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Mikey's P.O.V
It was 2 minutes until the end of the day and I was on a high from lunch time,Alicia means so much to me its like,it is...it is..it..it is fake.Fake love.I-I don't know but it seems unreal, like movie love,just two actors acting out a script pretending they have chemistry to..to..I sighed,the truth is I haven't been in love with her since well just under a couple of months now.My feelings have been slowly slipping away,we've been going out for about a year now and I feel like I need to,well explore my options a bit more.
For a while now I've had repetitive dreams about Frank,his raven black hair,his soulful eyes and his cute facial expressions- I was cut off by the school bell,more like it made me jump sky high when it rang.I shuffled out the class room with the other students and made my way to the school entrance completly blanking out everyone as I tired to get the thoughts straight in my head.
As soon as I got outside of the school gates I sprinted home and threw myself onto my bed.I had just called Frank cute and I was straight.The thing was I had always thought of Frank as a cutie so this was nothing new right?
'No your wrong' I thought 'Yes you have always thought Frank was cute but get real Mikey,when you and Alicia were kissing you were thinking of Frank and what it would be like to kiss him not Alicia,him,another boy'
I blinked,"But I'm not gay" I said aloud
'No your not,you are just simply in love with your best friend who btw is a guy'
"Oh shut up brain!"
"Mikey you ok dear?"
I looked up, "Oh hi mum yeah I'm fine"
"Hmm ok but normal people don't just sit there and then go 'oh shut up brain'" she said
"Yeah well maybe I'm not normal" I joked
She laughed,"Maybe your not"
I sighed and pulled out my phone,now to tell this to Alicia...
----------------------- 20 minutes later --------------------------
I'm shaking,not because its cold,because I'm nervous about what Alicia is gonna say.Must think of ways to calm down..umm..ooh!Frank doing his real cute dance to Scene Girlz by BrokeNCYDE..hehehehe
"What you smiling at?"
"Hmm?Oh nothing" I replied to a rather amused Alicia
"So,what do you need to talk to me about?" She asked
"Well.." I trailed off, "Umm I've umm,come to relise something.."
"What?"
"I umm,I don't think I've um been well in love with you for--"
"You don't think?!" She snarled,"After all we've been through,you don't think you love me anymore?!"
"Let me explain-"
"Go on then"
"I would do if someone didn't keep interrupting me" I was getting rather annoyed now..
"Just get to the bloody point already!" shouted an impactient Alicia
"I don't love you anymore beacause I've come to like someone else"
"Who?!" sniffed Alicia
"Just someone..wait are you upset or angry?" I just wanted to get this over with with minimal damage as possible
"DOES IT MATTER?!!" she screamed,"JUST SAY IT!"
"I'm just attracted to someone else"
"WHO?"
"Oh come on does it really matter?!"
"Well I'd love to know who the bitch is your replacing me with"
"Theres no need to be like that!" I was on the tip of boiling over
"Yeah well..well..I HATE YOU!" She cried,"And whats more I bet your replacing me with Frank!"
"And what if I am?!"
...Thats when Alicia really flipped...
"I'm gonna punch him so hard he wont be able to see" She snarled
"Punch who?",we both turned to see a confused looking Frankie
"Run Frank" I wispered
"What was that Mikes?"
"RUN!" I yelled,but it was too late,Alicia had already charged and make full,heavy contact with Frankie's face...
Frank's P.O.V
I woke up in a heavy daze,my head was spinning,I staggered over to the kitchen in desperete need of some coffee.Whilest the coffee was brewing all sorts of thought were darting around in my mind,what happend yesterday?..and why do I have a black eye?!My phone started ringing,it was Mikes
"Hello" I yawned
"Frank!Your alive!" he sounded happy
"Err yeah I am,I don't know what hit me but it hurt like a bitch"
"Errm umm well that was Alicia.." Mikey's voice trailed off
"What hit me?!" I snarled
"Umm Alicia punched you but..I mean come on it was all my fault"
"Listen Mikey that is the last straw with Alicia"
"I know,I understand I--" I cut him off
"No Mikey,you do not understand,I can't do this anymore"
"Frank I said this was my fault"
"I heard what you said Mikes and in some ways it is your fault and in some ways it's mine aswell for not being honset with you"
"What?How is it your fault?How were you not honest with me?" He sounded confused,I would be to if I was in his situation
"Well for sometime now I've liked you Mikes,more than a friend..." In a perfect world he would say he liked me too and then we would ride away on his pink unicorn but sadly this is reality
"I umm..I don't know what to say.."
"I know you don't like me back.."
"Oh I wasn't gonna say that..i just wasn't expecting you to,you know like me" he squeaked
"Thats cause your straight Mikey"
"I-I err Alicia"
"Is she better than me?Or are you attracted to her because she's a girl?"
