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I put everything in the garbage tin and flopped down on the sofa...
I think I'll watch Hangover.. Gerard wont mind.

I put the d.v.d in but only got to the very start when I started falling asleep.
I turned it off. And turned all the lights off except the hall light.

Once I was upstairs I brushed my teeth, Got into my Misfits top, some boxers and went to bed.

I happened to inhale the smell of where Gerard slept last night.

"mmm, Night Gerard" I said closing my eyes.


Where am I?..
Its a completely white room...
Everything about its white...
Wheres the door.. Oh god theres no door.
Or a window

LET ME OUT!!!
PLEASE LET ME OUT!!!.

I pushed my back against the wall crying out for help...
No one could hear me.

please, Please let me out.
Suddenly I was falling..
When I landed I was in a complete black room.

what was going on?

Hello Frank
Please, Please leave me alone.
You ran away from your Mother and Me Frank, You thought we wouldnt find you? You were wrong.
Please, I'm happy where I am. I yelled into the darkness.

He appeared with a flash light shining on his face.

Please leave me alone. I said collapsing to the floor.

I tried to crawl backwards. To crawl anywhere... why couldn't I move.

Bring him in. He yelled behind him.

I saw my Mother walk in with someone. Someone with a bag over there face.

Your happy where you are? my father repeated my words.
Yes, Yes I am, Please leave me alone. Please.
You wont like it there when we're finished.

Yes I will.. I like the boy there.. hes nice to me.
You mean this boy? he asked ripping the bag of the strangers head.

Gerard! I gasped.
Yeah, if thats what you call him.
Please, please dont hurt him, You can take me home just please dont hurt him.
Hmm Tempting.. but no!.
What?

He walked over to Gerard.

Our eyes met and the fear in his eyes was just about as much as mine.

Gerard... Please, I love you Gerard
I love you too Frankie. He said walking over to me.

I put my arms out to him.
When all of a sudden he droped to the ground...Blood pissing out his neck.

GERARD!!!

Yeah, aint so pretty now is he little punk?
Why are you doing this?
Shut the fuck up
Your drunk! I screamed running to Gerards side.

Please Baby, please get up.
I am all yours, so please be all mine! I screamed kissing his lips.
Frankie, your mine. He wispered to me

Please get up baby, Please get up. I sobbed into his chest.

Hmm Not dead eh? My Father said kneeling next to Gerard.

I didnt want to take my eyes of Gerards.
But for some reason I did.
I looked at my father who was gripping the knife tighter and tighter in his hand.
I jumped on top of Gerard.

Something sharp went in my back.

The agony!!! oh god the agony!.

I lifted my head of Gerards chest to look into his eyes.
Our lips met.

Come on baby, Lets go together. I said hoping he would see I would die for him... And with him.
I'd like that.. Alot Frankie. He said wrapping his arms around my waist.

I pushed my head against his chest, Listening to his heartbeat slowing...
It was scaring me, Knowing in just minutes we'll be in heaven.

Are you excited Gerard? I asked.
about what. He said so weakly.
In just moments I'll get to meet Elena.
shes going to love you. I'm going to love seeing her!
Should we go now?
kiss me first.

I mushed my lips against his.
I was going to miss that.

Ok, now lets go. He said.

I pushed my head between his head and his neck.

Love you Gerard
Love you too Frankie.

I felt another blow to my head.

I through my head off the pillows feeling all around my body..
"Fuck it was a dream" I huffed and puffed..

My whole body was drenched in sweat.
I focused on getting my breathing better.
The scary thing was... I felt the pain every where in my body.
The dream, It seemed so real.. What if Gerard felt it too?.

I through the heavy blankets off my tiny little body and tip toed into the hall.
His door was shut. Maybe he wasnt home yet.

well its worth the try.

I pushed his door open... It made a little squeek.
Shit!

I walked in, Pushing it shut behind me.
I stood at the edge of his bed.

He rolled over and looked up at me.

"What are you doing Frankie?" He asked ever so quietly.
"I had a bad dream" I answered looking to the floor

He lifted the edge of his blanket and moved himself closer to the wall.

"Get in" He said

I layed on my back just thinking.

"Wanna tell me about it Frankie?"
"About what?"
"This dream you had?"
"....If it happens again I promise to" I said.. I didn't want him knowing that we died together.
"ok then.."
"Gerard?"
"Yeah Frankie?"
"Whats the time?"
"its nearly six"
"ok then"

I shut me eyes and just took in the scent of Gerards room.

"I've never been in here" I said
"Well, now you have"
"yeah"

"Go back to sleep Frankie, Your dreams cant hurt you" He said slipping his arm over my waist.
"Kay" I answered