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Leave Lovers Dead in Ditches
Romanceisdead11
Chapter Twenty - one:
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
"I held you close as we both shook."
"Alright, you all," I said into the microphone facing the huge crowd. "I'm sure you all know all the words to this song. This is 'The Confusing Play Write to her Life.'"
I took the mic from the stand, and let it rip.
If the script called
For liars you'd play the lead
And I have no regrets
Just lessons learned
Just so you know
I'm here to save the stage
I don't need forgiveness
So, you'll get no apology from me
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
But this teen's heart
Would never beat
Fast enough for you
The more I remember
The more it hurts
I'll kiss myself goodbye
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
And if one day you notice
I haven't talked to you in a while (FRIENDS BECOME ENEMIES)
It's not because I don't care
It's because you pushed me away
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
If the script called for liars
You'd play the lead
I smiled as we finished the set, and got off the stage. We were the last band to go up before the finale. I walked backstage, and I saw Pete plucking strings on his bass.
"Are we ready?" I asked.
Gerard looked at me with a smirk, "Yeah, we decided Pete and you should be the ones who scream when it's time to wrap."
"Sounds good," I said smiling at Pete.
Just then I heard the announcer's voice booming from the microphone. "Alright, for the finale I introduce Fall Out Boyz, M'Sync, and Nat and the Myths," the voice faded away, and I heard the crowd start to whisper. Boy were they in for a surprise.
I then heard the jail alarm go off, and I knew that was our cue. We rushed out onto the stage, and everybody picked up there instruments. I grabbed the microphone first.
M: Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
M: Tell how should I feel
When I know what I know
And my female intuition telling me you a dog
People told me 'bout the flames
I couldn't see through the smoke
When I need answers, accusations
What you mean you 'gon choke
Oh
P: You can't stay, you gotta go
Ain't no other chick spendin' your dough
This is taking a toll, the way the story unfolds
Not the picture perfect movie everyone would've saw . . .
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
P: Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
G: Tell me how I should feel
When you made me belong
And the thought of you just touchin' her
Is what I hate most
I don't want you, but I want it
And I can't let it go
To know you give it to her like you gave it to me, come on
Oh
He's so arrogant and bold
But she gon' love that shit I know
I don't put in a call, time to ring the alarm
'Cause you ain't never seen a fire like the one I'ma cause . . .
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
How can you look at me?
And not see all the things
That I kept only just for you
Why would you risk it babe?
Is that the price that I pay?
But his is my show, and I won't let you go
All it's been paid for, and it's mine
How could you look at me?
And not see all the things
She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
"Alright, now we're gonna make it a little bit sexy. 'Cause baby I need you to loosen up my buttons," I said through the microphone. I heard Gerard start to laugh, and I hit him in the back of the head.
Pete: YEAH, LITTLE MAMA YOU LOOKIN' GOOD
I SEE YOU WANNA PLAY WITH A PLAYER FROM THE HOOD
COME HOLLA AT ME, YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT
BIG, SNOOP DOGG WITH THE LEAD PUSSYCAT
I SHOW YOU HOW IT GO DOWN, YEAH, I WANNA GO DOWN
ME AND YOU, ONE ON ONE, TREAT YOU LIKE A SHOWDOWN
YOU LOOK AT ME AND I LOOK AT YOU
I'M REACHIN' FOR YOUR SHIRT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO
PGM: I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
M: Typical and hardly
The type I fall for
I like it when the physical
P: Don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama
Who knows just how to get what I wanna
G: What I wanna do is bring this on ya
Backup all the things that I told ya
You've been sayin'
PGM: All the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here
To help take this off
Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
G: You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
P: Ain't been put on me
I wonder
If I'm just too much for you, wonder
M: If my kiss don't make you just wonder
What I got next for you, what you wanna do
Take a chance to recognize
PGM: That this could be yours
I can see just like most guys
That your game don't please
Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
Pete: NOW YOU CAN GET WHAT YOU WANT
BUT I NEED WHAT I NEED
AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT'S CRACK-A-LACKIN 'FO I PROCEED
I'MA SHOW YOU WHERE TO PUT IT THAT
PCD ON ME, YEAH, I THOUGHT I SAW A PUDDY CAT
YOU ROLL WITH THE BIG DOG
ALL SIX OF Y'ALL ON ME
NOW TELL ME HOW YA FEEL BABYDOLL
ASHLEY, NICOLE
CARMIT, JESSICA, KIMBERLY, MELODY
YOU TELLIN' ME
PGN: Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
"Now we'll slow it down, so you wont' be hyper on your drive home," I said winking at some teenage boy in the audience. Now it was just me singing.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
Bridge
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
End of Bridge
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Wherei'm about to go
And we know it very well
Bridge
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
End of Bridge
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
Our love . . . his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
I ended the song, and said the goodnight, and we all went back stage. "So, how do you think it went?" I asked everybody.
Patrick just stared at me, "Next time I am not singing the girl parts."
"I knew there was a reason we kept you around Pattie," I said laughing.
S/N: Okay this was just a fun chapter. Please review!
Romanceisdead11
Chapter Twenty - one:
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
"I held you close as we both shook."
"Alright, you all," I said into the microphone facing the huge crowd. "I'm sure you all know all the words to this song. This is 'The Confusing Play Write to her Life.'"