"No.Don't asume things I'm not goning to say"..Yeah he's getting annoyed now
"Well say something then"
"You-your as bad as Alicia!"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the love of my life
"Oh Frankie I don't mean it like that..I-I I don't know at the moment ok"
"I don't want to talk about this anymore.."
"Frankie.."
"I'm not in the mood Mikey,I already regret telling you this alright so i'm just gonna go back to sleep" I chocked back tears
"Frankie..I-I..."
"I'll see you on Monday Mikey"
"But Frankie.."
"Goodbye Mikey" I said and ended the call.I took a deep breath and tried not to cry as I ran to my bedroom.
Mikey's P.O.V
"Hello" Frank yawned
"Frank!Your alive!" I said smiling
"Err yeah I am,I don't know what hit me but it hurt like a bitch"
"Errm umm well that was Alicia.." I trailed off
"What hit me?!" he snarled
"Umm Alicia punched you but..I mean come on it was all my fault"
"Listen Mikey that is the last straw with Alicia"
"I know,I understand I--" He cut me off
"No Mikey,you do not understand,I can't do this anymore"
"Frank I said this was my fault"
"I heard what you said Mikes and in some ways it is your fault and in some ways it's mine aswell for not being honset with you"
"What?How is it your fault?How were you not honest with me?" I blinked in confusion
"Well for sometime now I've liked you Mikes,more than a friend..." Wow..he likes me... me I wasn't sure if I should be happy and dancing with joy or not
"I umm..I don't know what to say.."
"I know you don't like me back.."
"Oh I wasn't gonna say that..i just wasn't expecting you to,you know like me" I squeaked
"Thats cause your straight Mikey"
"I-I err Alicia"
"Is she better than me?Or are you attracted to her because she's a girl?"
"No.Don't asume things I'm not goning to say" how dare he say that,that hurts Frankie,that real hurts
"Well say something then"
"You-your as bad as Alicia!"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the love of my life
"Oh Frankie I don't mean it like that..I-I I don't know at the moment ok"
"I don't want to talk about this anymore.."
"Frankie.."
"I'm not in the mood Mikey,I already regret telling you this alright so i'm just gonna go back to sleep" I could hear him trying no to cry...
"Frankie..I-I..."
"I'll see you on Monday Mikey"
"But Frankie.."
"Goodbye Mikey" He said
"But Frank" I wispered as he ended the call,"I like you back.."
It was 2 minutes until the end of the day and I was on a high from lunch time,Alicia means so much to me its like,it is...it is..it..it is fake.Fake love.I-I don't know but it seems unreal, like movie love,just two actors acting out a script pretending they have chemistry to..to..I sighed,the truth is I haven't been in love with her since well just under a couple of months now.My feelings have been slowly slipping away,we've been going out for about a year now and I feel like I need to,well explore my options a bit more.
For a while now I've had repetitive dreams about Frank,his raven black hair,his soulful eyes and his cute facial expressions- I was cut off by the school bell,more like it made me jump sky high when it rang.I shuffled out the class room with the other students and made my way to the school entrance completly blanking out everyone as I tired to get the thoughts straight in my head.
As soon as I got outside of the school gates I sprinted home and threw myself onto my bed.I had just called Frank cute and I was straight.The thing was I had always thought of Frank as a cutie so this was nothing new right?
'No your wrong' I thought 'Yes you have always thought Frank was cute but get real Mikey,when you and Alicia were kissing you were thinking of Frank and what it would be like to kiss him not Alicia,him,another boy'
I blinked,"But I'm not gay" I said aloud
'No your not,you are just simply in love with your best friend who btw is a guy'
"Oh shut up brain!"
"Mikey you ok dear?"
I looked up, "Oh hi mum yeah I'm fine"
"Hmm ok but normal people don't just sit there and then go 'oh shut up brain'" she said
"Yeah well maybe I'm not normal" I joked
She laughed,"Maybe your not"
I sighed and pulled out my phone,now to tell this to Alicia...
----------------------- 20 minutes later --------------------------
I'm shaking,not because its cold,because I'm nervous about what Alicia is gonna say.Must think of ways to calm down..umm..ooh!Frank doing his real cute dance to Scene Girlz by BrokeNCYDE..hehehehe
"What you smiling at?"
"Hmm?Oh nothing" I replied to a rather amused Alicia
"So,what do you need to talk to me about?" She asked
"Well.." I trailed off, "Umm I've umm,come to relise something.."
"What?"
"I umm,I don't think I've um been well in love with you for--"
"You don't think?!" She snarled,"After all we've been through,you don't think you love me anymore?!"
"Let me explain-"
"Go on then"
"I would do if someone didn't keep interrupting me" I was getting rather annoyed now..
