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Yours to Hold
3 reviews"My heart was beating so fast I thought it just might burst through my chest..."
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[Gemma's POV]
My week was definately not one to be admired. I had had a ton of homework and had even landed myself a detention, but finally, Friday had come and I had the whole weekend to relax.
The bell for the end of the period rang releasing my from my dull math class. I quickly made my way to my locker to grab my sketch book, I had art next...yay! Maybe Gerard could lift my spirits.
I made my way through the crowd of students and into the room. Being the clumsy person that I am, I accidently slammed into someone.
"Ouch!" I yelped, pulling away from the person's hard chest. I looked up at them, it was a boy I'd never seen before, he had mid-length brown hair and dark blue eyes, he was gorgeous to say the least,"...Sorry" I said with an apologetic smile.
"It's okay" he said biting his bottom lip, I gave him a warm smile before brushing past him and heading to my seat. When I looked over to Gerard's desk, I found him looking at my questioningly. I tried to avoid his stare, pretending not to notice.
When the class ended I stayed back so I could hang with Gerard.
[Gerard's POV]
I saw her talking to some kid when she came into the class, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. I mean that guy was admittedly...attractive
But I figure she was just saying hi or something, she's nice like that. After class she stayed back with me.
"Hey" she said giving me a hug
"Hi" I said and squeezed her tight, earning a giggle from her,"So, what are you doing this weekend?" I asked releasing her from my arms.
"Nothing, really" she replied, absently running her fingers through her hair.
"I was wondering if maybe you wanted to come over to my place, so we could...hang out," I said, giving her a hopeful look.
"Hmm..." she said, looking at the wall with sudden interest. She stayed silent for a long while, just staring into space.
"So...." I asked, my eyebrows raised expectantly.
"Sure" she said turning her attention to me, a smile plastered on her face.
"Great" I said, giving her a soft peck on the lips.
She left shortly after, giving me a bright smile before she exited. She'd be coming over on Saturday so we could watch a movie or something....I am really looking forward to it.
...Saturday...
It was arund six o' clock when I heard a knock on the door, I quickly got up from seat and made my way towards it. I took one final look around my apartment, this was the cleanest it has ever been, I was really proud of myself. The door stuck while I was opening it, and I nearly yanked it off its hinges trying to get the damn thing open, which I did...eventually. It opened to reaveal a red faced Gemma, her hand covering her mouth, she was desperately trying to hold back a laugh.
"Sorry about that" I said, blushing from embaressment.
"It's okay," she said, giving me a quick peck on the cheek, her eyes making their way to the room behind me,"Wow!" she said, fully entering my apartment,"Nice place" she noted while a painting on the wall caught her attention.
"You think?" I asked, closing my door.
"Yeah" she said turning to me. She was wearing a jeans skirt and a fitted black top with a black jacket over it, her hair was in a loose ponytail. She looked, great.
I hadn't realised I was staring until she asked,"What's wrong Gerard?"
"Oh, nothing...it's just...you look really beautiful" I said and she turned bright red.
"Thanks," she muttered quietly
"So...do you want to watch a movie?" I asked ending the awkward, yet some what pleasant silence.
"Yeah, sure" she said, her eyes meeting mine for the first time that night.
"Great, I've got tons," I said gesturing to my large collection of DVDs, mostly horror films.
"Cool" she said moving over to them. We decided to watch 'Dawn of the Dead' which she surprisingly hasn't seen before. We settled on the couch after I put the movie in.
She snuggled close to me,"I really don't like horror movies," she said, eyes widening as the opening credits rolled accross the screen.
"We don't have to watch it if you don't-"
"No, it's okay," she cut my off,"I'll be fine" she said, snuggling closer.
This was nice, I enjoyed being here with her, holding her close. I wasn't even bothered by her constant screaming, which she repeatedly apologized for but I told it was okay, I didn't mind. The movie eventually came to an end, she got up from her previous position in my arms and stretched, I watched her curiously.
