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So the guys got done rehearsing for the concert tonight as I finished re-writing the song smiling as I placed the book down and hoping onto warnings back as she smiled at me as she carried me out of the room and into the front room thingy flipping me onto the couch and sitting with me

"so are you and frank...?" I asked looking at her straight into the eyes

"yes we are...are you mad??"

"no but if he hurts you that little skittle eating unicorn will get it good" I said watching warnings face turn a different shade then go back to the lifeless pale again as she hugged me

"thank you sis. So what's going on with you and mikey??" se asked pulling away from me as the guys walked in having a pair of arms encircle my waist as frank kissed warnings neck making her shiver as he sat by her


"Yeah we are..." I say smiling as the sun came threw the buss window as I leaned back into mikey shutting my eyes some with a groan as warning did the same hearing a giggle erupt from them

"So ive promised to spill mine and warnings story don't make a noise till im threw our your fun sticks will be cut off" I said looking at every one nervously as mikey held my hand gently and I took a deep breath looking at warning and then glaring at Gerard before focusing on the floor


"Our mother died when we were about 5 years old we were sent to live with her husband at the time who was a major creeper at the time....we were beaten and starved locked in his basement till we were 13 I had gotten knowledge that he went out for a 5 hour drinking benge and I had gotten my arms free and had gotten my twin free by using a knife we had gotten out of the basement it wasn't long till we had gotten to the front door when I heard the car and a key in the door.." I stopped going quite as I shivered violently as a tear slide down my cheeks as warning moved over to me and hugged me finishing what I couldn't say


"He came in and saw us frozen by the front door scared his voice echoed into our heads his anger radiating from him as he smiled and pulled out a butcher knife smiling as he walked towards us as Halloween moved us back as he swung getting her side deeply causing us to scream and run...we got away do to throwing a beer bottle at his head giving us a little bit of time to hide.." I hugged my twin back while another shiver went threw me as I held my right side almost by my tummy

"if I didn't push warning into the closet when I did she would have been very hurt of even dead...me on the other hand had been cut severely and I was losing blood fastly...I can still sense it...if I didn't act like a wild person by fighting with him and biting scratching and clawing punching and kicking we would of probably never even be alive right now...I had gotten the knife into is chest several times. Before he clasped dead onto the floor crawling into the closet with my sister and locking it as I sat there bleeding with her in my arms...I couldn't let her get hurt she means to much....." I said hugging her tightly

"I called 911 getting them to the house as fast as I could I didn't want to lose Halloween I loved her to much and the blood oh good it looked like a whore movie I just cant get the image out of my brain...but she was in ICU for 4 days complaining and saying she was fine good elf's she hates needles and hospitals...while I hate heights...any ways she got out a week later and we ran from authorities for 3 years in till they found us and now where here..." warning finished and I looked up slightly to see some guys having tears in there eyes... and I frowned looking back down again knowing Gerard was full of guilt about what had happened to us and truth to be told I was happy that he felt that way but then guilt set in with anger as I stood up pacing the little front room having all eyes watch me as I stripped some into my boxer shorts and my tank top


As warning did the same and standing by me as I sighed again as she started to talk

"we used to cut drink and do drugs after we were put in a facitly for them to find you any time we could we just recently stopped 3 months ago..its hard to forget but what we want is to just now have to care about being hurt weve never been kids never had a real life...Halloween has been like almost a mother and a father and a twin to me every day all at once she's the one that needs the most help truth to be told she hates Gerard because he never in her eyes cared or tried she hates seeing me hurt...she doesn't want to give up her roll to some one that we barely know it bugs her that I could get hurt of that she could get hurt more hell it's a miracle that she let mikey so close to her half the time and that she even gave me and frank permission was a fucking miracle to tell the truth...listen we want to just forget and not be scarred about what the day brings just give her some time give me some time...please"


warning said looking at me seeing the nasty 7 inch long scare across my side and belly and I lightly traced it wincing while sitting back down with her on the couch as mikey hugged her kissing her softly watching her melt to his response and a smile grew as she slid onto his lap as gee growled slightly then walking over to her as she looked up at him and with out warning she engulfed him into a hug wrapping her legs around his waist as tears fell down her face

"Guys come one lets get some ice cream or something and let them be alone for a few"


warning said making all the boys get out of the bus with her as I just stayed like that crying in Gerard's arms like a fucking 3 year old baby as he just walked around slightly and rubbed my back while I cried I never thought I would be able to stop crying once the tears came out ive never had any one be like this to me to try and care well I mean warning cared and so did mikey but him...I never thought I would let him care about me...warning and mikey where right it did need some time for me to let down my guards some for him


"sugar...im sorry about everything...I never meant to hurt you two this much by not saying anything till now I was never affirmed...by anything please forgive me..." he nearly choked out as I layed my head on his shoulder with a sniffle and a whimper

"I forgive you but it doesn't change anything Gerard. I guess im finally breaking down..it doesn't change what happened and it never will but we all can move on from it...just never leave please" the tears fell more as I held up my pinky for him to promise seeing him meet what I meant

"I promise sugar I promise"

"and you call that large thing a pinky psh...that's more like a index..." I said giggling slightly as he sat us down on the couch as he let me trace different scares.. And I did the same smiling as he taught me a song of his

"Imma Gummie Bear Oh Yes A Gummie Bear A Yummy Funny Gummie BEAR!" I sang out smiling..