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"I'm gonna kill you motherfucker!" Frankie's voice rang out so loud it echoed through out the whole house... I could hear Mikey shrieking like a little bitch over what sounded like the kitchen chairs being slid violently around the room as he struggled to catch him...Then another loud crash... Sounded like the chairs were being knocked over...

"Aaahhh" Mikey cried out and then the sounds of footsteps grew louder as they came barreling through the living room down the hallway... right towards me...

I spun around just in time to see a very muddy Mikey heading in my direction.

"Oh hell no!" I cry out as he tries to hide behind me... He was filthy, muddy, wet, you name it...Fuck, looked like he and Frankie were wrestling on lawn or some shit...

"Elle save me please." He cries out trying to cower behind me as Frankie approached... Fuck Frankie looked no better...

"I'm gonna kill you Mikey!" Frankie yells trying grab at Mikey who was ducking behind me.

"Whoa cut it out! What the fuck are you doing!" I yell out at Frankie pushing him back from me roughly and he pauses. "Both of you get the fuck out NOW!" I cry out and they both froze. "I swear to God get your fucking muddy asses out of my house right now!" I tell them totally disgusted... I mean what the fuck is the cleaning lady gonna think I do here at night... Fucking mud prints smeared down the hall and up the fucking walls too no less!

Mikey looked at Frankie... Frankie looked at Mikey... They were at a standstill for a second and then Mikey unexpectedly made a mad dash for the front door. Frankie lunged forward trying to grab him...

If Frankie was two seconds quicker he would've gotten him too... But Mikey got away... He managed to dash out the front door as Frankie smashed down onto the floor barely missing tackling him..

"Motherfucker." Frankie cries out. I was going to go over and help him up but before I could blink he jumped up and was right out the door after Mikey...

I heard a noise behind me and glanced over my shoulder and saw Jessica standing in the doorway of Bobbi Jos old room just looking at me...

"I'm sorry it's not usually like this around here." I blurt out and she smiled a little fakely at me.

"That's okay I understand." She says and I smile fakely back before turning back around.

"What the fuck?" I mumble to myself as I slam the front door shut... They left it fucking wide open. There was mud and dirt tracked all through the living room. I followed it back towards the kitchen and peeked back in...they fucking trashed it man. I shook my head a little disgusted...The chairs were knocked over. The table was shoved against the wall...there was mud and dirt and little pieces of grass all over the floor... Fuck... I started lifting the chairs back upright and I glanced over and saw Gerard and Bob still standing on the deck talking... It seemed pretty intense too. Whatever Bob was saying Gerard didn't seem to like...

I took the rag from under and started wiping the mud up as I kinda watched them through the glass doors... I wonder what they were talking about... It couldn't be good.

Just then Gerard looks up and sees me in the kitchen. He gave me a real displeased look as he slid the door open forcefully.

"Elle what the fuck are you doing." He says as he walks in.

"I'm cleaning up the mess Mikey made." I say shrugging a little. Gerard groans a little and reaches over and takes the rag from my hand and tosses it back in the sink.

"Stop." He tells me and I frown.

"Gerard I can't just leave it-" I start to balk at him.

"Elle they fucking made the mess they'll clean it up." He tells me and I just look at him. "Baby please, go get in bed." He says pushing the hair from my face. "It's been a long day okay." He says softly and I nod as Bob walks in from outside.

"I don't want to go by myself." I whisper and he smiles a little.

"I'll be right there." He says and I frown.

"Well, what are you guys talking about?" I ask looking over at Bob. Bob didn't say anything... Neither did Gerard... They just kinda exchanged looks. "Well?" I insist.

"It doesn't involve you." Gerard tells me kinda roughly and I frown. He was lying. I could tell by the way he diverted his eyes away from mine.

"Gerard!" I insist. He doesn't say anything. "Bob?" I say looking over at him. He kinda shrugs. "Oh this is just great" I cry out.

"Um Gerard?" I hear Jessica's voice say and I look over and she's in the doorway. "Could I-?" She says and she waves him over. He looked at me and I shrugged faintly.

"Uh yeah." He says nodding at her. "I'll be right there." He tells her and she turns and walks away. "Baby I'll be in your bed in five minutes I swear." Gerard tells me and I shrug a little annoyed.

"Fine. Whatever." I say sighing a little. Bob kinda scoffed at us.

"What?" Gerard says sharply to him.

"Nothing." Bob says sarcastically.

"You got something else to say Bob." Gerard tells him tensing up a little. I look at Gerard and then at Bob. Trying to figure out what's going on. Bob looks at me and then Gerard and then shrugs.

"What the fuck's going on?" I ask them and they don't answer.

"Elle you have a problem with me going to talk to Jessica?" Gerard asks me but he was looking at Bob. Bob was looking at me. I know he could see the hurt that kinda flashed in my eyes and he kinda nodded at me to tell him, but I couldn't...