I took the mic from the stand, and let it rip.
If the script called
For liars you'd play the lead
And I have no regrets
Just lessons learned
Just so you know
I'm here to save the stage
I don't need forgiveness
So, you'll get no apology from me
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
But this teen's heart
Would never beat
Fast enough for you
The more I remember
The more it hurts
I'll kiss myself goodbye
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
And if one day you notice
I haven't talked to you in a while (FRIENDS BECOME ENEMIES)
It's not because I don't care
It's because you pushed me away
Chorus
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
This is the chorus
Where I scream because
I don't know how to sing
So, everybody scream your heart out
I set myself up
For the greatest fall of a lifetime
End of Chorus
If the script called for liars
You'd play the lead
I smiled as we finished the set, and got off the stage. We were the last band to go up before the finale. I walked backstage, and I saw Pete plucking strings on his bass.
"Are we ready?" I asked.
Gerard looked at me with a smirk, "Yeah, we decided Pete and you should be the ones who scream when it's time to wrap."
"Sounds good," I said smiling at Pete.
Just then I heard the announcer's voice booming from the microphone. "Alright, for the finale I introduce Fall Out Boyz, M'Sync, and Nat and the Myths," the voice faded away, and I heard the crowd start to whisper. Boy were they in for a surprise.
I then heard the jail alarm go off, and I knew that was our cue. We rushed out onto the stage, and everybody picked up there instruments. I grabbed the microphone first.
M: Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
M: Tell how should I feel
When I know what I know
And my female intuition telling me you a dog
People told me 'bout the flames
I couldn't see through the smoke
When I need answers, accusations
What you mean you 'gon choke
Oh
P: You can't stay, you gotta go
Ain't no other chick spendin' your dough
This is taking a toll, the way the story unfolds
Not the picture perfect movie everyone would've saw . . .
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
P: Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
G: Tell me how I should feel
When you made me belong
And the thought of you just touchin' her
Is what I hate most
I don't want you, but I want it
And I can't let it go
To know you give it to her like you gave it to me, come on
Oh
He's so arrogant and bold
But she gon' love that shit I know
I don't put in a call, time to ring the alarm
'Cause you ain't never seen a fire like the one I'ma cause . . .
PGM: She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
How can you look at me?
And not see all the things
That I kept only just for you
Why would you risk it babe?
Is that the price that I pay?
But his is my show, and I won't let you go
All it's been paid for, and it's mine
How could you look at me?
And not see all the things
She gon' be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Get in the house off the coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Get in the 'Bach for the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go, damn if I let you go
"Alright, now we're gonna make it a little bit sexy. 'Cause baby I need you to loosen up my buttons," I said through the microphone. I heard Gerard start to laugh, and I hit him in the back of the head.
Pete: YEAH, LITTLE MAMA YOU LOOKIN' GOOD
I SEE YOU WANNA PLAY WITH A PLAYER FROM THE HOOD
COME HOLLA AT ME, YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT
BIG, SNOOP DOGG WITH THE LEAD PUSSYCAT
I SHOW YOU HOW IT GO DOWN, YEAH, I WANNA GO DOWN
ME AND YOU, ONE ON ONE, TREAT YOU LIKE A SHOWDOWN
YOU LOOK AT ME AND I LOOK AT YOU
I'M REACHIN' FOR YOUR SHIRT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO
PGM: I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
M: Typical and hardly
The type I fall for
I like it when the physical
P: Don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama
Who knows just how to get what I wanna
G: What I wanna do is bring this on ya
Backup all the things that I told ya
You've been sayin'
PGM: All the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here
To help take this off
Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
G: You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
P: Ain't been put on me
I wonder
If I'm just too much for you, wonder
M: If my kiss don't make you just wonder
What I got next for you, what you wanna do
Take a chance to recognize
PGM: That this could be yours
I can see just like most guys
That your game don't please
Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
Pete: NOW YOU CAN GET WHAT YOU WANT
BUT I NEED WHAT I NEED
AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT'S CRACK-A-LACKIN 'FO I PROCEED
I'MA SHOW YOU WHERE TO PUT IT THAT
PCD ON ME, YEAH, I THOUGHT I SAW A PUDDY CAT
YOU ROLL WITH THE BIG DOG
ALL SIX OF Y'ALL ON ME
NOW TELL ME HOW YA FEEL BABYDOLL
ASHLEY, NICOLE
CARMIT, JESSICA, KIMBERLY, MELODY
YOU TELLIN' ME
PGN: Baby can't you see
How these clothes are fittin' on me
And the eat comin' from this beat
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Sayin' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin'
Saying' what you gon' do to me
But I ain't seen nothin'
"Now we'll slow it down, so you wont' be hyper on your drive home," I said winking at some teenage boy in the audience. Now it was just me singing.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
Bridge
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
End of Bridge
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Wherei'm about to go
And we know it very well
Bridge
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
End of Bridge
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
Our love . . . his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Chorus
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't' wanna be a murderer
End of Chorus
I ended the song, and said the goodnight, and we all went back stage. "So, how do you think it went?" I asked everybody.
Patrick just stared at me, "Next time I am not singing the girl parts."
"I knew there was a reason we kept you around Pattie," I said laughing.
S/N: Okay this was just a fun chapter. Please review!
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