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You're the blade held to my vein 
And the noose around my neck 
You're precisely just the reason 
Why I am such a wreck
You're the pavement that I hit
As I jump from way up high
And your name is written bold 
In the letter they'll soon find 

You're everything I'd love to hate 
But maybe it's just as well 
'Cause every time you look my way 
I'm in heaven and in hell 

You're the butterflies I draw 
My newfound will to live 
And I strive to return 
The priceless gift you give 
You're the smile in my mind 
That never lets me go
And then through all this distance 
I'm not quite so alone 

You're everything I'd hate to love
But in truth, I may have lied 
My gaslit candle in the dark 
My sweet suicide