"Well...that was...horrible" she said with a giggle
"Oh, it wasn't that bad" I said, placing the dvd back into its case, she shrugged in dissaggreement.
"So...what do you want to do now?" she asked looking around the room.
"I really don't know" I said standing up and turning to her.
"Well, how about you show me your bedroom" she said moving closer to me her smile widening with each step.
"Umm...you-okay" I said grabbing her hand, guiding her to my door, I turned the knob and opened it.
My heart was beating so fast I thought it just might burst through my chest. She went in first and I followed, closing the door behind me . I didn't think this night could get any better, but it did.
[Gemma's POV]
"Well, how about you show me your bedroom."
I couldn't believe I'd just that. It was as if another being had taken over my body and I had no control over my actions.
What's wrong with me?
The only thing I was sure of right now, was that I love Gerard.
I wanted him. I needed him. I've never wanted to be with another more than I did Gerard.
The desire of my body was enough to over power the restraint of my mind.
"Umm...you--okay" he stuttered, grasping my hand tightly as he led me to his room, he slowly opened the door and I stepped inside.
Every fibre of my body was on fire, I was so nervous I was visibly shaking. I felt his hand rest on my shoulder, with its familiar warmth. "Are you okay?" he asked turning me round to face him, I nodded giving him a weak smile.
"You know...." he said, resting his hands on my back, pulling me close to him, I rested my head on his shoulder.
"You honestly do look beautiful, not that you don't always...but tonight, you just..." he paused. I pulled my head back and looked up at him, he had the biggest smile on his face, I couldn't help but smile back at him.
"What?" I questioned
His expression changed, the smile on his face faded as he grew serious, "I love you."
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Well, I had a lot of fun writing this chapter. It was actually kinda long so I decided to split into 2 parts. I'll be posting the other soon so look out for it : )
So...Did you love it? Did you hate it? Was it too gay? Was it too straight?
Please tell me. I'm all for the criticism, although I prefer the compliments.
Thanks for reading!
Ally : )
My week was definately not one to be admired. I had had a ton of homework and had even landed myself a detention, but finally, Friday had come and I had the whole weekend to relax.
The bell for the end of the period rang releasing my from my dull math class. I quickly made my way to my locker to grab my sketch book, I had art next...yay! Maybe Gerard could lift my spirits.
I made my way through the crowd of students and into the room. Being the clumsy person that I am, I accidently slammed into someone.
"Ouch!" I yelped, pulling away from the person's hard chest. I looked up at them, it was a boy I'd never seen before, he had mid-length brown hair and dark blue eyes, he was gorgeous to say the least,"...Sorry" I said with an apologetic smile.
"It's okay" he said biting his bottom lip, I gave him a warm smile before brushing past him and heading to my seat. When I looked over to Gerard's desk, I found him looking at my questioningly. I tried to avoid his stare, pretending not to notice.
When the class ended I stayed back so I could hang with Gerard.
[Gerard's POV]
I saw her talking to some kid when she came into the class, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. I mean that guy was admittedly...attractive
But I figure she was just saying hi or something, she's nice like that. After class she stayed back with me.
"Hey" she said giving me a hug
"Hi" I said and squeezed her tight, earning a giggle from her,"So, what are you doing this weekend?" I asked releasing her from my arms.
"Nothing, really" she replied, absently running her fingers through her hair.
"I was wondering if maybe you wanted to come over to my place, so we could...hang out," I said, giving her a hopeful look.
"Hmm..." she said, looking at the wall with sudden interest. She stayed silent for a long while, just staring into space.
"So...." I asked, my eyebrows raised expectantly.
"Sure" she said turning her attention to me, a smile plastered on her face.
"Great" I said, giving her a soft peck on the lips.
She left shortly after, giving me a bright smile before she exited. She'd be coming over on Saturday so we could watch a movie or something....I am really looking forward to it.
...Saturday...
