seen them, red and swollen and half of them almost bleeding, she felt like adding a few hundred more to her collection, or just sink into the ground.
"...I like how you think." He said after a while, Gerard, flashing one of his signature smiles. But somehow, Ren just thought it looked fake. So... So fucking FAKE. Like it was something he'd rehearsed for hours, for every occasion that might be thrown at him.
Ren just stood there like that, holding her wrist against her, until Gerard reached out. He grabbed her other, covered wrist. She always fore a Gay Pride wristband, and she found that the frontman was pulling out a sharpie pen. She quivered inside; she was going to fucking sign it. That, alone, meant more to her than ANY number of shows she could see.
"If I ever find this on eBay, I'm sticking vampires on your ass." He said playfully, and she couldn't help but grin in reply. It was a lopsided grin, filled with uncertainty and doubt and... Who the fuck was this? Was this really Gerard Way, the one who'd saved her so many times? Just a man, yes, but he wasn’t at all what TV and Youtube had made him out to be...
"Like fuck I'm ever selling this." She replied slowly, hugging her opposite wrist. "Or wash it for that matter. Sharpies never last as long as they make them out to."
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The ride back home had filled Serenity with anxiety she never knew she could feel. She was on the lookout for anything and everything on the road, trying to see everything but trying to forget she was alive all at the same time. She drove on and on, ignoring the two babbling girls in the backseat, and occasionally stole a glance at her wrists. It was funny how empty she felt, but so fulfilled at the same time. She'd sworn at Frank, ushered a group of rabid fangirls away and spoke to GERARD fucking WAY. Her evening couldn't REALLY be better... But fuck it all, she knew she was going to be in for it once she got home. Her mom would snap, probably break a plate or vase, and Ren would hide out in her room and press her bed against her bedroom door and wait it all out on MSN.
And that's exactly what she did.
As soon as she got home, Rennie ran to her room, slammed the door and immediately pressed the bed against it. She crawled to her desk and logged onto MSN, finding that a good amount of her contacts were on. Windows popped open here and there, and she welcome the distraction from the screaming outside her door. She turned on her radio, put in I Brought You My Bullets, put on her earphones and blared the music until all she could feel in her head, wasn't the pulsing heartbeat, but the beat of the bass and drums.
She sighed and reached forward to close the window and reach for her hoodie. A piece of paper slipped out of it when she pulled it on. She stared at the bit of compressed wood paste like it was about to explode, then slowly reached down to take it. She swore when the speakers pulled out of the radio and let the music play a little too loud, and instantly jerked up to plug them back in. Ren carefully scanned the piece of paper.
Vampire_lord2008@live.com
Add me ; )
"...What the fuck." She stated blandly, entering the address in MSN regardless the fact that she didn't have a god fucking clue who the fuck it was. She figured it'd probably be some fucking pedophile wanting a good night's fun with some 16 year old sex bomb.
Which Serenity personally DID NOT think she was, but hey. Everyone was entitled to their opinion, as disconnected to reality as it may be.
As soon as she added whoever it was, they sent her a message.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Hey i was wondering when youd get on
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
No offense, but who the fuck are you?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I mean it’s sort of freaky having this random person slipping their address in my hoddie.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Sorry
Vampires fucking rule says:
I was a little too scare 2 go see u in face is all
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Well it’s not the first time I scared someone shitless.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Lols. Not.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Lol, no i wanted to thank u for saving my ass tonite
Vampires fucking rule says:
It was a realy noble thing 2 do
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Wtf.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
WTFWTFWTF
Serenity had long since unplugged her earphones and shut off the radio to be able to concentrate on the conversation a little more acutely. And she was seriously fucking freaking out. She’d expected some old pedophile who saw her at the concert, or in the metro, or fuck, SOME ONE FUCKING ELSE.
Not Gerard god fucking WAY.
Vampires fucking rule says:
U should realy stop cutting
Vampires fucking rule says:
Its gonna get infected 1 day
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Why are you talking to me?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I thought you didn’t like to get ‘too close to the fans’.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
And god knows I’m probably your #1 fucking fan out there.
Vampires fucking rule says:
...god, I just wanted to thank you. For fucks sake.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Is that so much to ask for?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
...Your spelling changed.
Vampires fucking rule says:
I figured you’d be one of those illiterate brainless fangirls.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Sorry for assuming something so stupid.
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
It’s alright...
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I mean I’d forgive you anything, fuck. oO
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
But...
Vampires fucking rule says:
But what?
Vampires fucking rule says:
...?
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
Uh, my mom...
-Seionshi- MC fucking R, bitches! says:
I have to go.
Vampires fucking rule says:
Don’t cut.
-Seionshi- MCR fucking R, bitches! has left this conversation at 1:12 AM.
Serenity swore as her mother banged on the door, as if aiming to tear it down. She’d never done that before, and Ren was fucking freaking out. This was bound to be bad. She tried to ignore the screaming, or her father’s desperate pleas, or her brother’s anguished cries... Though ignoring everything that was going on outside the door was getting increasingly difficult.
She crawled into bed and curled up under the covers, starting up her CD player and lulling herself to sleep to Breaking Benjamin’s ever so ‘calm’ and lovely songs of death and betrayal and everything she felt.
-----------------------------------------------------
Ren woke up in the middle of the night(or at least, earlier than she really should’ve considering the time at which she went to bed to begin with) and blearily looked at her alarm clock. It was four in the fucking morning. Till dark out, the birds were singing, though, and she just felt like shit. She figured, though, that now was as good a time as ever to go take a VERY long morning walk. She quietly pulled back her bed and slipped out of her room, scribbled a message on a piece of paper that she slipped under her brother’s room door, grabbed her schoolbag and silently got out the front door, carefully locking it behind her.
She was fucking FREE.
Ren laughed her heart out as she walked, well aware of the rosy tinge in the sky to her right, and VERY aware that she might get arrested for 'disturbing the peace'. But she didn't give a fuck anymore; she had her cellphone and her charger and her art supplies and two changes of clothes and she was fucking fine.
Her cellphone rang; she answered apparently surprising the person at the other end.
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