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Elly's Pov
I Couldnt take this anymore the fact that i had been practically scared out of mind of Bert, and always watching out for him fearing that at anytime he could just come out and attack me and possibly kill me this time was all directed towards someone who had been dead himself the whole time. Now I had someone new to fear and the worst part was I didnt know who I was suppose to be looking out for. I spent most of my time with Sabbie in my bedroom to scared to go out of my house out of my comfort zone so that some new maniac could attack us no thanks. I didint even like Frankie to take sabbie to far from the house when he went out.
"Love you have to get out this house" Frankie said laying next to me on the bed.
"i dont want to" I whispered closing my eyes.
"you have to stop being scared, even with Bert out there you still lived your life just like you still have to do it now"
"i cant because at least i knew it was bert who was out there, we have no idea who it is now, it could be anyone i dont know who im suppose protect myself from anymore"
"I'm here to protectyou me your husband the father of our child we are not gonna hide or change ourselves for someone dont you see thats probably what they want we have to show them that were not afraid and live our lives" he whispred. I opened my eyes looking at him and he leaned down kissing my forehead softly.
"i know your right but i just cant, " i whispered covering my face with my hands.
"love please i miss you, please dont go back to that scared unconfident girl, that is not you and I know you are strong so please be strong for sabbie and dont let her see you like this" i looked over at sabbie sleeping in her crib and Frankie was right i had to be strong for daughter this wasnt about me anymore it was about her now and protecting her no matter what.
"your right babe, its unhealthy for her to see me like this, Im gonna try to be strong for her i promise"
"thats all were asking" he smiled.
"so why dont we start by going out and taking sabbie to the zoo shell love it" he said.
"the zoo, are you sure your not the one whos gonna love it" I laughed.
"well ya me to" he smiled.
"okay then lets go to the zoo so my sunshine and hubby can look at all the fun animals"
"good" he said getting up and picking up sabbie.
"mommy is gonna go with us to the zoo today sunshine" i just smiled and got out of bed and got ready to go the zoo with my husband and daughter.
Trace's pov
God no matter how much time had passed i couldnt fall out love with elly, she was the best thing to happen to me. everytime i saw her i just wish i could go back and change the day Beth came over to the house. I wish i just would of made her leave. that dark cloud is always over me, I know shes gone now but i dont think i could ever forgive her for that day. I blamed her like crazy. I sighed laying my head down in on my pillow and just closed my eyes just picturing her. Imagining how instead of frank having this beautiful life with her it would be me with her, i would be her husband and sabbie would be my daughter and we would be the perfect family and have everything we ever wanted.
"what you smiling about" I opened my eyes when i heard Mason's voice and i sighed sitting up.
"not much man why" i asked kinda pissed cause he had ruined my thoughts.
"just wondering i walked by and I saw that huge smile on ur face, must of been good man" he said getting up and walking away. I layed back down and smiled again.
"you have no idea" i whispered closing my eyes. We would be getting home in a couple of hours and I really wanted to see her so badly. I had bought some stuff for her while we were over seas and I wanted to give them to her and wanted to show her my new apartment. In a few hours she would finally know how much i loved her still and how much i was willing to do to keep her in my life. As soon we got to home i sent elly a text asking her if she had time to come by and pick up her stuff. I sat back waiting for her and she texted me back saying she would be by in an hour. As soon as I saw her text i got up and got everthing ready for when she came by. I had the biggest surprise for her ever. I was getting really anxious so i decided to open up the bottle of wine we had left over on the bus and just have a drink and try to relax.
Elly's Pov
We had spent more time together as family going out and just hanging out with everyone when we had the time. I had been feeling really good and really not thinking about anything but my baby and husband when Frankie told me he was gonna go on tour again and this time they were gonna be gone for two months. I should be grateful that he had been home these past months so he wouldnt miss anything with sunshine. I was nervous because Alicia was gonna go with them for half the tour and then go home to her moms for a while, she hadnt seen her mom sense they broke the news to everyone that she was pregnant and Mase had been on tour these past few months but i was glad he was coming home at least i had him and Frankie was glad he would be around.