It was arund six o' clock when I heard a knock on the door, I quickly got up from seat and made my way towards it. I took one final look around my apartment, this was the cleanest it has ever been, I was really proud of myself. The door stuck while I was opening it, and I nearly yanked it off its hinges trying to get the damn thing open, which I did...eventually. It opened to reaveal a red faced Gemma, her hand covering her mouth, she was desperately trying to hold back a laugh.
"Sorry about that" I said, blushing from embaressment.
"It's okay," she said, giving me a quick peck on the cheek, her eyes making their way to the room behind me,"Wow!" she said, fully entering my apartment,"Nice place" she noted while a painting on the wall caught her attention.
"You think?" I asked, closing my door.
"Yeah" she said turning to me. She was wearing a jeans skirt and a fitted black top with a black jacket over it, her hair was in a loose ponytail. She looked, great.
I hadn't realised I was staring until she asked,"What's wrong Gerard?"
"Oh, nothing...it's just...you look really beautiful" I said and she turned bright red.
"Thanks," she muttered quietly
"So...do you want to watch a movie?" I asked ending the awkward, yet some what pleasant silence.
"Yeah, sure" she said, her eyes meeting mine for the first time that night.
"Great, I've got tons," I said gesturing to my large collection of DVDs, mostly horror films.
"Cool" she said moving over to them. We decided to watch 'Dawn of the Dead' which she surprisingly hasn't seen before. We settled on the couch after I put the movie in.
She snuggled close to me,"I really don't like horror movies," she said, eyes widening as the opening credits rolled accross the screen.
"We don't have to watch it if you don't-"
"No, it's okay," she cut my off,"I'll be fine" she said, snuggling closer.
This was nice, I enjoyed being here with her, holding her close. I wasn't even bothered by her constant screaming, which she repeatedly apologized for but I told it was okay, I didn't mind. The movie eventually came to an end, she got up from her previous position in my arms and stretched, I watched her curiously.
"Well...that was...horrible" she said with a giggle
"Oh, it wasn't that bad" I said, placing the dvd back into its case, she shrugged in dissaggreement.
"So...what do you want to do now?" she asked looking around the room.
"I really don't know" I said standing up and turning to her.
"Well, how about you show me your bedroom" she said moving closer to me her smile widening with each step.
"Umm...you-okay" I said grabbing her hand, guiding her to my door, I turned the knob and opened it.
My heart was beating so fast I thought it just might burst through my chest. She went in first and I followed, closing the door behind me . I didn't think this night could get any better, but it did.
[Gemma's POV]
"Well, how about you show me your bedroom."
I couldn't believe I'd just that. It was as if another being had taken over my body and I had no control over my actions.
What's wrong with me?
The only thing I was sure of right now, was that I love Gerard.
I wanted him. I needed him. I've never wanted to be with another more than I did Gerard.
The desire of my body was enough to over power the restraint of my mind.
"Umm...you--okay" he stuttered, grasping my hand tightly as he led me to his room, he slowly opened the door and I stepped inside.
Every fibre of my body was on fire, I was so nervous I was visibly shaking. I felt his hand rest on my shoulder, with its familiar warmth. "Are you okay?" he asked turning me round to face him, I nodded giving him a weak smile.
"You know...." he said, resting his hands on my back, pulling me close to him, I rested my head on his shoulder.
"You honestly do look beautiful, not that you don't always...but tonight, you just..." he paused. I pulled my head back and looked up at him, he had the biggest smile on his face, I couldn't help but smile back at him.
"What?" I questioned
His expression changed, the smile on his face faded as he grew serious, "I love you."
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Well, I had a lot of fun writing this chapter. It was actually kinda long so I decided to split into 2 parts. I'll be posting the other soon so look out for it : )
So...Did you love it? Did you hate it? Was it too gay? Was it too straight?
Please tell me. I'm all for the criticism, although I prefer the compliments.
Thanks for reading!
Ally : )
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