"No." I lie. "Just...just fucking five minutes Gerard." I say sighing a little. "Five minutes or else don't bother coming at all." I tell him and he frowns a little but kisses my cheek quickly before leaving and glancing up at the clock. Bob kinda shook his head a little disappointed at me as he walked out.

"Fucking moron." He mumbles.

"What?" I say smiling a little.

"Why did you fucking lie to him?" He tells me and I just looked at him.

"Bob come on." I whine a little as I go to pick up the rag from the sink. Bob reaches over and grabs it from me and tosses it back into the sink.

"Elle leave it." He scolds me. "Why didn't you fucking tell him?" He says and I kinda
shrug.

"I don't know Bob. Why didn't you?" I blurt out.

"I did." He says and I just looked up at him a little shocked. "You what?" I gasp. He looked down at the floor. "Is that what you guys were talking about?" I ask him and he looks back up at me roughly.

"Yeah." He says unapologetically. "Yeah it was Elle... I told him if he fucking cared for you he wouldn't be running off to her all the time." He says to me.

"Oh Bob." I say trying not to smile.

"I told him if he fucking hurts you I'm gonna kill him." He says and I smile as I nudge him with my shoulder a little.

"Oh stop it Bob." I say as he grabs me close to him.

"He shouldn't have fucking brought her here." He says and I shrug...

"What the fuck do you want me to say Bob?" I laugh a little... "He shouldn't have, but he did. He can't see her for who she is, so what am I suppose to do?" I sigh. "If I fucking start carrying on about her-" I try to say.

"He shouldve fucking been here for you." He tells me and I frown.

"Don't start with that shit Bob." I say getting slightly worked up again. "I told you, I told him-"

"And I'm telling you you're wrong." He says and I shake my head a little. "Elle he shouldve been here for you. Even now, why the fuck is he in there?" He says and I shrug.
"Cause she needed to talk to him." I say weakly.

"And what about what you need? After everything that fucking happened today." He says roughly.

"Oh so now you care about my feelings?" I say laughing a little and he looked at me like I was nuts. "Aw come on Bob if you cared so much why the fuck were you playing around with me before!" I cry out and he frowns.

"Elle I didn't mean to hurt you." He says lowering his voice down.

"Well you did." I say my eyes tearing up a little. "I can't believe you'd fuck around with me like that, with our friendship like that." I say and he looks down.

"It was a joke." He says and I frown.

"A joke?" I repeat back.

"A bad joke." He says looking up and wiping the tears from my eyes. I push his hand down.

"Bob why are horse's lousy dancers?" I say and he makes a face.

"What?" He chuckles and looks at me like I've totally lost it.

"Cause they have two left feet." I tell him and he rolls his eyes. "See that's a bad joke. -

You fucking around and telling me you're secretly in love with me is not." I say and he nods.

"I can honestly say I'm sorry I said anything Elle." He says and he was sincere..."You forgive me honey, hmm. Can't you just forget I said anything?" He asks me.

"Oh Bobby." I sigh a little hugging him. "Of course I can...I just love you so much." I say as he squeezes me.

"I love you too Elle." I hear him say and he kisses the top of my head.

"So you guys are friends again?" I hear Gerard's voice say from behind me. I glance over and he's standing in the doorway waiting for me.

"Mmm-hmm." I say leaning my head back against Bob's chest... He was so warm... and soft.

Bob looks up at the clock. "Not a minute to spare either Way." He chuckles as he drops his arms from around me. I was still gripping Bob's waist tightly... I didn't want to let him go...

"So you're good?" Gerard repeats.

"Are we Bob?" I say looking up at him. He smiles. "Are you still my bestest friend?" I ask him a little pathetically.

"Sure honey don't you know." He says laughing a little deeply. "We'll be 'bestest friends forever'." Bob raises his voice up to an unnaturally high tone. He sounded kinda like Chrissy... He was so mocking me but I didn't care and Gerard laughs.

"Mmm you promise?" I whine back.

"You want him to pinkie swear ya Elle?" Gerard laughs. I nod.

"Elle!" Bob chuckles.

"Well that's what best friends do!" I say and Bob smiles. "Oh wait, no... we should have like a secret handshake instead!" I cry out.

"Elle please. " Gerard sighs a little.

"What? You know Lia and I use to have one... we made it up like six years ago. I cant believe I still remember it too" I say smiling a little thinking back to when we were younger...

"Really what was it?" Bob asks.

"Uh it was a secret duh! - I can't show you." I tell him and he rolls his eyes.

"Elle come on now." Gerard says a little annoyed.

"No you stay out of this." I tell him. "This is between me and my B.F.F." I say and Gerard can't help but smile looking over at me.

"Aren't you a little to old for this baby?" Gerard says and I shake my head no.

"No!" I cry out. "Don't you know you're never too old for a secret club handshake!' I laugh.