"Love come here quick shes doing it again" I snapped out of my thoughts and walked out to the living room and saw Frankie laying on the floor next to sunshine. My baby was exactly 5 months old and boy was she a handful crazy just like her daddy. she had learned how to roll over on her belly and it was funny.
"shes gonna crawl i know shes gonna do it" Frankie smiled as she worked her legs and started rocking back and forth.
"come on sunshine you can do it come to daddy" he said as she cooed at him. I smiled looking down at her as she attempted to do but she just laid back down on her tummy smiling up at him.
"aww you little trickster" Frankie laughed picking her up and kissing her cheek making her laugh.
"babe shes to little to start crawling around"
"na huh! i was 5 months when i started crawling and 7 months when i walked"
"well then if she does your gonna chase her around cause i know shes gonna follow you everywhere" I said walking towards him and hugging him.
"of course she is, shes daddys little girl i cant wait for her to be able to run out to stage"
"oh she is not gonna run out there with those crazy fans" I smiled taking her from him.
"she'll be okay shes tough like her daddy"
"oh im sure of that" I laughed.
"me to" he smiled kissing me.
"k well im gonna go and get in the shower cause i have a meeting with the guys at the studio he smiled.
"alright go and get ready stinky ill make you something to eat real quick so you can eat before you go."
"you love it" he grinned and i pulled towards me kissing him again.
"ok go" i said and he nodded running upstairs.
"your crazy daddy" i said shaking my head looking down at sunshine as she try'd to put her foot in her mouth. i just laughed and went into the kitchen and i put her in swing and i started making something to eat. I was almost done and I heard my cell phone beeping and i ran out really quick to the living room and came back into the kitchen checking my texts. I looked down at the phone and I saw that it was a text from trace. I sighed clicking on it and i read it.
"hey elles i just got back, i got some stuff for sabbie and i was wondering if you wanted to come by and pick them up, you could check out the new apt while your here, rest of the guys are coming later to"
I thought about for a minute and thought what the hell i hadnt seen mase in while and Trace had been acting pretty decent so i decided to go.
"ok cool ya that sounds good ill be over in an hour" I texted back and i set my phone down and served Frankie his plate and started making sunshine her applesauce.
"hmmm smells delicious" Frankie said walking in and sitting down tasting his food.
"and it taste delicious to" he grinned taking a bite.
"thankyou babe"
"so what are you gonna do this afternoon while im gone" he asked.
"well mason is back from touring and trace sent me a text saying they were gonna hang out for a while" i said turning to face him.
"your gonna go and hang out with trace" he asked as he set the fork down.
"not with him, mason is gonna go later and trace just brought some stuff for sunshine i said id go pick it up, if mase takes to long to go im just gonna head back here" i said walking up behind him and hugging him.
"well if mase doesnt show up or takes to long why dont you meet me at the studio"
"okay babe sounds like a plan" i said kissing the side of his neck. after frankie finished eating he went upstairs to get his guitar.
"love im gonna take off already call me to let me know what your gonna do okay" he said coming back into the kitchen. and giving sunshine a kiss on the forehead.
"okay babe i will" I said as he hugged me giving me a kiss.
'be careful" he whispered kissing me again.
"i will" I smiled.
"ok well im off love you" he said grabbing his cell phone and keys.
"love you to" i said as he walked out the door. i sighed and i looked down at sunshine.
"well sunshine lets get u ready and well go see uncle mason and uncle trace" i smiled picking her up. i went upstair and gave her a quick shower and got her things together and left. when i pulled up to traces new place i tried calling mase but i got his voicemail so i sent him a text telling him i was here already. i looked back at sunshine and she was asleep. i got off the car and i took out her baby seat slowly so she wouldnt wake up and i grabbed her diaper bag and i made my towards the address trace had given me. i rang the door bell and i looked around and i saw that he didnt have any neighbors yet. I turned back around when i heard the door click open.
