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My heart had stop my mind had ran blank all I could do was stand there, my body would not move even though I tried to move my legs. I thought maybe this was just a bad nightmare that this wasn’t happening. No matter how hard I tried to tell myself this wasn’t real it was, Tyler was standing right in front of me. I felt Gerard right beside me, I felt a little better knowing he was with me. Tyler look at me as if nothing had ever happen, his eyes had nothing in them as if his eyes were dead. Tyler did not look the same but I knew the old Tyler was still there. Just then Stacey came out of her office.

“ What is Tyler doing here, “ I finally spoke.

“ Tyler is here because the doctors found him being insane. I know what he did was wrong but he cannot go to jail. This is going to be his jail for a few days until he goes to an asylum some where else. Don’t worry Frank he won’t bother you, “ She said while looking at me.

“ You told me that before and look what happen. Stop lying to me! You promise me he would never come back here, you’re a liar. I can’t see how I trusted you!, “ I yelled before running away.

Stacey had promise me Tyler would never come back here I felt betrayed. It seems like every time I let someone new in my life they always find a way to hurt me or screw me over. I could hear Gerard calling out my name but I just kept running I just wanted to be far away from that asshole.

“ Frank please stop, “ Gerard yelled out

I finally stop I had no idea where I was going anyway, as long as I was far away from that asshole I would be fine.

“ It’s not fair she fucking promise me he would not be coming back, she fucking lied to me, “ I said in angry.

“ I know and I’m sorry she did that, I’m angry at her as well. But you can’t let Tyler get it you have to show your stronger then him that your no longer afraid of him anymore, “ He said while looking at me.

Gerard was right I had show I was no longer afraid I knew this was the only way I could get fully better. I couldn’t be afraid of Tyler anymore I wouldn’t let myself be afraid anymore. I’ve been afraid almost my whole life it was time for me to be strong to show I’m no longer afraid.

“ Your right I can no longer be afraid anymore. I have been afraid almost my whole life I have to draw the line, I can no longer be the scared/insane Frank I am. I’ve come all this way of changing I’m not stopping now, “ I replied.

“ I know you can do this Frankie you have come a long way, I know by doing this you will be fully better. I’m going to be by your side until the end, “ He said with a smile.

I felt better knowing he wasn’t going to leave my side I should I have known he wasn’t but it’s always great hear that his going to be with no matter what. Facing my fears is one thing but facing someone who I grown to fear is another, I never been afraid of Tyler until he stab me. I had to get over my fear I was sick and tired of being afraid of everything, it was time for me to change for good. I already got over my fear of the dark and I’m almost over my fear of strangers. I was not going to let this break me once again, one way or another I was going to show Tyler I was no longer afraid of him.