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A/N: I Know This Was Practically A Filler Sorry. Promise I’ll Start Writing All The “Good Stuff” That Have Been Floating Up In My Head All This Time, Soon. (And Regarding The Topic On Where This Story Shall Go You Shall Soon See But There Is A Couple of BIG Hints In This One.
Chapter Six: Call me a name, Kill me with words, Forget about me, It's what I deserve.
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[*Mikey’s P.O.V
I walked with Frankie, I haven’t asked if it’s okay to call him that but it just kind of an instinct. I still feel scared. I have no idea what changed or happened it’s as if my brother and I had swapped characters. I had no idea what my brother went through all this, the truth is I often wondered what life was like for him and now that a got a simple and small portion of what he experienced everyday I took back all the times I turned him down to go with my friends.
Now I just felt lucky I wasn’t going to go through all the name-calling and bullying alone I had Frank and whoever this Ray kid was I just hope he’s cool and didn’t mind having an annoyingly awkward little 9th grader around.
We continued walking, when I spotted Gerard I felt like saying at least a hi or for him to nod but no he just walked straight through us pushing me to the side and knocking Frankie off his feet. I hadn’t seen it coming. All I heard were idiots laughing and a blonde guy calling my brother over and surprisingly he went.
Frankie got up and kept walking then stopped realizing I hadn’t followed. I caught up to him and he just stared looking skeptical, “What?” I asked.
“It’s just that I don’t get why he’d push you even the slightly.” He answered. The truth is I didn’t even know why he pushed me he was always okay with me not talking to him at school. But we would always acknowledge each other at least with a nod or smile but now he seemed to not even care. He seemed cruel even.
“I don’t either,” I confessed.
We continued walking till we reached a tall, skinny kid with a big, puffy afro. He noticed Frank and waved, with a big smile on his face. He looked pretty much adorable and I instantly knew I was going to like this guy.
Frank introduced us and like I thought, Raymond Toro, is fucking awesome. We’re pretty much into the same bands; Metallica, Iron Maiden etc. He was practically the opposite of Frank.
You like them, both, admit it.
NO.
You do.
And what if I do?
You ready to loose all your friends.
No, But…
At least choose one.
I Can’t.
Why?
Cause they’re both so awesome, nice, cute, adorable…
Here we go again with the gay girly stuff.
I can’t help it.
I Know.
Why do I have to talk to myself so much, but this time my conscience was right I had to respect the fact I had just made friends I couldn’t go and ruin it, and that I had to choose but I can’t even if I just met them I feel something for them, Both.
I convinced myself to just enjoy they’re company at least for the day, I learned I shared 3rd and 5th period with Ray and 4th with Frankie, besides 2nd.
The day went by fast except for 6th since I had neither one of them in my class only my brother who continued to ignore me and pretend not to know me.
P.S: I Find It Adorable When Ray Smiles Real Big And Waves. Like in the MOD episode, when he’s holding the tarantula. :D (That’s What I Meant By how he smiled if you wanted an image of that.)
Chapter Six: Call me a name, Kill me with words, Forget about me, It's what I deserve.
*]
[*Mikey’s P.O.V
I walked with Frankie, I haven’t asked if it’s okay to call him that but it just kind of an instinct. I still feel scared. I have no idea what changed or happened it’s as if my brother and I had swapped characters. I had no idea what my brother went through all this, the truth is I often wondered what life was like for him and now that a got a simple and small portion of what he experienced everyday I took back all the times I turned him down to go with my friends.
Now I just felt lucky I wasn’t going to go through all the name-calling and bullying alone I had Frank and whoever this Ray kid was I just hope he’s cool and didn’t mind having an annoyingly awkward little 9th grader around.
We continued walking, when I spotted Gerard I felt like saying at least a hi or for him to nod but no he just walked straight through us pushing me to the side and knocking Frankie off his feet. I hadn’t seen it coming. All I heard were idiots laughing and a blonde guy calling my brother over and surprisingly he went.
Frankie got up and kept walking then stopped realizing I hadn’t followed. I caught up to him and he just stared looking skeptical, “What?” I asked.
“It’s just that I don’t get why he’d push you even the slightly.” He answered. The truth is I didn’t even know why he pushed me he was always okay with me not talking to him at school. But we would always acknowledge each other at least with a nod or smile but now he seemed to not even care. He seemed cruel even.
“I don’t either,” I confessed.
We continued walking till we reached a tall, skinny kid with a big, puffy afro. He noticed Frank and waved, with a big smile on his face. He looked pretty much adorable and I instantly knew I was going to like this guy.
Frank introduced us and like I thought, Raymond Toro, is fucking awesome. We’re pretty much into the same bands; Metallica, Iron Maiden etc. He was practically the opposite of Frank.
You like them, both, admit it.
NO.
You do.
And what if I do?
You ready to loose all your friends.
No, But…
At least choose one.
I Can’t.
Why?
Cause they’re both so awesome, nice, cute, adorable…
Here we go again with the gay girly stuff.
I can’t help it.
I Know.
Why do I have to talk to myself so much, but this time my conscience was right I had to respect the fact I had just made friends I couldn’t go and ruin it, and that I had to choose but I can’t even if I just met them I feel something for them, Both.
I convinced myself to just enjoy they’re company at least for the day, I learned I shared 3rd and 5th period with Ray and 4th with Frankie, besides 2nd.
The day went by fast except for 6th since I had neither one of them in my class only my brother who continued to ignore me and pretend not to know me.
P.S: I Find It Adorable When Ray Smiles Real Big And Waves. Like in the MOD episode, when he’s holding the tarantula. :D (That’s What I Meant By how he smiled if you wanted an image of that.)
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