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The next morning,I had woken to talking,and a bit yelling.
I woke up,of course naked and bruised and having lots of red spots where Stark had sucked and licked,whatever they were called.Anyways!
I wrapped the bedsheet around my body and tip-toed to the door,opening it just a crack and slowly.
I peeked through to see Stark...and Clarissa.
"So,are you still going to pick her over me?",she asked.
"What's the problem anyways?",he asked.
"That you pick that freaky,goth-looking chick that wears cheap clothes over me.",she said.
"Well,at least she gives me what I want!",Stark said throwing his hands in the air.
It confused me,that Clarissa's appearance was shy and nice,but she really was shallow and haughty.Yes,I spelled 'haughty'.
But it hurt me to see that Stark only cared for me because I gave him what he wanted.Sex.
"Fine,you want me to give you what you want!",Clarissa yelled.
My eyes took in the scene that suddenly played,and they widened in horror.I covered my motu to keep from behind heard because of my gasp.My eyes were already tearing up.
Clarissa had grabbed Stark by the face,and smushed her lips against him.What killed the most was that Stark didn't back away.
I closed the door quietly and ran to the bathroom.I couldn't help but just collapse there.
I sobbed to myself and cryed my eyes out.What's worse,was that there was no sound of a door opening and closing.So it had to mean that Clarissa hadn't left yet.And that they were maybe just doing something.
Well,I wasn't going to stick around to know what it was.
I had to leave.Just go somewhere and clear myself out.
I came out from the bathroom and quickly threw n some underwear and bra,and put on some shorts with a black t-shirt and white long-sleeved buttoned shirt.I didn't care and left it unbuttoned as I threw some converse on.I grabbed some money and shoved it in my back pocket.
I had to clean myself up too.Sanitary was important,so I quietly washed my mouth and face,and fixed my hair a bit.
I went to the door,but realized that I couldn't leave through the front door.I turned,and whispered a thank you to God as a window shown upon me.
I ran to it,and sneaked out.
I ran off,towards the beach quickly,not even daring to look back.
I sat at the beach,looking out at the sea as I let tears fall,when I noticed I was hungry and thirsty.
I went to the nearest food shack,and entered.I made sure to clean myself up,though I knew my eyes were still red.
I sat down at the counter,and waited for somebody.
"May I take you..."
I looked up to see Brian standing there,quietly staring at me.
"Brian.",I whispered.He cleared his throat and scratched his head,showing a smile.
"Hey,Len!",he said.I smiled back myself.Len was the nickname he gave me while everybody called me either Rae or Raeleni.It's not like I ever really liked it,but I didn't hate it either.It just didn't sound so right.
But right now,I would die to just hear him say it over and over again.
"So,why are your eyes red?You crying because you missed me?",he asked,giving a chuckle as he leaned on the counter,towards me.I couldn't help but laugh,and just did,rolling my eyes.
"Yeah.It was just that.",I said.
"So,why are you really crying,though?",he asked.I noticed his face had gotten more serious.
"Really,it was because of you.It's been a long time,and I got very happy.",I lied.Thankfully,I'd always been a good liar.Quality from my father.
"Really?Nothing to do with that Stark guy?",Brian asked me.I culdn't help but wince at Stark's name,but continued to smile.
"Yep!So,why are you here ont his island?",I asked,changing the subject.
"Well,I decided to have a break from all that studying in college and I came here to work for a while.I'll be going back soon,to home.",he said.
"How great!",I said.
"Len,if you don't mind me asking,but do you think we can hang out again like we used to?",he asked.I stayed silent,and thought of it.
I finally leaned in towards him,deciding to play around.
"If you don't mind me asking,but would you mind if I said yes?",I asked.He leaned in ever more,and chuckled.
"If you don't mind me saying,but I don't mind at all.",he said.I leaned in some more.
"If you don't mind me saying,but that's real sweet.",I said.Before I knew it,we were face to face,our noses touching.
I blushed,but stayed there smiling.
It felt really comfortable being with Brian.It felt like I was a little girl snuggled in with her mom warm and cozy.Brian was the guy to make me feel like I was in the right place.Like I wasn't ever living questionable,curious life.That my life was free of problems and troubles and fears,and replaced with happiness and fresh air.
