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He has feelings for me. Aiden has feelings. For me.

You do realize that he doesn't want to have them, right? He still has them! And let me enjoy this, dammit!

I felt like screaming out in joy. Aiden actually has feelings for me. The same ones I have for him. And he said Matt was just a cover. Take that, blonde bitch I thought.

Suddenly, I had the urge to get high. Really high. Since I ran out of E, what I usually take when I'm like this, I had to go to Ezra's house. Ezra is in my grade, and has more drugs then he knows what to do with. And he looks like a dealer too, with his messy brown hair, pasty skin, and cold blue eyes that always had bags underneath them. Without that look, he'd actually be pretty hot.

I went to his house, where he opened the door, looking completely trashed. I smirked at him.

"What are you smirkin at, Blondie?" He asked in a deep, groggy tone.

"Nothing, now I need some more E." I said, not beating around the bush.

Ezra raised a brow. "Damn, you got through the pack that fast? Jeez. Anyway, come on."

I nodded and followed to his room. A stoners dream, practically. With complicated trinkets all over and a strange color on the wall, it seemed a great place to get high.

He through me a pack, and I put it in my back pocket.

"Hey, Blondie. So you took that girl to the movies? I thought you were gay, not bi." Ezra said, as he knew I was gay when I confessed when I was high.

I ran a hand through my hair. "I'm not bi, I just needed somebody to go with."

He nodded and shooed me out on my ass. I went home, where Matt and Aiden were watching a movie. I smirked. Knowing that Aiden was actually just hiding his feelings for me made me like Matt a bit more.

I smiled at them and walked up to my room, where I popped two pills. One just isn't enough for me anymore. I really should stop getting high, eh?

My head started to get a little fuzzy, as everything seemed to get...softer. I smiled, unable to contain how happy I truly was. I wanted to see more, touch more. I walked out of my room, where I saw someone in the hallway.

Aiden... My clumsy mind thought.

I pinned him to the wall, ignoring any protests. I started kissing him, as his lips suddenly felt like silk. He tried pushing me away, but he just felt to soft. I couldn't. It felt so...good.

"So soft..." I mumbled against his lips. He still wasn't kissing back, which made me sad. Didn't he like me?

I ran my hands through his hair, it felt so soft. It was an incredible feeling to run my hands through that blonde hair.

Wait....blonde? I stopped and pulled away, looking at a very embarrassed and terrified Matt.

With my sudden release, Matt ran out of my grip, down the stairs.

Suddenly, my high was ruined, and I had a very bitter taste in my mouth.