Categories > Original > Drama > Diary Of Emilia Miller [English]
I don't know how much longer I can do all of this. I feel like I am going crazy. This is just too much, EVERYTHING IS TOO MUCH FOR ME! This shall be the last thing you will ever hear of me, HAHAHA! YOU'LL NEVER HEAR OF ME AGAIN, HAHA! Okay, now let's be for real, sorry. I honestly have no idea how much longer I can hold on to this terrible life. I assume that today will not be my last day. At least not yet. At least for now. At least... I don't know. I'm trying to make this sound much more dramatic, but for some unexplainable reason I am incapable of doing so. My best guess is that I'm an idiot. Anyways, staying alive is making me crazy (in case you didn't notice yet lol (heh, "lol" looks someone drowning and trying to get help oof)). Not only staying alive, but having voices around me is making me crazy (who would have guessed lol). Even music can't drown them out anymore. Why are others always being so freaking loud and annoying and obnoxious? It sucks a lot. But anyways. I want to talk about something I recently realized about school, or more specifically: about teachers.
It took me quite a long time to realise that teachers don't actually want to hear you out on specific things. They just want you to answer their (idiotic and dumb) questions, and if they don't like your answer, then they will be mad. That is what teachers always do and will always continue doing, but they will never listen to what else you might have to say to them. No matter how important it is.
You want an example? You're not believing my words? Well, here you go. I'm currently failing school and a teacher proposed to me what I should do and I wanted to tell her what I am actually planning on doing, but she didn't want to hear a word of it. I tried to tell her and she was convinced that it wouldn't work (she didn't even fully hear/didn't fully listen to what I was telling her). And this teacher is not the first one who I experienced it with. Basically all teachers I had were like this. So, either I always have bad luck with teachers, or that's just how teachers are. I'd rather stick with the latter. That sounds more logical. The first one would imply that I have this much bad luck which probably isn't possible. But who knows? Everything might be possible in our little world.
Wow, I kind of feel like I'm reading Dostoevsky. I mean, look at the amount of yapping. Classic Dostoevsky. Okay, now for real. I'm reading Dostoevsky and I literally don't understand what's going in the books. Is it the lack of understanding in language or is it just how it is? Man, I don't know. Maybe on another day I'll talk more about what I'm currently reading, but not today. I'm too tired and exhausted and whatsoever for that.
It took me quite a long time to realise that teachers don't actually want to hear you out on specific things. They just want you to answer their (idiotic and dumb) questions, and if they don't like your answer, then they will be mad. That is what teachers always do and will always continue doing, but they will never listen to what else you might have to say to them. No matter how important it is.
You want an example? You're not believing my words? Well, here you go. I'm currently failing school and a teacher proposed to me what I should do and I wanted to tell her what I am actually planning on doing, but she didn't want to hear a word of it. I tried to tell her and she was convinced that it wouldn't work (she didn't even fully hear/didn't fully listen to what I was telling her). And this teacher is not the first one who I experienced it with. Basically all teachers I had were like this. So, either I always have bad luck with teachers, or that's just how teachers are. I'd rather stick with the latter. That sounds more logical. The first one would imply that I have this much bad luck which probably isn't possible. But who knows? Everything might be possible in our little world.
Wow, I kind of feel like I'm reading Dostoevsky. I mean, look at the amount of yapping. Classic Dostoevsky. Okay, now for real. I'm reading Dostoevsky and I literally don't understand what's going in the books. Is it the lack of understanding in language or is it just how it is? Man, I don't know. Maybe on another day I'll talk more about what I'm currently reading, but not today. I'm too tired and exhausted and whatsoever for that.
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