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"She's already here?" I repeat back and he nods... "Wait are you trying to say what I think you're trying to say?" I say stepping back from him onto the deck. I was shocked... I was beyond shocked, I was...

"Yeah I am Elle. I want you to understand... You know I love you and it means a lot-." Bob starts to say as he reaches for my hand.

"You love me?" I spat back at him totally interrupting him but I didn't care... I was freaking out... "If you loved me, if you ever fucking loved me- you wouldn't be sitting here telling me you've got a thing for Jessica! I mean Jessica of all people Bob! You know what I fucking think of her" I cry out totally enraged with him... How could he fucking betray me like this!

"Elle, no you-." He tries to say but I continue to talk over him.

"I don't know what the fuck you could possibly see in her either ...She's a fucking bitch and a whore and a fucking... God damn it Bob." I say turning my back to him. "I can't believe you have a thing for her. After everything, you know she's..." I start to lose my train of thought... "I mean I should've seen it... the way you always look at her in gym class, shit..." I laugh a little in frustration.

"Elle no you don't understand." He says putting his hand on my shoulder. "It's not Jessica." He says lowering his voice down...

"Its not?" I say totally lost.

"No it's not." He says and I feel him squeeze my shoulder a little. "I swear to you Elle." He says and I sigh a little in sudden relief.

"Oh thank god!! How could you fucking do that to me?" I say spinning back around and facing him abruptly. "How could you let me think it was her like that!" I say slapping his arm a little.

"Mmm I'm sorry?" He offers.

"I'm sorry?" I mimic back trying not to smile at his response. "Oh Bob come here." I say pulling him into a hug. "Fuck Bob you almost killed me with that one." I say pressing my head against his chest. His heart was beating like crazy... "The thought of you and her just ugh..." I groan in disgust... Just the thought of Bob and her together gave me a massive headache... Fucking skank with my husband? I don't think so.... He deserves better then her...

"I said sorry." He says squeezing me tighter against him and his heartbeat picked up, if that was at all possible..

"Well if it's not Jessica then who?" I ask him and he pulls back a little.

"Mmm you're kidding right?" He says cocking his one eyebrow up at me... I just looked at him blankly and didn't answer. "It's you Elle..." He says softly.

"Oh stop it Bob now you're just fucking with me." I tell him and he wont let me go.

"Well then who do you think it is? I mean who else is here Elle" He says as I wiggle away from him and it hits me.

"Oh fuck Bob, Chrissy?" I cry out slapping his arm again. "Little Miss Sunshine herself?" I groan...." I mean fuck Bob I can see why you didn't want to say anything" I tell him shrugging a little. "I mean she is kinda cute and all Bob but ummm... you know she's with Frankie and umm I don't think that you and her are really compatible..." I say and he just looks at me.

"Fuck don't you hear me honey... It's not Chrissy, it's you Elle" He says and I roll my eyes.
"I'm serious." He insists.

"You know what if you didn't want to tell me you could've just said so Bob instead of playing these fucking games." I say a little annoyed.

"What?" He chuckles a little.

"I mean seriously you know, I've got a lot of shit to deal with of my own and I'm trying to be a good friend here and help you out and you're fucking around with my head and I don't like it..." I tell him stepping back slightly.

"Elle come here." He says reaching over and pulling me back into his arms. "I'm trying to tell you I love you." He says and I laugh.

"I love you too Bob" I tell him.

"But I love you 'differently' Elle." He tells me and I roll my eyes.

"Oh give it up all ready Bob...I mean are you trying to kill me here... trying to see how much I can take before I snap?" I laugh a little and he loosens his grip and I lean back and look up at his face... "I get that you don't want to tell me. I can accept that okay, but what I don't get is why you're fucking around with me, it's not funny." I tell him.

"Would it really be that bad Elle? Me... and you?" He says lowering his voice down as he kinda bit down on his lip... I'd never seen him do that before... It was shaking a little too.

"Uh be that bad? ... You betraying our friendship? Finding out that you've been lying to me all this time? and to Gerard too? Uh yeah that would be bad Bob." I say condescendingly to him.

Just then Gerard appears in the doorway he opens it slightly and peeks his head out.

"Elle what the fuck are you still doing out here?" He yells out at me. Bob drops his arms from around me and looks over a little nervously as he stepped back from me.

"Gerard, Bob's fucking with me." I cry out.

"What are you talking about Elle?" Gerard says as he stepped outside towards us.

"I asked him about that girl and-" I start to say and Gerard frowns.

"You what?" He kinda yells at me.

"I asked him about the girl again" I say quickly. "And he says its me... He says that he fucking loves me! " I tell Gerard and he smiles faintly at me...

"Didn't I fucking tell you not to get involved Elle." Gerard tells me waving his finger at me and I bite my lip a little.

"Yeah but Gerard he's saying that-" I try to say and Gerard shakes his head a little like he doesn't want to hear it.

"Elle I swear your mind is fucking lined with layers of lead, have you not heard one thing that I've said to you tonight...huh?" He tells me and I frown.

"But Gerard Bob is fucking playing mind games with me." I complain.

"Good Elle. I'm glad." He laughs a little. "I told you to fucking stay out of it and leave him alone. You get what you deserved now get your fucking cute little ass back in the house." He tells me as I pout. "I mean it Elle." He points at the door.

"Mmm you think my ass is cute." I say batting my eyelashes at him and he tries not to smile at me.

"Say goodnight to your husband Elle." He tells me nodding towards Bob.

"Goodnight Bob." I say stepping towards him. I reach up and kiss him lightly on the cheek as Gerard pulls a cigarette out. Bob doesn't say anything. Just looked over at Gerard and then at me and then back at Gerard...

"Uh goodnight Elle." Bob finally says as I stepped towards the door.

"Mmm you're not coming baby?" I say to Gerard when I realize he's not behind me.

"I'm just gonna have a little talk with Bob..." He says as I yawn. "You go wait for me in bed Elle." He says and I nod a little... I was so tired all of a sudden... I dont know why... Maybe cause its fucking almost 3 am now?

I was halfway down the hall towards my room when I suddenly heard a loud crashing sound coming from the kitchen and the distinct sounds of a struggle ensuing...