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They reached the flat after half an hour of driving in pure silence it was pretty peaceful,el kind of liked being in the company of stefan he was nice sweet a real man! el never realised it but she was slowly starting to fall for him and she began to have a soft spot for stefan!
she slowly got out of stefs jaguar after he parked outside a white flat
'wow this is nice'el thought to her self
"make your self at home"stef said as he opened the front door el slowly made her way in after him
"stef how was-"ash came bounding through the livingroom door as soon as he spotted el he ran and hugged her
"oh im glad your ok!"he said with a smile his ashs eyes always lit up when he smiled "by the way what are you doing here?"he asked
they walked over to the livingroom and sat down stef and el on one sofa and ash on the other with dru,she began to tell them why she was here
"well my mum wont let me go home basically,so um stef said i can come stay here if you dont want me to il find like a bench in the park or something i dont mind!"elle said as she twiddled her thumbs
"no we dont mind you here! we could do with another girl around!"ash said
"what do you mean? another girl around dont think im being nosy!"el said she looked at the floor then back at ash she wanted to know so she waited patiently for his answer
"oh i dont think your being nosy,ha,and oh my girl friend rosie practically lives her same with drus girlfriend shauna practically lives here to!"
"oh okay"el said as she smiled a little bit elle didnt smile much it was probably because she never had anything to smile about
"um stef were am i going to sleep?"el asked in a mumbled voice
"follow me il show you"
stef led the way to the spare bed room and he showed her where the shower was,he went back down stairs and left elle alone
el laid on the bed she had a hand tucked under her pillow and her over hand over her face tears began to slowly form in the corner of her eyes they fell on to the pillow her tear felt lighter than rain when they hit her pillow
'ive fucked my life up completely' she thought to her self
she drowned her soft sobs into her pillow making sure the boys wouldnt hear here.
if she was at home right now by now she would be passed out on her bed,she would have grabbed her blade from her right side draw and would have re-opened her old scares.
there was a faint knocking noise at the door
"hi el im rosie ashleys girlfriend mind if i come in sweetie?"she asked her voice was lovely and calming
rosie slowly pushed the door open she walked in and sat at the end of the bed
"are you ok sweetie?"she asked
el took her head away from the pillow
"no ive fucked my life up now no one loves me and my mother wouldnt give a fuck if i was dead,i dont see why ash stef and dru even saved my life id be better off dead!"the tears flooded her eyes she pulled her sleeve over her hand and wiped them away,
rosie hugged el and said"dont worry when ever you need help il always be here i promise stef ash and dru did the right thing by saving you and your mum she will love you she might not show it but she will deep down in her heart!" she then added "now you get some sleep youve had a long two weeks il check on you later"she walked over to the door but before she left she said the words that played on els mind
"el stop crying your heart out it might seem like all of the stars have faded away but you will see them again you know some day just try not to worry"
el almost instanly feel asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow
rosie returned down stairs to ash stef and dru
"is she ok?"stef asked
"yeah shes just tried and a bit sad but shes getting alot better"rosie replied while snuggling up to ash
stef just nodded then continued watching watching the tellie vision but el was the only thing he kept thinking about was he falling in love?