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Ch.8
Megan stole a nervous glance at Mikey as the two strolled down the hallway to the cafeteria. She moved to her left, so they were walking closer to each other. Mikey didn’t seem to mind when she got closer to him, but she noticed when she slipped her hand into his he seemed to stiffen, if only for a second. Mikey looked down at his hand clamped together with Megan’s. He briefly smiled at her when she caught him starring, and then went back to looking straight ahead. Mikey hadn’t had a girlfriend before, and he wasn’t even sure that Megan classified as one, considering they hadn’t even been one date. Since he had never had a girlfriend he still hadn’t had his first kiss, and up until now hadn’t even held a girl’s hand. As they neared the caf, he couldn’t help but think about how weird her hand felt locked inside his, maybe not weird even, but not what he had expected.
Why does it feel so clammy and warm? He thought, then immediately, Am I shit for thinking that?
No, of course you’re not, His voice greeted him, You’re shit for plenty of other reasons.
Mikey ignored the annoying neighbor locked in his brain.
Or maybe this is just what holding hands is meant to feel like. Uncomfortably unnatural. Mikey shook his head, well aware that he was wrong. He reassured himself that he would get used to how it felt though.
Besides, she only nervous. Mikey thought, but why she should be nervous around me I haven’t got a clue
I haven't the foggiest either. You're dull, and weird, and annoying....
Fuck off
Aaaannnnnnnd I’m gone, no I’m only kidding of course I’m still here.
Hey, hey. I wrote you a song, “Mikey is a piece of shit, piece of shit, piece of shit, Mikey is a piece of shit who doesn’t know when to sit.
What the hell?
She’s tugging on your hand for a reason genius.
It was only then that Mikey felt Megan’s hand pulling at his own. He then realized they were already in the cafeteria’s courtyard.
Everyone was staring up at him, “Um sorry” he said sitting down beside Megan, “I guess I just spaced off”.
“Right” Ray snickered, “Well Romeo, it is nice for you to join us. We're low on masculinity today”.
“Masculinity?” Mikey questioned, but then he saw what Ray had meant. Shayla was, of course by Ray’s side, comfortably snuggled under his arm. Her lips were puffed slightly, and he could only assume she and Ray had only ceased their snogging so Ray could talk to Mikey. Lucy and Sara had already turned back to their giggling conversation, and Lucy took a drag of her cigarette. Neither Gerard nor Frank was anywhere to be seen though.
“Yeah, where are they?” Mikey asked.
“No idea” Ray said.
“We thought one of you may know”. Shayla added.
Megan shook her head and Mikey said, “Frank did say something about meeting us here”.
Ray scanned his head around dramatically, “Well…he is doing a fine job of that”.
Mikey said, “I don’t know, he was acting a bit off when we came out of science”.
Ray just shrugged, “Oh well their loss, less time with me”.
“You bet it is”. Shayla cooed half teasingly, kissing him.
Mikey rolled his eyes, turning away to face Megan. He didn’t have the slightest desire to watch the two mash faces.
“Um hey” he said awkwardly.
“Hey”, she smiled, “So what were you thinking about earlier?”
They saying is lying is the best policy right? He grimaced.
“Uhh, I was just thinking about...you...about where to take you….for our date”.
“Aww” She grinned easily satisfied with his response, “That’s so sweet, but we don’t have to do anything special. Just a movie or something would be fine.”
“Yeah, okay, I’ve got a lot of DVD’s at my place maybe we could just hang out there”.
“Sure”, Megan said excitedly, “That sounds cool. Is this Friday good?”
“Yeah, I think” Mikey scratched the back of his head thinking, “Do you just want to drop by at seven?”
“Yeah, sounds perfect” She grinned, and Mikey couldn’t help but smile back, because he could see how happy he was making her.
“Hey Meg” Lucy called just then, “Come here and talk” She gestured Megan over to Sara and herself.
“Sure, um excuse me Mikey”. Megan stood up pulling her hand free from Mikey’s. Mikey hadn’t even noticed they had still been holding hands.
“Nah, it’s fine I need to use the restroom anyway”. Mikey told her standing up and walking away from the group.
