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Chapter 16

by disturbedangel6 2 reviews

Gerard, Bob and Mary talk. More about the band. Will she forgive them? ... again?

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Romance - Characters: Bob Bryar,Frank Iero,Gerard Way,Mikey Way,Ray Toro - Published: 2008-03-26 - Updated: 2008-03-26 - 1918 words

Dylan smirked at Bob and Gerard but his eyes held fury. “Yes?”

Bob looked startled and Gerard held a plain emotionless face.

My eyes focused back on the stainless steel fridge and my mind kept repeating the same sentence ‘Please go away, please no trouble’.

Gerard cleared his throat, “We came to talk to Mary”

I felt all eyes on me. It was hard
to breathe. I always had eyes on me but not in this way. I looked up at them.

“Mary, the want to talk to you. Do you want me to stay here?” Dylan asked in worry.

I pressed my lips together, “It’s ok, I guess you can leave Dylan”

Dylan looked defeated, “Are you
sure? I mean it’s not like I don’t know anything”

“Please, it will be quick” I pleaded.

Dylan nodded and gave a look that was like, ‘You do something to her, you die’ to Bob and Gerard before he left the kitchen.

I focused back on the fridge and waited for them to speak.

“We’re sorry for everything that we did to you Mary” Gerard spoke up.

“We talked it over and we realized that we are always the ones that break your heart” Bob continued.

I gave a face that said ‘Duh!’

“I um… I don’t want you to take the blame off me or something but to tell you the truth, I wasn’t exactly myself when I um… slept with Shelly” Gerard said.

I looked at Gerard and gave him a death glare. What does he mean that he wasn’t himself? So his soul left his body at that time? Ha ha!

“What I meant to say is that I was under the influence of drugs when that… happened”

My eyes widened. Drugs? He was on drugs?! Why? He went back to taking coke?

“I mean if you were on the drugs you wouldn’t be able to control yourself. I know, I wish I didn’t take it but I was… frustrated”

“Yea I know what it feels like to be under the influence” I said in monotone.

“And I was frustrated because – you do?” Gerard asked.

I shrugged.

“Mary don’t tell me you’re taking them!” Gerard took a step towards me.

“So Bob, what’s your excuse?” I asked; changing the subject.

“Um…” Bob looked startled, “I was jealous. I’m sorry Mary. I won’t come within 2 metres from you”

Gerard looked confused and turned to Bob, “What did you do?”

“Nothing” Bob backed away.

“What did he do?” Gerard asked me.

I frowned, “None of your business, Way”

He sighed, “So I guess we’re not cool”

I stood up and walked to the door to enter the dining room, “No we’re not cool”

I twirled on my tiptoes as I listened to ‘Restless’ by Within Temptation on my Ipod. That was a pretty song.

“Take my hand as I wander through all of my love I gave you” I sang in a quiet voice.

I liked singing when I was alone so no one could hear my scratchy voice.
It was night again, about 12am maybe and I have been listening to my Ipod ever since. I guess what they say is true, music does make you happy and you’re able to forget thing that happened. I felt like a fairy princess with my long black hair out with heavy make up and a white ribbon around my head ninja style but I pretended that it was tiara instead. I was wearing a dress which was a cream coloured boob tube looking dress with straps. It went down just above my knees. I also wore these black ballet slippers that I got for free after a catwalk that I did a few years ago. I was pretty much playing dress ups and pretending that I was someone I’m not. This was fun really.

I decided that I should go downstairs and eat since I haven’t eaten all day. The flow of the music made me walked or more like glide like a ballerina down to the kitchen.

“I’m longing to be lost in you, won’t you take me away from me” I sang the lyrics of ‘Away from me’ by Evanescence.

I pulled out mango juice from the fridge and started drinking it out of the bottle.

Out of nowhere Gerard came to me which startled me and which made me spit all the juice on him.

“Thanks” he said when I took my
headphones off.

“I’m so sorry” I apologized a
million times as I wiped his face and shirt with a table cloth.

“It’s fine, I shouldn’t have startled you” he said.

I nodded and put the table cloth in the sink.

“Um… you look really pretty, are you going somewhere?”

“Um… no…” I blushed. I felt like an idiot dressing up like this.

“Oh… don’t worry I dress up like a ninja sometimes… sometimes I even dress up like Robin too”

I giggled, “Really?” I don’t know why I was talking to him.

He nodded with a blush, “Now changing the subject” he looked uncomfortable, “Since you’re the only one that’s awake I was hoping maybe you could read my lyrics that I wrote”

I thought for a second before I answered him, “Ok”

I followed him to the living room and we sat on the couch.

He gave me a few sheets of paper with scribbles.

“This one is about the 9/11 attacks. You know the one with the terrorist attacks?” he said.

I nodded and started reading.

‘You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out,
And if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now, now, now

We walk in single file
We light our rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell

This broken city sky like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

Tell me we go from...

And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapors
Steel corpses stretch out towards an ending sun, scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your flesh apart
As ice cold hands rip into your heart

That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw, can we still reclaim our innocence
And if the world needs something better, let's give them one more reason now

This broken city sky like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

Tell me we go from here’

“Whoa, you wrote that?” I asked in amazement.

“Uh… nearly. Mikey and Ray helped me out with it” he smiled.

“Wow” I looked at the scribbled words that made up a song. Truly I never knew these guys could do this incredibly well.

“And this song is about um… just read it” he gave me another sheet of scribbled paper.

'Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, pass on through our phantoms
Forever, and ever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever'

“Wow” I sighed, “Did anyone help you on this one?”

“Nope, all me” he smiled proudly.

“Wow… this song will be amazing. I love it! I love both of them” I smiled at him, “So what is this one about?”

He blushed and looked at the blank TV. “Um… it’s about you”

My eyes widened, “Really?”

He nodded; blushing more.

I breathed in trying to slow down the rapid beating of my heart. “But I don’t have blue eyes”

He grinned, “Oh yes you do”

“I so don’t. Are you colour blind?”
I crossed my arms over my chest.

“No I’m not. Haven’t anyone told you then? Or am I the only one that had noticed?”

“What did you notice?” I asked as I
sat up.

“You do have green eyes but they turn blue when you’re angry or sad” he explained.

My eyes widened again, “Really?”

“Hmm…” he nodded.

“Wow, I never knew that”

He grinned, “Now you do”

“Thanks” I chuckled, “And we die in
the end”

He chuckled too, “Yea, sorry about that”

“Don’t worry, it goes well with it.
I appreciate that you wrote a song about me” I smiled.

“You should because you’re pretty much the most important person in my life Mary, even though you hate me for the things I do that makes your heart break” he sighed, “And I’m sorry about that”

I felt my eyes fill with water. Why does he have to be so sweet? I want to forgive him but I cant stand to get broken again. Before the tears fell out of my eyes I stood up. “I have to go to sleep now. Good night” I turned to walked upstairs.

“Please Mary, I’m sorry. I’m lost without you. I can’t stop from doing dangerous things to myself”

I slightly shook my head and continued to go upstairs. I’m not going to give in again.

I'm so bad
coz instead of studying i do this!
I am ashamed of myself lol

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