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“Elle are you alright?” His voice sorta peaked up slightly concerned and I just stared into his eyes. I had my arms around his neck and he sorta titled his head to the side as he looked at me and I just knew… I loved him.

Bobby had always been there for me. He was the one I would run to when I was afraid, and never once, did I not find safety in the warmth of his arms… And when I was distressed, he never denied me his shoulder to cry on. And on those rare occasions when something good would happen, he was the first person I would want to run to, to share it with…he always had been. He was my Bobby. He knew when I was happy, or sad, or just flat out lying to him just by looking at my face. He knew all my fears, all my hopes, all my dreams…And I could say the same for him…If that’s not love then I don't know what is… This peaceful feeling overtook me and the words just fell from my lips.

“I love you Bobby.” I said and he sorta smiled, as he looked my face over. He licked his lips lightly and kinda nodded and then he laid his head back down on my chest.

“I know honey, now try to sleep.” He tells me and I shook my head a little as I squirmed under him, trying to lift him back up to look at me.

“No I mean I love you Bobby.” I repeat once more trying to emphasize it differently but it sorta sounded the same. Or maybe not, cause he kinda chuckled.

“I heard you Elle.” He says and I scrunched my face a little. He heard me? I just tell him I love him and that’s all he says? He heard me?

“I don't understand.” I tell him and he sorta made a face like what part of what he said didn’t I understand. “I'm saying, like, I love you.” I tell him once more and he smiled.

“I know.” Was his reply and I just looked into his eyes for a moment, trying to get a feel for what he was feeling.

“You know?” I repeated back and he nodded slightly. I could see it in his eyes… he did know! I was still so fucking confused though. He knew I loved him and he wasn’t surprised…not in the least bit. Why the fuck isn’t he surprised? “You know I love you?” I demanded and he sorta nodded. “And when we’re you going to tell me!” I say trying to push him off me and he laughed as he shifted on top of me.

“I figured you’d uh figure it out eventually.” He sorta teased me and I smiled as I nudged him again. He nudged me right back and I laughed… It was the first time I had laughed in so long. It was strange cause I had forgotten how I sounded. I think he might’ve too cause he paused and looked over my face like he was pleased… And I wanted so much to please him. I don't know why. Maybe it was that little flicker in his eye, the one he gets when he's happy. Or maybe it was just that it had been so long since I had seen him happy too… I'm not really sure.

All I know is that when I reached up and pulled him into a kiss, not only did his lips come crashing down onto mine but so did all those emotions from before. Everything I had felt for him the first time I kissed him, it was all back. Just as strong as ever. I know he felt it too, but he was hesitant. I could feel it in his kiss. He didn’t want to push me or force himself on to me… I guess he wasn’t sure, but I was… It was ironic how I had finally opened myself back up to him and he was afraid to reach in…

We were probably the only people in the motels history that paid for a room just to lie in the bed and kiss. But that’s all we did… for a long time. Softly at first, then harder… He ran his kiss along my jaw, up and down my neck, sucking and nibbling along, seeing what I would respond to… Some places would make me giggle, others made me moan, and some were just so far past sheer ecstasy that I was left breathless as his hands roamed along my body.

I figured it was only fair for me to explore his body as he was doing to mine. I pushed him off of me and climbed up on top of him and for a second it looked like he was gonna stop me but he didn’t. I tugged his shirt off him and ran my hands along his warm skin. Tracing imaginary patterns down his chest, first with my fingertips, then with my mouth.

“I want to taste you Bobby.” I whispered in his ear and a smiled formed on his lips.

‘If you must.” He replied and I ran my kiss back down body, tugging his pants open with my teeth and a moan passed from his lips when I finally pulled him into my mouth… “Fuck Elle.” His voice was a mixture of tension of relief now. I didn’t answer him, just continued to run my tongue along his shaft. I didn’t take me long to figure out what he liked. The tension was building and I knew he wasn’t going to hold for much longer. I paused for a moment to remove my top and no sooner then it hit the floor did he grab me and pin me back down on the bed underneath him.

“Bobby.” I gasped and he smiled.

“Say it again.” He tells me and I can hear his belt buckle clang as it hit the floor, he was pulling down my pants now.

“What?” I replied a little confused as I reached up and wrapped my legs around him. I tried to pull him down into me but he resisted.

“My name.” He responds and I scrunched my face a little. Fuck, did I call him by the wrong name?

“Bob?” I say like I'm not sure and he smiled as he ran his hand up my side.

“Bobby.” He corrects me as he lifted my arms up extending them over my head on the pillow. “Say it.” He encourages me and I giggled as his fingertips ran lightly down my arm.

“Bobby?” I repeated back and as I spoke he caught my lips in his. Then out of nowhere he reached up and just pressed his fingers up inside me so fast that I gasped his name once more…”Bobby…” but this time it was more desperate. I don't know exactly what he did next, it felt like maybe he hooked his knuckle up inside me and twisted and I don't know. I had never felt a sensation like that before and it just made my whole body tremble in delight. “Fuck Bobby.” I panted at him. “Now I see why you get all the girls.” I teased him and he laughed as he leant forward to my ear.

“Ah but I don't want all the girls.” He sorta whispered. “I only want you.” He kissed at my ear as he twisted his hand once more, and once more my body shook. “You like that?” He says teasingly. I mean it was obvious I did. I was almost on the verge of tears now.

“Do that again and I'm gonna come in your hand.” I tell him truthfully. I mean I was never one to lie…

“I’d rather you came on my dick.” He says swiftly pulling his hand from me. He flipped me over and pulled me down on top of him and God help me I did. A pulse of exhilaration flowed through me as he filled me and I cried out his name over and over again as he thrust into me. Louder and louder each time.

I don't know how to describe the feeling that over took me in that moment. It was love. I mean to be connected to somebody in such a way. It wasn’t like I was just getting off on him, although I was, it was something more. I felt alive. And as the blood pumped through my veins, I knew it was more then just “alive”, it was love… I loved him and he loved me.

I couldn’t hold back any longer. I felt a wave a pleasure rise up and then crash down upon me and his soon followed…When it was over I shifted slightly on top of him and laid my head down on his chest. I listened to his heartbeat for a while and as he stroked my hair I drifted off to sleep in his arms...