After a while of catching up,Brian went on his break,and we both ate something,Brian's treat.Then we went out to walk on the beach.Before I noticed it,it was sundown and we were sittig on the beach alone in an empty space,side by side.
"Brian,I've really missed you.",I said.The words had slipped out,but I allowed it.Because it was the truth.
Suddenly,my hand felt warm,and I lookedover to see his hand over mine.I looked up at him,but he kept his eyes on the water.
"I've missed you too,Len.I'm real happy about meeting you again.I think I would've died of loneliness.",he said.I smiled at the last part,and looked out at the vast,blue sea as well.
"Ditto.",I simply said.The wind came,and it began brushing up against us.I couldn't stop it,but my head fell onto his shoulder,as I cuddled up closer.
I heard his soft chuckle and felt his headrest on mine.Then,I felt his hand squeeze mine.I blushed,but squeezed back.
How I missed Brian.His dark,soft short locks of hair,and his familiar brown,warm eyes that made me melt.His charming,yet part playful smile.His handsome,breathless chuckle.All of it made me like him a lot.But I didn't know,or haven't even thought about loving him.
Do I?
"Well,guess I'll see ya.Bye.",I said waving to him.Brian smiled and pulled me into a big hug.I hugged back,crushing my face into his chest.
"See ya...Raeleni.",he said.I blushed and nodded as we pulled away,and waved bye.I walked into the apartment,opening and closing the door quietly,a huge smile on my face.I could still feel myself blushing.
I turned and looked up.
Stark sat there,slugged in the chair,in a very scary pose.His legs wide open,his hands together close to his face,his eyes narrowed and dark-looking.
My smile left and my eyes widened.
"So,have fun with your old lover boy?",he asked,his voice showing no emotion.
This was going to be hard to deal with.Hopefully,it would end good.
Thing was there may be no possible way and Stark may leave my life for good.
Now,that leaves two important questions.
Did I really want Stark to leave my life?
And if he did for good,what would happen?
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The next morning,I had woken to talking,and a bit yelling.
I woke up,of course naked and bruised and having lots of red spots where Stark had sucked and licked,whatever they were called.Anyways!
I wrapped the bedsheet around my body and tip-toed to the door,opening it just a crack and slowly.
I peeked through to see Stark...and Clarissa.
"So,are you still going to pick her over me?",she asked.
"What's the problem anyways?",he asked.
"That you pick that freaky,goth-looking chick that wears cheap clothes over me.",she said.
"Well,at least she gives me what I want!",Stark said throwing his hands in the air.
It confused me,that Clarissa's appearance was shy and nice,but she really was shallow and haughty.Yes,I spelled 'haughty'.
But it hurt me to see that Stark only cared for me because I gave him what he wanted.Sex.
"Fine,you want me to give you what you want!",Clarissa yelled.
My eyes took in the scene that suddenly played,and they widened in horror.I covered my motu to keep from behind heard because of my gasp.My eyes were already tearing up.
Clarissa had grabbed Stark by the face,and smushed her lips against him.What killed the most was that Stark didn't back away.
I closed the door quietly and ran to the bathroom.I couldn't help but just collapse there.
I sobbed to myself and cryed my eyes out.What's worse,was that there was no sound of a door opening and closing.So it had to mean that Clarissa hadn't left yet.And that they were maybe just doing something.
Well,I wasn't going to stick around to know what it was.
I had to leave.Just go somewhere and clear myself out.
I came out from the bathroom and quickly threw n some underwear and bra,and put on some shorts with a black t-shirt and white long-sleeved buttoned shirt.I didn't care and left it unbuttoned as I threw some converse on.I grabbed some money and shoved it in my back pocket.
I had to clean myself up too.Sanitary was important,so I quietly washed my mouth and face,and fixed my hair a bit.
I went to the door,but realized that I couldn't leave through the front door.I turned,and whispered a thank you to God as a window shown upon me.
I ran to it,and sneaked out.
I ran off,towards the beach quickly,not even daring to look back.
