Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > I'm okay now....(thats a lie)
The day went on normal like how could it not the guys had a show and I was just being a baby not even 3 hours ago..i guess warning was right I just needed a little time to slowly let down my guard towards Gerard it wasn’t fair though he made our lives like this…it was hard just to smile threw the days I’ve been everything for my twin and she’s slowly becoming normal again but I’m never going to be normal I think…
“hey Halloween are you okay??” frank asked looking at me with his head tilted slightly as mikey stopped reading to focus on me as well
“Err…yeah why wouldn’t I be??” I asked growling at the toaster in frustration
“um…because you’re trying to stick a orange into the toaster…” frank said causing me to look at what I was doing instantly dropping the orange and backing away from the toaster like it as a three headed mutant monster that wanted to kiss me as warning picked up the orange and stuck it back into the bowl while sliding onto franks lap
“Um yeah I’m just going to Err….go lay down for a few...” I said glaring at the floor and walking into the back of the buss area past the bunks and into a little room that we use to practice sitting on one of the leather couches putting my head in my hands groaning as the light shines through powerfully into the room making me frown as I get up walking over to the piano playing a small easy tune on it with my eyes closed sighing
“Why does it have to be this hard? There’s always answers but not for me…I want to let go but I can’t because the past still haunts me…cant anyone set me free from my own misery…I’m nervous on edge because of every one…gah! Life Is harder than it should be…or is it just me?”
“because life has a different plan for you baby and you have to go thru the bad to get to the good…it will always hurt when you can’t be free and have old habits …you just can’t simply see what you have going for you right now…” a voice said making me jump and fall face first onto the ground sighing as the mistery person pulled me up making me smile as mikey hugged me kissing my cheek as his arms circled my waist yet again for the second time today
“I’m just confused mikey…I wanna let go and be normal like warning wants to just have a few to go back and act like our own age but I can’t…”
“Then maybe we should nudge you to do so….” He smiled kissing my cheek again as I sighed placing my head on his chest as the sun shined threw hitting me as I moved to hide behind him “I really do hate the dam sun”
“Why??”
“Maybe you should find out from Gerard he has all the answers…”
“Oh because he’s…”
“You guys know about that??”
“Know about what?”
“NOTHING!!” both me and him screamed falling into a heap on the floor tumbling some stopping at Gerard’s feet causing me to groan and mikey to blush madly as his eyebrow raised up some and he grabbed my hand pulling me up smiling as we heard a scream and a giggle from frank as warning tickled him in a rather childish way
“So you found out about this little problem??” Gee asked moving into the room with me and mikey in tow
“Yes I’ve figured it out Gerard…but Warning hasn’t …”
“She will in time though…trust me she will find out….” He said smiling at me sadly
“hey Halloween are you okay??” frank asked looking at me with his head tilted slightly as mikey stopped reading to focus on me as well
“Err…yeah why wouldn’t I be??” I asked growling at the toaster in frustration
“um…because you’re trying to stick a orange into the toaster…” frank said causing me to look at what I was doing instantly dropping the orange and backing away from the toaster like it as a three headed mutant monster that wanted to kiss me as warning picked up the orange and stuck it back into the bowl while sliding onto franks lap
“Um yeah I’m just going to Err….go lay down for a few...” I said glaring at the floor and walking into the back of the buss area past the bunks and into a little room that we use to practice sitting on one of the leather couches putting my head in my hands groaning as the light shines through powerfully into the room making me frown as I get up walking over to the piano playing a small easy tune on it with my eyes closed sighing
“Why does it have to be this hard? There’s always answers but not for me…I want to let go but I can’t because the past still haunts me…cant anyone set me free from my own misery…I’m nervous on edge because of every one…gah! Life Is harder than it should be…or is it just me?”
“because life has a different plan for you baby and you have to go thru the bad to get to the good…it will always hurt when you can’t be free and have old habits …you just can’t simply see what you have going for you right now…” a voice said making me jump and fall face first onto the ground sighing as the mistery person pulled me up making me smile as mikey hugged me kissing my cheek as his arms circled my waist yet again for the second time today
“I’m just confused mikey…I wanna let go and be normal like warning wants to just have a few to go back and act like our own age but I can’t…”
“Then maybe we should nudge you to do so….” He smiled kissing my cheek again as I sighed placing my head on his chest as the sun shined threw hitting me as I moved to hide behind him “I really do hate the dam sun”
“Why??”
“Maybe you should find out from Gerard he has all the answers…”
“Oh because he’s…”
“You guys know about that??”
“Know about what?”
“NOTHING!!” both me and him screamed falling into a heap on the floor tumbling some stopping at Gerard’s feet causing me to groan and mikey to blush madly as his eyebrow raised up some and he grabbed my hand pulling me up smiling as we heard a scream and a giggle from frank as warning tickled him in a rather childish way
“So you found out about this little problem??” Gee asked moving into the room with me and mikey in tow
“Yes I’ve figured it out Gerard…but Warning hasn’t …”
“She will in time though…trust me she will find out….” He said smiling at me sadly
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