FicWad

Even though I wasn't ever dad's favorite, I loved him more than anyone. Damn, I'd do anything to see him one more time. But I know it ain't possible. Not really see him anyway. I'd try contacting his spirit or whatever but I' not into that dark magic business it creeps me out. So I just pray hopefully he can hear me, God knows i want him to. Only God knows.
Sometimes I wonder how alone we all are. We all pretend to care about each other's problems but deep down it is our on worries which consume us. Why is it our nature to be so selfish? I know what i dam hypocrite I am because that's just how I am but least I know hat's my problem and am tryin to fix it. I really am. Because I really do care. Really I do. I took loosing dad to see the world in this new light. I just wish other people understood what i am saying. I know well if i tried tellin this to someone they'd think i lost it. They'd say man that Lenny finally snapped. But I am sane damn it! I really am. I just wish that people could see through my eyes, see what I'm seeing. It's the same old Franklin scenery I've grown to hate and love, but through my damn bad luck I see some light. Always. I know he's there. I can feel it.