Categories > Celebrities > Panic! At The Disco > Love, Envy and Goodbyes.

Never too young to fall in love.

by -fakeasmile- 1 review

I'm meant to be doing revison, so here' my english (: Haha, rydon, enjoy (: Rate && Review.

Category: Panic! At The Disco - Rating: G - Genres: Drama,Romance - Published: 2008-05-24 - Updated: 2008-05-25 - 373 words

1Original
Envy soon turns into hate.
Goodbye never lasts forever.
Even if it feels like it.
Missing you never gets easier.
True love never dies.

Dear Diary,
Oh, I Haven’t written in a while.
My life is just a jumbled up mess of emotions. Always has been, always will be. [By now we have probably gathered that.]
But recently, its just got that little bit worse.
I fell In love.

A young, beautiful boy suddenly entered my life. George Ryan Ross, basic perfection.
Well to me anyway…
He saved me.
He saved me from myself, from the world, from my surroundings, from.. life.
He pulled me out, dug through the dead end I seemed to have lost myself at, and partially glued me back together, my life has shattered, but slowly, its being pieced back together,
‘Another dead end and I’ve broken down’
He was there when I needed him most, when I thought there was no way out. Siding to my old nostalgic ways.
Stupid.
Childish.
Selfish.

But, the only problem is, my life is being built around him. I need him to be anything anywhere near happy and so I can have the slightest bit of sanity and dignity to keep. I though I had already lost that, long ago.
When I find myself apart from him, I feel dead inside, I need to cry constantly, but I know that if I do, I’ll never stop until he’s back by my side.
A little while ago now, I admitted my feeling’s to him. Before I could explain, he kissed me. It sent a shiver down my spine, he has a tendency to do that, what’s worse, he knows how too.
Stupid vulnerable Brendon Urie, can’t control his own actions.
Anyhow, where was I?
Oh yes..
Then, he told me he loved me.

That was about a month ago now.

It got to the point where I thought I couldn’t love him anymore, yet everyday I seem to be proven wrong. I love him more than I can physically describe, I can’t conjure up the right words, he just makes me feel amazing.

He’s my life.
&&
I love every little thing about him.
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