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Lauren P.O.V
It was the next day, and me, Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Alicia, Jamia and her were all going shopping. Oh yeah and Helena and James were coming to.
"Gee baby, why do your kids have to come? You'll pay more attention to them than you would to me." I overheard Lyn-z say to Gerard.
After finding out that I still love Gerard, Lyn-z has gone from understanding-sympathetic friend, to bitchy-slutty-controlling cow.
"Lyn-z sweetie, I want them to come. And even if I didn't Lauren would." Thank you Gerard, trying his best to defend me.
I looked at Lyn-z and could see she wasn't too happy. I laughed to myself silently.
When were at the mall, we all split up. Frank, Jamia, Mikey and Alicia all went one way, and me, Gerard, our children, and Lyn-z went the other way.
"Mommy, can we go here first?" Asked Helena, pointing to Hot Topic. She's only five years old and she wants to go in Hot Topic.
"Yeah sure sweetie."
Me, Helena and James were about to walk into the store when James stopped.
"What's wrong honey?"
"Is daddy coming with us?"
I looked at Gerard, who was trying to free his arm from Lyn-z. "I'll be there in a sec you go in."
I could see he wasn't going to be a second. I told my children to go in. Then walked up to the love of my life and his slut.
"Lyn-z let him go."
"Why would I do that? So you could hold onto him and drool all over him. Maybe even sneak in a kiss or more."
"Lyn-z what the hell has gotten into you?" Asked Gerard, obviously angry with his wife.
"Baby, I hardly ever see you now. If you're not with me, then you're with her or your kids."
"Hey, he has every right to see his kids. He's their father. You can't control him!"
"Shut up bitch. You think you're so great. Well guess what? You're not. You're old news Lauren. I'm his wife. Sorry to break to you, but you lost."
I tried so hard to not let it bother me but I couldn't hold it in. I slapped her.
"You fucking bitch! How dare you talk to me like that! Who do you think you are?"
She didn't say anything. She held onto her cheek which was now red.
"Just remember what you need to tell Gerard. Or should I tell him for you?" Her eyes widened.
"Lauren, don't, please."
"Oh now you be nice to me. Wow. I'm sorry but Gerard needs to know what a lying bitch you are."
"What's going on, someone tell me now?" Asked a confused Gerard.
"Gerard, Lyn-z has been lying to you for about...almost six years now --"
"Don't listen to her Gerard she's just jealous!" She said holding onto Gerard. Gerard didn't look at her and pushed her off him.
"Go on..."
"Almost six years ago, when I was pregnant, no-one knew excpet Frank, Jamia, Mikey and Alicia, that right?"
Gerard nodded.
"Well --"
"Mommy, are you coming in yet?" Helena asked inpatiently.
"Yeah." I looked at Gerard and Lyn-z. "Either you tell him now, or I'll tell him later." And stomped into Hot Topic.

Lyn-z P.O.V
Lauren had just stormed off into Hot Topic after her daughter called her in. Right now I love Helena. I don't want Gerard knowing that I lied to him.
"Hey, what was Lauren on about just then?"
"Nothing. She was just being a jealous bitch. You know how she is."
Gerard shook his head. "Lyn-z you've been acting different ever since we played at the club the other day."
"God Gerard! Can't I be a little different now and again?"
"Calm down, you're making a scene. Well obviously there was something Lauren was trying to say, and I want you to finish it if you don't mind."
"Gerard, there's nothing to tell, she's just upset because she hasn't got what she wants."
"Which is...?"
"Oh come on Gerard. You mean you can't see it. She wants you. Even though she will never admit it. I see the way she looks at you. From what I see, she's using all she has to stop herself from fucking you."

Gerard P.O.V
What the hell is this woman on about. Lauren does NOT look at me in any way apart from as a friend.
"Lyn-z, I just think you're paranoid." And with that, I walked into Hot Topic to be greeted by Helena holding a t-shirt.
"What's wrong angel?"
"Mommy won't buy me this." She said.
"Is that so huh? Why's that?"
She shrugged.
"Urgh! Helena, I've told you to put that top back."
"But mommy I want it."
"Yeah, mommy she wants it." I said mockingly. Lauren looked at me.
"She can't have it, Gerard."
"Why?"
"Have you seen the price. If I buy that, then I'll have to buy James something just as expensive."
I looked at the price.
Woh, that's alot.
"Why don't I buy it for her?" I suggested.
Lauren had tears in her eyes again. God I love her, but she's so goddamn emotional.
"Really Gerard?"
I nodded. "Yeah. Come on you're not gonna cry are you?"
She shook her head.
"It's the whole father thing isn't it? I'm just so good at it."
She laughed. "Yeah. So true."

Lauren P.O.V
I hate crying. It's all I do these days. Well, since I came back to Belleville.
And when I do cry, it's because of the same person. Gerard. My first love.
I hate crying. I cried in Hot Topic because he offered to by Helena a top she liked. I am a weak person.
I hate Lyn-z. She's a bitch. Gerard proberbly knows I still love him now. I almost told Gerard about Lyn-z keeping that secret, but my wonderful daughter cut me off. She has the best timing.