"hey elles you came" he said kinda loud and i signaled down to sunshine and he looked down realizing she was asleep.\
"oh shit sorry" he whispered smiling as he took sunshines bag and we went inside.
"you can put her in the bedroom if u want that way if the guys get here they wont wake her up" he smiled
"ok thanks"i said and he showed me were his bedroom was at and i took her out of her seat and i layed her on the bed.
"she okay"trace asked.
"ya shes still sleeping" i said. covering her with her blankie.
"you wanna check out the rest of the house"
"ya sure" i turned to look at him at he smiled.
"cool well lets start"he said as we walked out of the room.he took me around the whole house and it was amazing.
"beats living in a apartment doesnt it" I laughed.
"oh ya. but the best part is this" he said grabbing my hand and takig me down the corridor of his hallway and we stopped and opened the door. i walked in looking around and he had a tiny recording section and all these pictures of all the tours and the awards they had won on the wall.
"oh my god you kept all the pictures from the tours i did with you guys" i said as i scanned each one.
"ya of course i did i will always keep these, these are the best memories of my life" he said.
"i love them to" i smiled.
"oh i have more" he said all excitely.he was acting a little jittery and it didnt seem like him at all.
"here sit on the floor" he said sitting and patting the spot next to him. I looked around for a second and i just sat down next to him.
"see i have all these still" he said opening a box and taking out all these pictures of me,him,mason and beth. I picked up one of us four and i just stared at it.
"remember that night" just nodded looking down at it.
"it was the after party for the Greenday musical"
"and the night i proposed to you" he whispered.
"ya" i said putting the picture down.
"we were so happy"
"ya were"
"well i mean we can still be to bad beth isnt around anymore oh well" I looked up at him and he had no remorse in his eyes.
"her death isnt oh well how could you say that"
"well i know that but why dwell on her when i still have you" I couldnt believe he had just said that, i shook my head and i got up half way when he grabbed my arm and yanked me back down.
"what are you doing" i said trying to pull my arm out of his grip but i couldnt.
"elles please, please stay with me i cant let you go i cant"
"Trace your hurting me" I whispered looking up at him.
"oh god elles im sorry come here" he said pulling towards him and pressing his lips against mine.
"hmm stop it" i yelled pushing him away and just stayed quiet.
"what the hell is wrong with you, dont you get it me and you are over im married now and i would never leave Frankie for you dont you understand me you fucked up not me" i yelled. and he just laughed grabbing me by the throat and slammin me on the floor.
"No you dont get it, i was trying to be a nice guy trying to win you back with all this nice bullshit but im thru with bein nice you let that idiot hit you and you still went back to him, so is that what you want huh, you want to someone to treat you like shit" he yelled down at me
"what he did was an accident he treats me better than you ever did" I yelled back and he just smirked and hit me hard across the face. i grabbed onto my cheek and felt the tears running down my cheek.
"is this what you want huh" he yelled hitting me again.
"no trace please this isnt what i want im sorry" i cried.looking up at him, this wasnt him something was really wrong.
"i didnt want to do this elles" he said kissing my blood stained lips.
"i just need you to understand how much im willing to do to get you back, i just need you to let me show you" he whispered as he grined against me unbuttoning my shirt.
"trace please.dont" I whispered but he ignored me and started kissing down my chest i looked up and i reached behind me grabbing the mic stand and i hit him hard with it.
"FUCK!" he yelled getting up on his knees and i scrabbled up still holding onto the mic stand and I tried to run towards the door but he jumped up blocking the door.
"oh you just made a big mistake" he said coming towards me and I swung at him again but he moved out of the way and i hit a shelf knocking everything off. i was about to swing again when i saw two cell phones on the floor.
"whos are those" I said looking at trace.and he just shook his head.
"i dont know" he said with a panic in his voice. i walked towards them and i recognized Beth's cell phone right away cause it had a custom cover mason had made her.
"thats beths cell phone it was you, all of it you killed beth.