Sara offered Megan a cigarette, but she just shook her, “No thanks. What’s up?”
“So, you and Mikey…” Sara took a draw of her cigarette, “That’s exciting huh?”
Megan nodded happily, “Oh my gosh, yes”.
Lucy said, “Well don’t keep us hanging, how’d it happen?”
*
Mikey walked down the fairly quiet hallway. It was a rare occasion to find any part of the school quiet, but with everyone in class or at lunch Mikey could just let the quiet soak in. Even his constant taunting voice was unusually quiet. As he neared the bathroom however he heard rough muffled sounds coming through the door. He scrunched up his face and swung open the door. The noise was coming from a far stall and Mikey could distinctly see to sets of feet underneath the stall's doors. He rolled his eyes and went to the urinals. As soon as he flushed the couple inside the stall became silent and the door opened. Mikey’s jaw dropped as his brother stepped out.
Gerard looked just as surprised to see Mikey there, “Mikey? What, uh…what are you doing here?”
“Taking a piss, you know like what the bathroom’s used for. What about you?”
Gerard bit his lip and laughed uncomfortably, “Uh well…”
“Gerard really? At school?”
Gerard blushed, which made Mikey feel satisfied, since it was such a rare thing to see Gerard embarrassed, “Wasn’t even anything bad you know”.
“Yeah sure”. Mikey said turning away from Gerard to wash his hands. The stall door opened as Mikey looked up at the mirror. Mikey eyes widened as he quickly recognized the person scooting past Gerard to the door.
“Frankie?” he said spinning around. Frank stopped, his eyes wide and red creeping up his face, only a few inches away from the door.
“Uh, hey Mikey…,uhmm, I’ve, uh, got to go to class”
“The bell hasn’t rung” Mikey said.
“Okay, well bye then”. Frank said slipping hastily through the door, Gerard quickly following.
Mikey stood starring at the door with a sharp pain building in the pit of his stomach.
That’s fucking messed up, His voiced piped up.
“Agreed”.
A/N: Hey guys, please rate and review if you're liking this story so far! I really do appreciate the feedback! Thanks :)
xox
HHalo
Megan stole a nervous glance at Mikey as the two strolled down the hallway to the cafeteria. She moved to her left, so they were walking closer to each other. Mikey didn’t seem to mind when she got closer to him, but she noticed when she slipped her hand into his he seemed to stiffen, if only for a second. Mikey looked down at his hand clamped together with Megan’s. He briefly smiled at her when she caught him starring, and then went back to looking straight ahead. Mikey hadn’t had a girlfriend before, and he wasn’t even sure that Megan classified as one, considering they hadn’t even been one date. Since he had never had a girlfriend he still hadn’t had his first kiss, and up until now hadn’t even held a girl’s hand. As they neared the caf, he couldn’t help but think about how weird her hand felt locked inside his, maybe not weird even, but not what he had expected.
Why does it feel so clammy and warm? He thought, then immediately, Am I shit for thinking that?
No, of course you’re not, His voice greeted him, You’re shit for plenty of other reasons.
Mikey ignored the annoying neighbor locked in his brain.
Or maybe this is just what holding hands is meant to feel like. Uncomfortably unnatural. Mikey shook his head, well aware that he was wrong. He reassured himself that he would get used to how it felt though.
Besides, she only nervous. Mikey thought, but why she should be nervous around me I haven’t got a clue
I haven't the foggiest either. You're dull, and weird, and annoying....
Fuck off
Aaaannnnnnnd I’m gone, no I’m only kidding of course I’m still here.
Hey, hey. I wrote you a song, “Mikey is a piece of shit, piece of shit, piece of shit, Mikey is a piece of shit who doesn’t know when to sit.
What the hell?
She’s tugging on your hand for a reason genius.
It was only then that Mikey felt Megan’s hand pulling at his own. He then realized they were already in the cafeteria’s courtyard.
Everyone was staring up at him, “Um sorry” he said sitting down beside Megan, “I guess I just spaced off”.
“Right” Ray snickered, “Well Romeo, it is nice for you to join us. We're low on masculinity today”.