"Elle..." Bob sighs a little. "In case you haven't noticed, we don't have a club." He says and I smile.

"Well not with out a secret handshake we don't!" I smile.

"And I'm not a 13 year old girl." Bob tells me.

"Well then I'll make it an 'adult' handshake okay?" I say and Gerard raises his eyebrow up slightly, clearly a little worried... I look over and Bobs got the same worried expression on his face.

"Here you know the shocker?" I say holding my hand up and Bob just looked at it curiously. "Aw come on Bob. I know you know this one." I laugh a little as I grab his hand and hold it up forcing his fingers into the same position as mine. "There." I declare proudly as I put the back of my hand against his and wrapped my pinkie finger against his a little.

"Jesus Christ Elle!" Gerard yells out scolding me.

"What?" I say innocently.

"You're fucking sick." He tells me and I smile.

"Well that's our handshake." I say grinning and Gerard shakes his head no.

"I don't think so." He tells me trying not to smile himself.

"I don't-?" Bob says still looking at his hand. He didn't get it.

"Aw come on Bob!" I laugh. "You know shocker...shock-her?" I say and he frowns a little."Come on don't tell me you've never seen this before." I laugh as he stared down at his hand.

"I still don't get it." He says and Gerard laughs too.

"You want me to show you-" I start to say and Gerard flips out a little.

"Fuck no!" He cries our grabbing me back from Bob.

"But-" I go to argue as he shook his head at me.

"Aw fuck." He grumbles... "Shock her.." He tells Bob holding his fingers up. "Now shock him" He says lowering two down.

Bobs face dropped. He dropped his hand down too suddenly. "Elle what the fuck is wrong with you!" He yells over at me.

"What?" I say innocently.

"Elle I swear somebody should've sat you down in the corner a long time ago." Bob tells me and I roll my eyes a little.

"What?" I gasp.

"I'm saying your parents should've-" Bob starts to say and then stops abruptly his face dropping again. "Oh fuck I'm sorry Elle." He says as my eyes well up a little. Fuck...

"No its okay Bob. Its just an expression right?" I say laughing a little nervously. Bob just looked at me remorsefully...Gerard too... "Stop feeling sorry for me!" I kinda yell at them. And Gerard sorta smiled fakely.

"Come on Elle, let's go to bed." Gerard says taking my hand in his. I nodded a little. I was way too tired to argue...

"Mmm wait. " I say pulling back from him. "Goodnight my Bobby." I say reaching up and kissing Bob's cheek softly.

"Night honey." He says patting my head. We were halfway out the door when it hit me.

"Hey where's Mikey and Frankie?" I say realizing they hadn't come back in yet.

"Oh I locked them in the garage." Bob chuckles.

"What?" I smile.

"Until they learn to behave." Bobs says and I laugh.

"And Chrissy?" I ask.

"She's gonna sleep on the couch." Bob says plainly and I frown.

"And you?" I ask him.

"I'll sleep on the chair." He shrugs. I make a face.

"No!" I cry out a little. "You can't sleep on the chair!" I tell him and he nods like yes he can. "Do you wanna stay in my bed with me and Gerard?" I ask him and Gerard laughs. "What I'm serious." I say and Bob chuckles too.

"Uh that's okay honey, I'll be alright." Bob tells me as Gerard tugs me out of the kitchen. Chrissy was already sleeping on the couch... I don't know why I didn't see her there before...

Gerard followed me into my room and shut the door securely as I climbed up onto the bed. He took of his jeans and hesitated with his shirt.

"Go head Gerard, I already saw the bruises you know." I say and he just kinda looked at me as he flipped the light off.

"Do you want the night light?" I hear him say and I shake my head no in the dark silence.

"Elle?" He repeats as I feel him climb up on to the bed. I reach my hand out and feel his bare chest coming down on top of me.

"Mmm no, I just want you." I say as his lips crash onto mine. He grabbed me and rolled over and laid me on top of him wrapping his arms around me tightly as I rested my head on his heart..."Oh Gerard don't, please, I can't I'm so tired." I mumbled as he grabbed the bottom of my tank top and lifted it up slightly so my bare skin was touching his...I wanted him.. I was just too exhausted to move... He chuckles a little.

"I just want to hold you Elle, that's all." He says as he ran his hand along my back. "Can I do that hmm?" He says tenderly. "Cant I just hold my girl tonight?" I hear him sigh but I was too tired to answer. "Fuck I've been waiting all day to hold you in my arms like this." I hear him say as he presses his arms tighter around me. "And now that I have you I'm never gonna let you go baby." I hear him say as I drift off to sleep...

His words echoed in my head as I fell asleep... oh Gerard...I love him so much...I slept so peacefully all night wrapped in his arms just knowing that...

And then the faint sounds of a girl crying woke me up...

Fuck... he's never gonna let me go?... Bullshit.

If that's true then why am I waking up in my bed -all alone?