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"but you know what you will make because your not in this alone" said Gerard.........
'thank you so much but so you really think i can still make it though because i wanna be a singer but i just dont know if i could" said Joel "you will make it as a singer i promise you just gotta
believe in yourself and try hard" said Gerard "thanks" "no problem we gotta go now though but just so you dont forget have this" said Gerard handing Joel a piece of paper with writing on it "thanks" said Joel hugging gerard and the rest "ill just go get frank and your friend" said ray....... Later on after Ben and Joel got home. Joel decided he would tell Ben about his dream.. "hey Ben i wanna be a singer when im older" said Joel "thats wonderful Hun and i will help you get to becoming a singer" said Ben hugging Joel. "thanks but were are we going to start" asked Joel pretty happy that Ben was helping "well maybe we could do a recording of you singing a song you wrote and go on from there" said Ben dragging Joel upstairs to his room. "cool but we need music and my music will probably never make it considering its got screaming in most of my songs" said Joel not seeing the point in it anymore "phh you will do fine now let me just grab my laptop and my headset with the mic on it and we are good to go" said Ben turning his laptop on and searching for his headset "what about the music" asked Joel "i got programs on my computer that will solve that now put these on and stop asking questions" said Ben handing the headset to Joel and Joel did ad he was told. "so ill give you a couple of beats and you tell me which one will best fit what ever song your doing" said Ben "okay ill tell you"... about after an hour of beats Joel finely found one "thats the one" said Joel "good now once you hear the beat playing you start singing when you think it would be go okay" said Ben sounding pretty serous and Joel just nodded. the music started to play and Joel started to sing "bruised face , broken soul.....

she lies on the ground crying for help
pleading for you to stop but you didnt
you just kept going and now its to late

BUT YOU DONT CARE , YOU DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT
BUT NOW AT NIGHT YOU HEAR THE SCREAMS YOU SEE THE BLOOD SOAKED WALLS
AND YET YOU COULD OF STOP IT BUT YOU DIDNT

people might say your a monster but your worse than that
you will burn in hell for you sins
forever you will relive that December night

BUT YOU DONT CARE , YOU DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT
BUT NOW AT NIGHT YOU HEAR THE SCREAMS YOU SEE THE BLOOD SOAKED WALLS
AND YET YOU COULD OF STOP IT BUT YOU DIDNT

AND NOW YOU WILL BURN IN HELL AND WILL PLEAD JUST AS SHE DID!"
the music stopped and so did Joel "so how was it ? asked Joel "it was great that was so awesome omg that was amazing , now i will send it off to Vinyl Record Store in Sydney and ill see if they know anywhere to send it" said Ben "cool so when will you send it" asked Joel excited "ill send it once i have written a note and put your music on the CD so maybe today" said Ben looking for his clean cds "okay well im gonna go for a walk while you do that" said Joel "okay make sure your mobile is on so you can call me if anything happens" said Ben "okay"
... Joel thought he would go back home to see if things had died down.. Joel knocked on the door "hello.. omg Joel where have you been" asked Joel's mother "i moved out of home i can not stand dad dad anymore"said Joel pulling away from the hug "now you know your dad doesn't mean what he says" said Joel's mother in a serous voice "whatever is he home? asked Joel "yes" said Joel's mother "good well im going to talk to him" said Joel walking past his mother "son, what are you doing here i thought you were dead" said Joel's father "no im not but you know what is dead you your dead to me , all these years of you hitting me , telling me things and yelling are over" said Joel starting to get mad "well its true all the things i have said and here's something to add to the list YOU WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING BUT A DUMB BISEXUAL MONSTER WITH A PATHETIC LIFE SO JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY" yelled Joels father " well maybe i will, just to make you finely proud of me" and with that Joel marched out of the house.......it had been at least 2 hours seen Joel had left so Ben decided to call Joel but only got voice mail "hey Hun where are you its getting late" said Ben and hung up but he decided to go looking for Joel. "Joel Hun where are you" yelled Ben over and over again. an hour had past and Ben finely found Joel lying in a ditch. "Joel Hun you okay" asked Ben shocked "i be fine" said Joel he sounded drunk "your drunk arnt you" "yes i am" slurred Joel "why Hun" asked Ben a bit happy that he had found Joel "because my life is a mess" said Joel "your life isn't a mess" said Ben "listen Hun i gotta be honest with you yes you have hard ship but i wanna say something to you that im hoping will make you happy" said Ben "i love you and i would be happy if you would be my boyfriend" said Ben holding Joels hand "i would love to be with you" said Joel sounding sleepy "well lets get you back home Baby boy" said Ben helping Joel off the ground..... the next morning Ben got out of bed early to make Joel some breakfast "morning Ben" said Joel "morning baby boy" said Ben "so did you sleep well" asked Ben "yeah thanks , yourself" asked Joel sleepily "i sleep good , by the way i sent the CD out we will find out what we wanna know tomorrow" said Ben handing Joel his breakfast "thanks , well thats good" said Joel eating his breakfast " yep and i know how we can spend the day today" said Ben quite happy "why what are we doing? asked Joel "well seems were dating now i thought maybe we could go to the park then t the movies then go out for dinner" said Ben "thats great, ill go get ready then" said Joel getting up for his chair and going to get ready "me too" said Ben ... after an hour of both boys getting ready they went and had a magical time together. it was about 11:00pm when they got home so they decided to go to bed. Ben awoke to hear the phone ringing , so he got up and answered it "hello" said Ben still asleep "hello , i am part of a music company and we heard your song and there is one thing i have to say about it ..... you will have to wait to find out and there is only one more chapter after this and i hope you get the message i am trying to get across :)x