“Masculinity?” Mikey questioned, but then he saw what Ray had meant. Shayla was, of course by Ray’s side, comfortably snuggled under his arm. Her lips were puffed slightly, and he could only assume she and Ray had only ceased their snogging so Ray could talk to Mikey. Lucy and Sara had already turned back to their giggling conversation, and Lucy took a drag of her cigarette. Neither Gerard nor Frank was anywhere to be seen though.
“Yeah, where are they?” Mikey asked.
“No idea” Ray said.
“We thought one of you may know”. Shayla added.
Megan shook her head and Mikey said, “Frank did say something about meeting us here”.
Ray scanned his head around dramatically, “Well…he is doing a fine job of that”.
Mikey said, “I don’t know, he was acting a bit off when we came out of science”.
Ray just shrugged, “Oh well their loss, less time with me”.
“You bet it is”. Shayla cooed half teasingly, kissing him.
Mikey rolled his eyes, turning away to face Megan. He didn’t have the slightest desire to watch the two mash faces.
“Um hey” he said awkwardly.
“Hey”, she smiled, “So what were you thinking about earlier?”
They saying is lying is the best policy right? He grimaced.
“Uhh, I was just thinking about...you...about where to take you….for our date”.
“Aww” She grinned easily satisfied with his response, “That’s so sweet, but we don’t have to do anything special. Just a movie or something would be fine.”
“Yeah, okay, I’ve got a lot of DVD’s at my place maybe we could just hang out there”.
“Sure”, Megan said excitedly, “That sounds cool. Is this Friday good?”
“Yeah, I think” Mikey scratched the back of his head thinking, “Do you just want to drop by at seven?”
“Yeah, sounds perfect” She grinned, and Mikey couldn’t help but smile back, because he could see how happy he was making her.
“Hey Meg” Lucy called just then, “Come here and talk” She gestured Megan over to Sara and herself.
“Sure, um excuse me Mikey”. Megan stood up pulling her hand free from Mikey’s. Mikey hadn’t even noticed they had still been holding hands.
“Nah, it’s fine I need to use the restroom anyway”. Mikey told her standing up and walking away from the group.
Sara offered Megan a cigarette, but she just shook her, “No thanks. What’s up?”
“So, you and Mikey…” Sara took a draw of her cigarette, “That’s exciting huh?”
Megan nodded happily, “Oh my gosh, yes”.
Lucy said, “Well don’t keep us hanging, how’d it happen?”
*
Mikey walked down the fairly quiet hallway. It was a rare occasion to find any part of the school quiet, but with everyone in class or at lunch Mikey could just let the quiet soak in. Even his constant taunting voice was unusually quiet. As he neared the bathroom however he heard rough muffled sounds coming through the door. He scrunched up his face and swung open the door. The noise was coming from a far stall and Mikey could distinctly see to sets of feet underneath the stall's doors. He rolled his eyes and went to the urinals. As soon as he flushed the couple inside the stall became silent and the door opened. Mikey’s jaw dropped as his brother stepped out.
Gerard looked just as surprised to see Mikey there, “Mikey? What, uh…what are you doing here?”
“Taking a piss, you know like what the bathroom’s used for. What about you?”
Gerard bit his lip and laughed uncomfortably, “Uh well…”
“Gerard really? At school?”
Gerard blushed, which made Mikey feel satisfied, since it was such a rare thing to see Gerard embarrassed, “Wasn’t even anything bad you know”.
“Yeah sure”. Mikey said turning away from Gerard to wash his hands. The stall door opened as Mikey looked up at the mirror. Mikey eyes widened as he quickly recognized the person scooting past Gerard to the door.
“Frankie?” he said spinning around. Frank stopped, his eyes wide and red creeping up his face, only a few inches away from the door.
“Uh, hey Mikey…,uhmm, I’ve, uh, got to go to class”
“The bell hasn’t rung” Mikey said.
“Okay, well bye then”. Frank said slipping hastily through the door, Gerard quickly following.
Mikey stood starring at the door with a sharp pain building in the pit of his stomach.
That’s fucking messed up, His voiced piped up.
“Agreed”.
A/N: Hey guys, please rate and review if you're liking this story so far! I really do appreciate the feedback! Thanks :)
xox
HHalo
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