I Couldnt take this anymore the fact that i had been practically scared out of mind of Bert, and always watching out for him fearing that at anytime he could just come out and attack me and possibly kill me this time was all directed towards someone who had been dead himself the whole time. Now I had someone new to fear and the worst part was I didnt know who I was suppose to be looking out for. I spent most of my time with Sabbie in my bedroom to scared to go out of my house out of my comfort zone so that some new maniac could attack us no thanks. I didint even like Frankie to take sabbie to far from the house when he went out.
"Love you have to get out this house" Frankie said laying next to me on the bed.
"i dont want to" I whispered closing my eyes.
"you have to stop being scared, even with Bert out there you still lived your life just like you still have to do it now"
"i cant because at least i knew it was bert who was out there, we have no idea who it is now, it could be anyone i dont know who im suppose protect myself from anymore"
"I'm here to protectyou me your husband the father of our child we are not gonna hide or change ourselves for someone dont you see thats probably what they want we have to show them that were not afraid and live our lives" he whispred. I opened my eyes looking at him and he leaned down kissing my forehead softly.
"i know your right but i just cant, " i whispered covering my face with my hands.
"love please i miss you, please dont go back to that scared unconfident girl, that is not you and I know you are strong so please be strong for sabbie and dont let her see you like this" i looked over at sabbie sleeping in her crib and Frankie was right i had to be strong for daughter this wasnt about me anymore it was about her now and protecting her no matter what.
"your right babe, its unhealthy for her to see me like this, Im gonna try to be strong for her i promise"
"thats all were asking" he smiled.
"so why dont we start by going out and taking sabbie to the zoo shell love it" he said.
"the zoo, are you sure your not the one whos gonna love it" I laughed.
"well ya me to" he smiled.
"okay then lets go to the zoo so my sunshine and hubby can look at all the fun animals"
"good" he said getting up and picking up sabbie.
"mommy is gonna go with us to the zoo today sunshine" i just smiled and got out of bed and got ready to go the zoo with my husband and daughter.
Trace's pov
God no matter how much time had passed i couldnt fall out love with elly, she was the best thing to happen to me. everytime i saw her i just wish i could go back and change the day Beth came over to the house. I wish i just would of made her leave. that dark cloud is always over me, I know shes gone now but i dont think i could ever forgive her for that day. I blamed her like crazy. I sighed laying my head down in on my pillow and just closed my eyes just picturing her. Imagining how instead of frank having this beautiful life with her it would be me with her, i would be her husband and sabbie would be my daughter and we would be the perfect family and have everything we ever wanted.
"what you smiling about" I opened my eyes when i heard Mason's voice and i sighed sitting up.
"not much man why" i asked kinda pissed cause he had ruined my thoughts.
"just wondering i walked by and I saw that huge smile on ur face, must of been good man" he said getting up and walking away. I layed back down and smiled again.
"you have no idea" i whispered closing my eyes. We would be getting home in a couple of hours and I really wanted to see her so badly. I had bought some stuff for her while we were over seas and I wanted to give them to her and wanted to show her my new apartment. In a few hours she would finally know how much i loved her still and how much i was willing to do to keep her in my life. As soon we got to home i sent elly a text asking her if she had time to come by and pick up her stuff. I sat back waiting for her and she texted me back saying she would be by in an hour. As soon as I saw her text i got up and got everthing ready for when she came by. I had the biggest surprise for her ever. I was getting really anxious so i decided to open up the bottle of wine we had left over on the bus and just have a drink and try to relax.
Elly's Pov
We had spent more time together as family going out and just hanging out with everyone when we had the time. I had been feeling really good and really not thinking about anything but my baby and husband when Frankie told me he was gonna go on tour again and this time they were gonna be gone for two months. I should be grateful that he had been home these past months so he wouldnt miss anything with sunshine. I was nervous because Alicia was gonna go with them for half the tour and then go home to her moms for a while, she hadnt seen her mom sense they broke the news to everyone that she was pregnant and Mase had been on tour these past few months but i was glad he was coming home at least i had him and Frankie was glad he would be around.
