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Before Ray could even move the door swung open, I guess he didn’t lock it when we came in before… It was Mikey… And he was pissed…

“What the fuck did you do!” He screamed charging at Bob. He knocked him right off the boxes and Bob just took it. I mean Mikey’s not exactly a body builder. He was a scrawny little dude and Bob could’ve easily snapped him two if he wanted but he didn’t. He didn’t put up any resistance. Just let Mikey hit him…He didn’t even try to block him either. It was like he knew he deserved it.

Gerard must’ve finally told Mikey what happened cause he was screaming and yelling all this shit about it not being right, about how he was suppose to be his friend, how he gave his word. I couldn’t really follow it all. It was just too hard to watch. I had to turn away. Ray just stood there, so did Danni… It got to the point where I couldn’t bear it anymore and I was gonna beg Ray to stop him, but I didn’t have to… I think Mikey might’ve just given up out of sheer exhaustion cause he sorta stepped back kicking weakly at him once more and his voice was almost like a cry now.

“How could you.” The words were just as much for me as they were for Bob. I felt myself sniffle back my tears and Mikey suddenly turned his attention on me… “You!” He cried out reaching for me and Ray kinda stopped him.

“Mikey!” He cried out like he thought Mikey was gonna hit me too. And he should've… I would’ve deserved it just as much as Bob did.

“What the fuck are you even doing here Elle!” Mikey screamed at me and I felt myself trembling. “Shit, just when I think you cant do anything stupider then what you already did!” He yells as Bob kinda got up and went towards the kitchen. I guess he was getting some ice, or maybe a rag since his lip was bleeding… Mikey saw him too but he didn’t say anything he just continued to yell at me… “Damn it Elle what the fuck are you doing here!” He demands once more.

“Ray said-” I try to tell him and he shot Ray a nasty look.

“No, I don't give a fuck.” He says like he suddenly changed his mind. “Your ass should be home, waiting for Gerard.” He says and I lowered my eyes down. “Shit Elle, you're here! With him!” He says like it was outrageous- and to hear him say it, it was… “Fucking stupid bitch.” He tells me and he grabbed my shoulders and shook me so I would look back up at him and Bobs voice echoed out through the room.

“Get your hands off her.” He says as he sorta stepped back in the living room doorway. “You want to hit me again, go head, but you take your hands off her.” He says coldly and Mikey sorta ignored him. I mean he didn’t say anything back to him, but he did let me go and now he was sorta waving his finger at me as I sniffled back my tears.

“You should be home waiting Elle.” Mikey says to me lowering his voice down slightly and Bob sorta stepped back from the doorway.

“That house is like hell with out him.” I kinda whispered back and Mikey smirked.

“Sounds like exactly where you should be.” He says and he grabbed my arm once more. “I'm bringing you home.” He declared and I just let him tug me to the front door.

“Whoa.” Ray sorta stopped him as we were halfway through it. “Mikey man, that’s not-‘ he tries to tell him.

“She's leaving here Toro, now step down.” He tells him and I just couldn’t believe my eyes. I mean Mikey was threatening Ray now! Everything was falling apart and it was cause of me… Ray reached over and grabbed my other arm and now they had me like a freaking tug-a-war toy between them.

“I agree, but you're not taking her, I will.” Ray pulled me closer to him and Mikey sorta let go.

“Like hell.” Bob cried out and I cringed at the scene unfolding. “You're gonna let her go home alone and fuck herself over again.” He says and he was right. Me being alone in that house at night wasn’t gonna end well…

“Better then fucking you.” Mikey snapped back at him and that set Bob off.

“What the hell you think she's gonna do at home Mikey!” He yelled at him and I cringed. I hated when they talked about me like that… Like I wasn’t really here. They were discussing me like I didn’t have a choice and I hated it…

“She's gonna wait for Gerard.” Mikey replied back and Bob scoffed at him.

“Yeah, so he can come home and find her dead on the floor, is that what you want!” Bob yelled and Ray just freaked.

“That’s it! Both of you!” He yelled, and they both froze up. I mean Ray never yells, it’s just not him. “Elle.” He says lifting my chin up so I was looking at him. “You have any more drugs at home?” He tells me and I just looked blankly up at him. “Liquor, pills, nothing?” He says and I shook my head no.

“I took them all.” I tell him and he nodded a little.

“Okay, Danni will bring her home, and you two get back inside.” He says stepping back into his normal peacekeeping mode. He was gonna try to patch shit up with Bob and Mikey, and he shouldn’t have to… I mean I made so much fucking trouble for so many fucking people it was unbelieveable…And it wasn’t until Danni and I were in her car heading back to my house did I realize what I just did… I guess I could add it to my list of firsts…

The first time I lied to Ray Toro…