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The Ninth chapter.I'm gonna write more than ten chapters,maybe 11 or 12 i dunno.Anyway,as it says in the summary,this chapter is the birth of my baby,who will be called Helena,cuz I love the song and it's an awesome name.I am gonna name my real life kid that,along with Destroya.
Right,so the birth'll be like the birth from Breaking Dawn-Part One.Except no biting through flesh or me dying.and my back won't break either.Sorry,if you wanted that.
Rate and Review.
xo Sadie
Chapter Nine.
Three months after I was told I could die,we decided to tell the others.
They were my family,they cared about me.
They had to know.
"Guys,we have something we have to tell you."Gee said as we all sat in the lounge that day.
"Well,what is it?"Frank asked,and Gerard helped me off the couch and I lifted up my t-shirt,exposing my bruised baby bump.
"I'm going to die."I wimper,and Penina,Amy,Mia and Raven are next to me within a flash of lightning.
"How are you gonna die? You've been looked after.."Penina asked.
"Well,remember when I wasn't here the other day?"
"Yeah.We remeber looking all over for you."Mia said.
"Well,I had actually been taken by Korse.He put an injection in me,to make the baby evil.She is killing me from the inside,and I could die giving birth to her,or die after a month from a disease she carries."
"Oh!"The girls gasped.AJ stood up,with a crazy look on her face.
"H-how long until the baby arrives?"
When I was about to answer,I got a peircing pain in my stomach.I lunged forward,clutching it tightly.
"I think she's coming n-n-n.."I got the peircing pain again,stronger this time,and fell forward,blacking out into darkness.
I awoke half an hour later,in the 'operating room',or the dining area.
I still had the bump,buldging bigger and bigger.
Gee came over and tightly held my hand,and I looked at him with panic in my eyes.
"It's going to be alright."He whispered."She'll be here soon,I promise."
He kissed me softly,before I lunged forward in pain as I recieved another blow from inside me.
"Get the doctor!"I heard Gee scream,and Frank and Mikey left the room to get Dr.D.
I looked on as they left,and I began to cry.
"Shh.."Gerard quieted me,cradling me.
"G-Gee.I-I'm going to d-die.."I stuttered in agony,as I recieved blow after blow.
"No.No I won't let you."He told me,with anger in his eyes.
Gerard's POV
"No.No I won't let you."I tell her,and I mean't it.
I would do whatever it took to keep Sadie safe,I wouldn't let her slip away in front of me.
"Where's the doctor?!"I shout,and after a while,Dr.D arrives.
"It's time."He said,and got out his scalpel.
He pushed it into her stomach,and made the insision along.
"Argh!"Sadie screamed,lunging forward.
"It's going to be okay.."I tell her,grasping her hand.
She squezzed it tighter and tighter,until she finally passed out.
After a terrifying hour,I heard the shrill cry of our baby.
Helena was finally here.
"Baby,she's here."I whisper to Sadie,but she doesn't respond.
No.
She couldn't have.
I feel for her heartbeat,and I could still feel it.
It was slowing down,she was dying.
"Do you want to hold your child,Gerard?"Dr.D asked.
"No.Get that child away from me."
"But --"
"Go!"I hissed at the doctor,and he left the room with baby Helena in his arms.
"Please..Baby,stay with me..I need you."I sob as I cradle my dying love in my arms.
She still doesn't respond.
I softly sing to her,sing her to her sleep.
This world,this world is cold.
But you don't,you don't have to go.
You're feeling sad,you're feeling lonely.
And no one seems to care.
Your mother's gone and your father hits you.
The pain you cannot bear.
But we all bleed the same way you do
And we all have the same things to go through.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Your days.
You say they're way too long.
And your nights.
You cannot sleep at all.
Hold on.
And you're not sure what you're waiting for.
But you don't want to no more.
And you're not sure what you're looking for.
But you don't want to no more.
But we all bleed the same way you do.
And we all have the same things to go through.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Don't stop looking,you're one step closer.
Don't stop searching,it's not over.
Hold on.
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead,what are you waiting for?
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Don't stop looking,you're one step closer.
Don't stop searching,it's not over.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Hold on.
As her heart beat slowed,Sadie opened her eyes.
"It's okay."I tell her."I'm letting you go.You don't have to hold on anymore."
I kissed her one last time,trying to hold back my tears.
I looked back at her crystalised,green eyes.
A single tear escaped her eyes.
"I love you,never forget that."She whispered,and I held her close.
"My heart,will still beat for you."I sob quietly.
She closed her eyes for the last time,and she drew her last breath.
As soon as she had left this earth,I screamed.
Everyone entered the room,and I looked up at them with tear stained eyes.
"She's gone."I sob,still holding her."It killed her."
"No,Gerard."Mikey says,putting an arm around me." He killed her.Korse."
;_; Game over.I died.
Lol,no game over.
Oh,if you were thinking during the song "who the fuck sings this and what song is it?".
It's a song called Hold On by Good Charlotte.