"Love come here quick shes doing it again" I snapped out of my thoughts and walked out to the living room and saw Frankie laying on the floor next to sunshine. My baby was exactly 5 months old and boy was she a handful crazy just like her daddy. she had learned how to roll over on her belly and it was funny.
"shes gonna crawl i know shes gonna do it" Frankie smiled as she worked her legs and started rocking back and forth.
"come on sunshine you can do it come to daddy" he said as she cooed at him. I smiled looking down at her as she attempted to do but she just laid back down on her tummy smiling up at him.
"aww you little trickster" Frankie laughed picking her up and kissing her cheek making her laugh.
"babe shes to little to start crawling around"
"na huh! i was 5 months when i started crawling and 7 months when i walked"
"well then if she does your gonna chase her around cause i know shes gonna follow you everywhere" I said walking towards him and hugging him.
"of course she is, shes daddys little girl i cant wait for her to be able to run out to stage"
"oh she is not gonna run out there with those crazy fans" I smiled taking her from him.
"she'll be okay shes tough like her daddy"
"oh im sure of that" I laughed.
"me to" he smiled kissing me.
"k well im gonna go and get in the shower cause i have a meeting with the guys at the studio he smiled.
"alright go and get ready stinky ill make you something to eat real quick so you can eat before you go."
"you love it" he grinned and i pulled towards me kissing him again.
"ok go" i said and he nodded running upstairs.
"your crazy daddy" i said shaking my head looking down at sunshine as she try'd to put her foot in her mouth. i just laughed and went into the kitchen and i put her in swing and i started making something to eat. I was almost done and I heard my cell phone beeping and i ran out really quick to the living room and came back into the kitchen checking my texts. I looked down at the phone and I saw that it was a text from trace. I sighed clicking on it and i read it.
"hey elles i just got back, i got some stuff for sabbie and i was wondering if you wanted to come by and pick them up, you could check out the new apt while your here, rest of the guys are coming later to"
I thought about for a minute and thought what the hell i hadnt seen mase in while and Trace had been acting pretty decent so i decided to go.
"ok cool ya that sounds good ill be over in an hour" I texted back and i set my phone down and served Frankie his plate and started making sunshine her applesauce.
"hmmm smells delicious" Frankie said walking in and sitting down tasting his food.
"and it taste delicious to" he grinned taking a bite.
"thankyou babe"
"so what are you gonna do this afternoon while im gone" he asked.
"well mason is back from touring and trace sent me a text saying they were gonna hang out for a while" i said turning to face him.
"your gonna go and hang out with trace" he asked as he set the fork down.
"not with him, mason is gonna go later and trace just brought some stuff for sunshine i said id go pick it up, if mase takes to long to go im just gonna head back here" i said walking up behind him and hugging him.
"well if mase doesnt show up or takes to long why dont you meet me at the studio"
"okay babe sounds like a plan" i said kissing the side of his neck. after frankie finished eating he went upstairs to get his guitar.
"love im gonna take off already call me to let me know what your gonna do okay" he said coming back into the kitchen. and giving sunshine a kiss on the forehead.
"okay babe i will" I said as he hugged me giving me a kiss.
'be careful" he whispered kissing me again.
"i will" I smiled.
"ok well im off love you" he said grabbing his cell phone and keys.
"love you to" i said as he walked out the door. i sighed and i looked down at sunshine.
"well sunshine lets get u ready and well go see uncle mason and uncle trace" i smiled picking her up. i went upstair and gave her a quick shower and got her things together and left. when i pulled up to traces new place i tried calling mase but i got his voicemail so i sent him a text telling him i was here already. i looked back at sunshine and she was asleep. i got off the car and i took out her baby seat slowly so she wouldnt wake up and i grabbed her diaper bag and i made my towards the address trace had given me. i rang the door bell and i looked around and i saw that he didnt have any neighbors yet. I turned back around when i heard the door click open.