"Just get to the bloody point already!" shouted an impactient Alicia
"I don't love you anymore beacause I've come to like someone else"
"Who?!" sniffed Alicia
"Just someone..wait are you upset or angry?" I just wanted to get this over with with minimal damage as possible
"DOES IT MATTER?!!" she screamed,"JUST SAY IT!"
"I'm just attracted to someone else"
"WHO?"
"Oh come on does it really matter?!"
"Well I'd love to know who the bitch is your replacing me with"
"Theres no need to be like that!" I was on the tip of boiling over
"Yeah well..well..I HATE YOU!" She cried,"And whats more I bet your replacing me with Frank!"
"And what if I am?!"
...Thats when Alicia really flipped...
"I'm gonna punch him so hard he wont be able to see" She snarled
"Punch who?",we both turned to see a confused looking Frankie
"Run Frank" I wispered
"What was that Mikes?"
"RUN!" I yelled,but it was too late,Alicia had already charged and make full,heavy contact with Frankie's face...
Frank's P.O.V
I woke up in a heavy daze,my head was spinning,I staggered over to the kitchen in desperete need of some coffee.Whilest the coffee was brewing all sorts of thought were darting around in my mind,what happend yesterday?..and why do I have a black eye?!My phone started ringing,it was Mikes
"Hello" I yawned
"Frank!Your alive!" he sounded happy
"Err yeah I am,I don't know what hit me but it hurt like a bitch"
"Errm umm well that was Alicia.." Mikey's voice trailed off
"What hit me?!" I snarled
"Umm Alicia punched you but..I mean come on it was all my fault"
"Listen Mikey that is the last straw with Alicia"
"I know,I understand I--" I cut him off
"No Mikey,you do not understand,I can't do this anymore"
"Frank I said this was my fault"
"I heard what you said Mikes and in some ways it is your fault and in some ways it's mine aswell for not being honset with you"
"What?How is it your fault?How were you not honest with me?" He sounded confused,I would be to if I was in his situation
"Well for sometime now I've liked you Mikes,more than a friend..." In a perfect world he would say he liked me too and then we would ride away on his pink unicorn but sadly this is reality
"I umm..I don't know what to say.."
"I know you don't like me back.."
"Oh I wasn't gonna say that..i just wasn't expecting you to,you know like me" he squeaked
"Thats cause your straight Mikey"
"I-I err Alicia"
"Is she better than me?Or are you attracted to her because she's a girl?"
"No.Don't asume things I'm not goning to say"..Yeah he's getting annoyed now
"Well say something then"
"You-your as bad as Alicia!"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the love of my life
"Oh Frankie I don't mean it like that..I-I I don't know at the moment ok"
"I don't want to talk about this anymore.."
"Frankie.."
"I'm not in the mood Mikey,I already regret telling you this alright so i'm just gonna go back to sleep" I chocked back tears
"Frankie..I-I..."
"I'll see you on Monday Mikey"
"But Frankie.."
"Goodbye Mikey" I said and ended the call.I took a deep breath and tried not to cry as I ran to my bedroom.
Mikey's P.O.V
"Hello" Frank yawned
"Frank!Your alive!" I said smiling
"Err yeah I am,I don't know what hit me but it hurt like a bitch"
"Errm umm well that was Alicia.." I trailed off
"What hit me?!" he snarled
"Umm Alicia punched you but..I mean come on it was all my fault"
"Listen Mikey that is the last straw with Alicia"
"I know,I understand I--" He cut me off
"No Mikey,you do not understand,I can't do this anymore"
"Frank I said this was my fault"
"I heard what you said Mikes and in some ways it is your fault and in some ways it's mine aswell for not being honset with you"
"What?How is it your fault?How were you not honest with me?" I blinked in confusion
"Well for sometime now I've liked you Mikes,more than a friend..." Wow..he likes me... me I wasn't sure if I should be happy and dancing with joy or not
"I umm..I don't know what to say.."
"I know you don't like me back.."
"Oh I wasn't gonna say that..i just wasn't expecting you to,you know like me" I squeaked
"Thats cause your straight Mikey"
"I-I err Alicia"
"Is she better than me?Or are you attracted to her because she's a girl?"
"No.Don't asume things I'm not goning to say" how dare he say that,that hurts Frankie,that real hurts
"Well say something then"
"You-your as bad as Alicia!"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the love of my life
"Oh Frankie I don't mean it like that..I-I I don't know at the moment ok"
"I don't want to talk about this anymore.."
"Frankie.."
"I'm not in the mood Mikey,I already regret telling you this alright so i'm just gonna go back to sleep" I could hear him trying no to cry...
"Frankie..I-I..."
"I'll see you on Monday Mikey"
"But Frankie.."
"Goodbye Mikey" He said
"But Frank" I wispered as he ended the call,"I like you back.."
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