(#) rainbow_apocalypse 2011-04-21i cryed when i read what you put about cutting. i was suicidal for a long time and still cut it hard to say. i am still here because well i dunno music is a big help i do thing my chem saved my life. i think what your trying to do is so sweet. and you need to keep it up for the people who do have somthing to life for and just cant see it. you story is awesome keep it up x
Author's responseThank you! My writing kind of keeps me sane. I think that everyone has SOMETHING to live for. For me I think it was mostly I just couldn't stand the idea of breaking my promise to my little brother. That kind of kept me from doing anything too dramatic, but I still wanted to die, and I just haven't felt that way since I started listening to My Chemical Romance. I just really want a chance to say thank you to them and all you guys too. Knowing that some people actually wanted to read my writting was like a revalation. All of a sudden everyone was wondering when I'd update it and it made me realize that I had at least one thing I'm decent at. I don't think I'll be back to my former state of mind any time soon, and I hope you stay happy too. I'm sorry that I'm a little confused, but I'm trying to figure out if there's supposed to be a comma in "still cut it hard to say." because if there is it's placing could have you saying that you used to, or you do. Sorry, I hate to ask about painful memories but just wanted to completely understand. I'm glad you like the story and me reaching out type thing. Take care of yourself, stay healthy and happy. Love you!
(#) perfectzombie 2011-04-21OMG I haven't read this story in ages, but it's still amazing! PLEASE update soon, and does Alex know that Gerards gay?? Is that why she's asking? O: SHE CANT LIKE GEE BECAUSE THATS NOT FAIR TO MIKEY! :'( but anyway, i think it's a great idea what your doing with the "happy week" or whatever its called thing :P
Author's responseOh thank you! I definitly am going to try to get another chapter out this weekend. Sorry about how long I've been going between chapters, I've been getting grounded a lot (even when I do everything her way, my mom finds something wrong with it) so I have to wake up really, really early to type (normally around 1 AM) otherwise my mom threatens to call the police because I "refuse to comply.". And all I'll say about Alex is she's scary perceptive but sometimes chooses to ignore her instincts. cough "Mikey" cough
And thank ypu for supporting it, I was thinking I'd get posts saying "Emo f@g, get a life, or better go kill yourself. Go rot in hell." Why I thought people would say that, I don't know. I'm fine with haters though. People can hate me all they want. Sorry, I digress. Any way I'm very glad to have your support and feel free to spread the word as you see fit. :) Have an amazing week! Love you!
- Can't wait for the next chapter, the sleepover is going to fun to read!! :) One of my fave fics!
Author's responseOhhhh yes, the sleepover is going o be VERY fun to read. LOL :) And thank you! That means a lot to me. Have a great week!
Ohhhh yes, the sleepover is going o be VERY fun to read. LOL :) And thank you! That means a lot to me. Have a great week!
oops, I didn't mean to do that twice. Oh well!
- thank you for the thank you xD a really great chapter, SLEEPOVER!!!
i love the be happy week idea. i used to cut. i dont even know why. i was rather fucked up. well this week i shall be happy (: THANK YOU!! xxxxxxx
Author's responseNo problem, I'm glad this week will be happy. I'm glad your in a better state of mind (OMG I sound like a therapist, I don't mean to. I think I've just been watching too many corny old horror movies). Yeah, when I did cut it was just basically when I hurt to much to know what to do. I don't even remember exactly what had happened to make me hurt so bad, I just remember wanting to bleed. I didn't want to stop until it bled too. I still personally believe life is pointless, I just don't think that it's a bad thing anymore. I just decided to have fun with life. I never really tried alcohol or pills or anything, I just wanted to hurt on the outside like I did on the inside. I honestly don't remember it hurting at all, I didn't think it felt good or anything, I just didn't feel. But afterward I remember it stinging,and wearing long sleeves until a cut healed sucked too. I guess I'm getting a little too gruesome, sorry. I guess I didn't have one reason either. I just kind of couldn't hide the pain any more. I'm happy I only ended up with two scars and neither is too noticable but I'll always know why their there. I'll always know it was because of me, but I think it's a good reminder that I've made it through. I'm glad your story is past tense and I hope you have an absolutely fantasic week! Spread the word, and remember as creepy as it sounds, I love you! And yes, there is sleepover stuff on the way. YAY!
(#) rainbow_apocalypse 2011-04-25You really sweet sorry I was really sleepy when I reviewed but yea i still cut :( am trying to stop. I would love to say thank you 2 my chem 2 just to tell them they fucking awesome and how much they help me. In love you story it one of the thing I look forwad to. Stay happy Ly xx
Author's responseYeah, I want to tell them thank you too. If there's anything I can do to help you, just say it. Stay happy xoxoxoxo
(#) rainbow_apocalypse 2011-04-25Oh yea I just wanted t say it would be so cool alex and mikey have they own story I just want to find out what is going to happen and both the name I so cool I do like number 2 keep updating x love you xx
Author's responseI promise to keep updating, and I'll write the Mikey and Alex thing for sure. I'm glad you like Love Me, I thought that the name suited the story (or at least where I plan for it to go). I love you!
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