"hey elles you came" he said kinda loud and i signaled down to sunshine and he looked down realizing she was asleep.\
"oh shit sorry" he whispered smiling as he took sunshines bag and we went inside.
"you can put her in the bedroom if u want that way if the guys get here they wont wake her up" he smiled
"ok thanks"i said and he showed me were his bedroom was at and i took her out of her seat and i layed her on the bed.
"she okay"trace asked.
"ya shes still sleeping" i said. covering her with her blankie.
"you wanna check out the rest of the house"
"ya sure" i turned to look at him at he smiled.
"cool well lets start"he said as we walked out of the room.he took me around the whole house and it was amazing.
"beats living in a apartment doesnt it" I laughed.
"oh ya. but the best part is this" he said grabbing my hand and takig me down the corridor of his hallway and we stopped and opened the door. i walked in looking around and he had a tiny recording section and all these pictures of all the tours and the awards they had won on the wall.
"oh my god you kept all the pictures from the tours i did with you guys" i said as i scanned each one.
"ya of course i did i will always keep these, these are the best memories of my life" he said.
"i love them to" i smiled.
"oh i have more" he said all excitely.he was acting a little jittery and it didnt seem like him at all.
"here sit on the floor" he said sitting and patting the spot next to him. I looked around for a second and i just sat down next to him.
"see i have all these still" he said opening a box and taking out all these pictures of me,him,mason and beth. I picked up one of us four and i just stared at it.
"remember that night" just nodded looking down at it.
"it was the after party for the Greenday musical"
"and the night i proposed to you" he whispered.
"ya" i said putting the picture down.
"we were so happy"
"ya were"
"well i mean we can still be to bad beth isnt around anymore oh well" I looked up at him and he had no remorse in his eyes.
"her death isnt oh well how could you say that"
"well i know that but why dwell on her when i still have you" I couldnt believe he had just said that, i shook my head and i got up half way when he grabbed my arm and yanked me back down.
"what are you doing" i said trying to pull my arm out of his grip but i couldnt.
"elles please, please stay with me i cant let you go i cant"
"Trace your hurting me" I whispered looking up at him.
"oh god elles im sorry come here" he said pulling towards him and pressing his lips against mine.
"hmm stop it" i yelled pushing him away and just stayed quiet.
"what the hell is wrong with you, dont you get it me and you are over im married now and i would never leave Frankie for you dont you understand me you fucked up not me" i yelled. and he just laughed grabbing me by the throat and slammin me on the floor.
"No you dont get it, i was trying to be a nice guy trying to win you back with all this nice bullshit but im thru with bein nice you let that idiot hit you and you still went back to him, so is that what you want huh, you want to someone to treat you like shit" he yelled down at me
"what he did was an accident he treats me better than you ever did" I yelled back and he just smirked and hit me hard across the face. i grabbed onto my cheek and felt the tears running down my cheek.
"is this what you want huh" he yelled hitting me again.
"no trace please this isnt what i want im sorry" i cried.looking up at him, this wasnt him something was really wrong.
"i didnt want to do this elles" he said kissing my blood stained lips.
"i just need you to understand how much im willing to do to get you back, i just need you to let me show you" he whispered as he grined against me unbuttoning my shirt.
"trace please.dont" I whispered but he ignored me and started kissing down my chest i looked up and i reached behind me grabbing the mic stand and i hit him hard with it.
"FUCK!" he yelled getting up on his knees and i scrabbled up still holding onto the mic stand and I tried to run towards the door but he jumped up blocking the door.
"oh you just made a big mistake" he said coming towards me and I swung at him again but he moved out of the way and i hit a shelf knocking everything off. i was about to swing again when i saw two cell phones on the floor.
"whos are those" I said looking at trace.and he just shook his head.
"i dont know" he said with a panic in his voice. i walked towards them and i recognized Beth's cell phone right away cause it had a custom cover mason had made her.
"thats beths cell phone it was you, all of it you killed beth.
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