I sat at the beach,looking out at the sea as I let tears fall,when I noticed I was hungry and thirsty.
I went to the nearest food shack,and entered.I made sure to clean myself up,though I knew my eyes were still red.
I sat down at the counter,and waited for somebody.
"May I take you..."
I looked up to see Brian standing there,quietly staring at me.
"Brian.",I whispered.He cleared his throat and scratched his head,showing a smile.
"Hey,Len!",he said.I smiled back myself.Len was the nickname he gave me while everybody called me either Rae or Raeleni.It's not like I ever really liked it,but I didn't hate it either.It just didn't sound so right.
But right now,I would die to just hear him say it over and over again.
"So,why are your eyes red?You crying because you missed me?",he asked,giving a chuckle as he leaned on the counter,towards me.I couldn't help but laugh,and just did,rolling my eyes.
"Yeah.It was just that.",I said.
"So,why are you really crying,though?",he asked.I noticed his face had gotten more serious.
"Really,it was because of you.It's been a long time,and I got very happy.",I lied.Thankfully,I'd always been a good liar.Quality from my father.
"Really?Nothing to do with that Stark guy?",Brian asked me.I culdn't help but wince at Stark's name,but continued to smile.
"Yep!So,why are you here ont his island?",I asked,changing the subject.
"Well,I decided to have a break from all that studying in college and I came here to work for a while.I'll be going back soon,to home.",he said.
"How great!",I said.
"Len,if you don't mind me asking,but do you think we can hang out again like we used to?",he asked.I stayed silent,and thought of it.
I finally leaned in towards him,deciding to play around.
"If you don't mind me asking,but would you mind if I said yes?",I asked.He leaned in ever more,and chuckled.
"If you don't mind me saying,but I don't mind at all.",he said.I leaned in some more.
"If you don't mind me saying,but that's real sweet.",I said.Before I knew it,we were face to face,our noses touching.
I blushed,but stayed there smiling.
It felt really comfortable being with Brian.It felt like I was a little girl snuggled in with her mom warm and cozy.Brian was the guy to make me feel like I was in the right place.Like I wasn't ever living questionable,curious life.That my life was free of problems and troubles and fears,and replaced with happiness and fresh air.
After a while of catching up,Brian went on his break,and we both ate something,Brian's treat.Then we went out to walk on the beach.Before I noticed it,it was sundown and we were sittig on the beach alone in an empty space,side by side.
"Brian,I've really missed you.",I said.The words had slipped out,but I allowed it.Because it was the truth.
Suddenly,my hand felt warm,and I lookedover to see his hand over mine.I looked up at him,but he kept his eyes on the water.
"I've missed you too,Len.I'm real happy about meeting you again.I think I would've died of loneliness.",he said.I smiled at the last part,and looked out at the vast,blue sea as well.
"Ditto.",I simply said.The wind came,and it began brushing up against us.I couldn't stop it,but my head fell onto his shoulder,as I cuddled up closer.
I heard his soft chuckle and felt his headrest on mine.Then,I felt his hand squeeze mine.I blushed,but squeezed back.
How I missed Brian.His dark,soft short locks of hair,and his familiar brown,warm eyes that made me melt.His charming,yet part playful smile.His handsome,breathless chuckle.All of it made me like him a lot.But I didn't know,or haven't even thought about loving him.
Do I?
"Well,guess I'll see ya.Bye.",I said waving to him.Brian smiled and pulled me into a big hug.I hugged back,crushing my face into his chest.
"See ya...Raeleni.",he said.I blushed and nodded as we pulled away,and waved bye.I walked into the apartment,opening and closing the door quietly,a huge smile on my face.I could still feel myself blushing.
I turned and looked up.
Stark sat there,slugged in the chair,in a very scary pose.His legs wide open,his hands together close to his face,his eyes narrowed and dark-looking.
My smile left and my eyes widened.
"So,have fun with your old lover boy?",he asked,his voice showing no emotion.
This was going to be hard to deal with.Hopefully,it would end good.
Thing was there may be no possible way and Stark may leave my life for good.
Now,that leaves two important questions.
Did I really want Stark to leave my life?
And if he did for good,what would happen?
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