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Gerard Way, I Love You.

by HelenaButane 2 reviews

“I just need to accept it...No one loves me. They just want me for sex.” Frank can't take Gerard's pain anymore.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Angst,Drama - Characters: Frank Iero,Gerard Way - Published: 2011-06-20 - Updated: 2011-06-20 - 642 words - Complete

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I wiped the tears off my face.

“Frank what’s wrong?” Gerard asked, biting his lip and looking at me guiltily. “You didn’t see me... doing anything did you?”

“No Gerard.. it’s nothing.” I sniffled.

“Oh...” Gerard sat beside me. “Wanna talk about it?”

“It’s nothing, really.” I sighed.

“Please Frank... Is it something about me?” Gerard looked at me.

“Just please reconsider dating Nick. Please.” I got up and walked back towards the school’s entrance.

Luckily I dodged a text book that was flung to my head. I looked at the thrower, groaning as I stared into Nick’s disgusting face.

“Just leave me the fuck alone.” I stuffed my hands in my pockets and walked down the hall.

Snickers came from all around me, I couldn't take it anymore. I ran down and out of the hall.

>>>

Gerard opened the door after I knocked several times.

“Sorry I was on the phone.” He said.

“Its okay.” I smiled at him.

I followed Gerard down the stairs and into his room. We sat down in the middle of his floor and I took out my text book. Gerard reached out to grab the book but I stopped him and shook my head.

“What’s wrong?” He asked.

I couldn't keep it from him any longer. What Nick said today kept flooding my thoughts, Gerard had to know.

“Its just... when you saw me crying today at school it was because of something that had to do with you. I just think you have the right to know.” I stammered.

“Okay.. what is it?” Gerard asked.

He was so clueless. What I was about to tell him about Nick would break his already broken heart.

I took in a deep breath. “Nick confronted me about the kiss.”

“Okay.. and?”

I sighed. “He told me that he hurt you after you told him about it.”

“Oh..” Gerard looked down.

“He doesn’t love you, Gerard.” I forced out.

“You’re lying.” Gerard looked at me bitterly.

“He said that he just wanted a ‘hot bitch to fuck’ and that you’re easy.” Tears of fear glazed over my eyes, I hoped it would finally sink in.

Gerard looked more hurt than angry. “Really?” He forced out in a hoarse voice.

“I’m sorry.” I put my hand on his knee.

“He’s right. I’m easy. I get to my knees for every fucking guy that says he loves me. The first blow job I gave was when I was fourteen.” Tears fell from his eyes.

“Its alright sweetheart. It’s okay.” I leaned over and wrapped my arms around him. “Everything will be okay.”

“How!?” Gerard sobbed.

“Just believe me.” I responded, trying not to cry.

His body shook violently in my arms as he cried his heart out. I rubbed his back and whispered comforting words in his ear, that’s all I could do.

“I just need to accept it...” Gerard said through sobs. “No one loves me. They just want me for sex.”

“Gerard there is someone who loves you, truly. There is someone who would never take advantage of you. There is someone who will appreciate anything and everything you do.” I leaned my head against his trembling shoulder.

“I seriously doubt that. Who could love a messed up, easy, disgusting cig smoker like me?” Gerard pulled away from me and wiped his eyes.

“I do.” I looked at him. “I’ve loved you since middle school. Just you being you is what I love. I love everything about you, your flaws, your failures, your mistakes. I love you Gerard, I’m not saying this to get you in bed. I’m serious. I love you, I admitted it to Nick and basically the whole hallway at school today. Gerard Way, I love you.”
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