Check out the music video for it,it's about suicide and it's just really sad and..
-sigh-.
Rate and Review guys!
xo Sadie
Right,so the birth'll be like the birth from Breaking Dawn-Part One.Except no biting through flesh or me dying.and my back won't break either.Sorry,if you wanted that.
Rate and Review.
xo Sadie
Chapter Nine.
Three months after I was told I could die,we decided to tell the others.
They were my family,they cared about me.
They had to know.
"Guys,we have something we have to tell you."Gee said as we all sat in the lounge that day.
"Well,what is it?"Frank asked,and Gerard helped me off the couch and I lifted up my t-shirt,exposing my bruised baby bump.
"I'm going to die."I wimper,and Penina,Amy,Mia and Raven are next to me within a flash of lightning.
"How are you gonna die? You've been looked after.."Penina asked.
"Well,remember when I wasn't here the other day?"
"Yeah.We remeber looking all over for you."Mia said.
"Well,I had actually been taken by Korse.He put an injection in me,to make the baby evil.She is killing me from the inside,and I could die giving birth to her,or die after a month from a disease she carries."
"Oh!"The girls gasped.AJ stood up,with a crazy look on her face.
"H-how long until the baby arrives?"
When I was about to answer,I got a peircing pain in my stomach.I lunged forward,clutching it tightly.
"I think she's coming n-n-n.."I got the peircing pain again,stronger this time,and fell forward,blacking out into darkness.
I awoke half an hour later,in the 'operating room',or the dining area.
I still had the bump,buldging bigger and bigger.
Gee came over and tightly held my hand,and I looked at him with panic in my eyes.
"It's going to be alright."He whispered."She'll be here soon,I promise."
He kissed me softly,before I lunged forward in pain as I recieved another blow from inside me.
"Get the doctor!"I heard Gee scream,and Frank and Mikey left the room to get Dr.D.
I looked on as they left,and I began to cry.
"Shh.."Gerard quieted me,cradling me.
"G-Gee.I-I'm going to d-die.."I stuttered in agony,as I recieved blow after blow.
"No.No I won't let you."He told me,with anger in his eyes.
Gerard's POV
"No.No I won't let you."I tell her,and I mean't it.
I would do whatever it took to keep Sadie safe,I wouldn't let her slip away in front of me.
"Where's the doctor?!"I shout,and after a while,Dr.D arrives.
"It's time."He said,and got out his scalpel.
He pushed it into her stomach,and made the insision along.
"Argh!"Sadie screamed,lunging forward.
"It's going to be okay.."I tell her,grasping her hand.
She squezzed it tighter and tighter,until she finally passed out.
After a terrifying hour,I heard the shrill cry of our baby.
Helena was finally here.
"Baby,she's here."I whisper to Sadie,but she doesn't respond.
No.
She couldn't have.
I feel for her heartbeat,and I could still feel it.
It was slowing down,she was dying.
"Do you want to hold your child,Gerard?"Dr.D asked.
"No.Get that child away from me."
"But --"
"Go!"I hissed at the doctor,and he left the room with baby Helena in his arms.
"Please..Baby,stay with me..I need you."I sob as I cradle my dying love in my arms.
She still doesn't respond.
I softly sing to her,sing her to her sleep.
This world,this world is cold.
But you don't,you don't have to go.
You're feeling sad,you're feeling lonely.
And no one seems to care.
Your mother's gone and your father hits you.
The pain you cannot bear.
But we all bleed the same way you do
And we all have the same things to go through.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Your days.
You say they're way too long.
And your nights.
You cannot sleep at all.
Hold on.
And you're not sure what you're waiting for.
But you don't want to no more.
And you're not sure what you're looking for.
But you don't want to no more.
But we all bleed the same way you do.
And we all have the same things to go through.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Don't stop looking,you're one step closer.
Don't stop searching,it's not over.
Hold on.
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead,what are you waiting for?
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Don't stop looking,you're one step closer.
Don't stop searching,it's not over.
Hold on.
If you feel like letting go.
Hold on.
It gets better than you know.
Hold on.
As her heart beat slowed,Sadie opened her eyes.
"It's okay."I tell her."I'm letting you go.You don't have to hold on anymore."
I kissed her one last time,trying to hold back my tears.
I looked back at her crystalised,green eyes.
A single tear escaped her eyes.
"I love you,never forget that."She whispered,and I held her close.
"My heart,will still beat for you."I sob quietly.
She closed her eyes for the last time,and she drew her last breath.
As soon as she had left this earth,I screamed.
Everyone entered the room,and I looked up at them with tear stained eyes.
"She's gone."I sob,still holding her."It killed her."
"No,Gerard."Mikey says,putting an arm around me." He killed her.Korse."
;_; Game over.I died.
Lol,no game over.
Oh,if you were thinking during the song "who the fuck sings this and what song is it?".
It's a song called Hold On by Good Charlotte.
Check out the music video for it,it's about suicide and it's just really sad and..
-sigh-.
Rate and Review guys!
xo Sadie
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