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I wanna be free, I wanna be loved, I wanna be more than you're thinking of
1 reviewBrendon tells Sarah the truth, but is Spencer content with his decision?
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Nothing made me this suicidal in my 25 years of living. Giving up the girl I have yet to marry, loosing the guy I love to someone who barely knew the real Ryan, and going for my best friend who I love dearly.
Many of you might have been asking,"Well what about Sarah?"
Sarah, oh Sarah. Those velvet lips and the eyes that pulled me in will be missed.
I wake up the next morning next to Sarah, Bogart, and Penny Lane. I wake up earlier than normal, and sob while staring at Sarah as she slept. Suddenly, I didnt feel like a man. I couldn't tell her. I just couldn't.
Being a pussy, I write her a note:
Dear Sarah,
I am sorry I have to leave you now. I know I loved you as much as you loved me, but it just isn't what I want at the moment. I've made an awful mistake writting this note and not telling you in person.
Goodbye forever,
Brendon
I know I've become the biggest asshole in the world now. I just can't even look at myself the same way. I really loved Sarah, and I threw it away for Spencer, who I loved, but not as much as Sarah.
The words of that terrible embarrassing note kept circling through my head as I went through the day.
That was so awful...like some kid wrote it or something...I don't know.
All I want to do is go cry in a hole, and probably die. Well HOPEFULLY die.
The next day I go to see,I guess my new "boy friend", Spencer.
He seemed really tense and just weird. Awkward. Not really paying attention to what I said. I even tried hugging him, kissing him, his arms didnt hug back, his lips didn't kiss back either. After all, I did this for him.... right?
Many of you might have been asking,"Well what about Sarah?"
Sarah, oh Sarah. Those velvet lips and the eyes that pulled me in will be missed.
I wake up the next morning next to Sarah, Bogart, and Penny Lane. I wake up earlier than normal, and sob while staring at Sarah as she slept. Suddenly, I didnt feel like a man. I couldn't tell her. I just couldn't.
Being a pussy, I write her a note:
Dear Sarah,
I am sorry I have to leave you now. I know I loved you as much as you loved me, but it just isn't what I want at the moment. I've made an awful mistake writting this note and not telling you in person.
Goodbye forever,
Brendon
I know I've become the biggest asshole in the world now. I just can't even look at myself the same way. I really loved Sarah, and I threw it away for Spencer, who I loved, but not as much as Sarah.
The words of that terrible embarrassing note kept circling through my head as I went through the day.
That was so awful...like some kid wrote it or something...I don't know.
All I want to do is go cry in a hole, and probably die. Well HOPEFULLY die.
The next day I go to see,I guess my new "boy friend", Spencer.
He seemed really tense and just weird. Awkward. Not really paying attention to what I said. I even tried hugging him, kissing him, his arms didnt hug back, his lips didn't kiss back either. After all, I did this for him.... right?
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