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"I wasn't always like this. It's not like I was born a cold-blooded killer. No. I never even thought about killing anything, let alone a person, until I was sixteen."
"I wasn't always like this. It's not like I was born a cold-blooded killer. No. I never even thought about killing anything, let alone a person, until I was sixteen."
3ExcitingHe grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly, “When I'm gone, I want you to move on. I want you to find someone else and love them the way you love me.”
1MovingAfter a few moments of awkward silence, I finally managed to spit something out,“Um, sure. I'm Gerard by the way.” I stuck my hand out for him to shake.
2AmbianceGerard stood in the doorway and stared at me. I could feel his eyes taking in every part of me. I didn't care, because I was looking at him the same way.
0UnratedI turned around to get a better look as he walked inside and my heart almost exploded out of my chest. It was Jimmy.
0UnratedI found myself picturing us together, our bodies wrapped around each other. I just wanted to reach out and touch him. I wanted him to be mine, right now.
2HotI let out a deep breath and smiled. For the first time in three months, I actually felt happy.
1MovingNo. We couldn't. He ruined me. I would never be able to forgive him for what he did. I should have killed him when I had the chance.
0UnratedThere were pictures from the crime scene that I created the day I threw Jimmy out of my life. I felt my heart stop, looking at these pictures now made me feel terrible.
1ExcitingI placed my hand on top of his, like an invitation. I wanted him to know it was okay, that I wanted him to kiss me.
1AmbianceI sighed and took his hands in mine. “We don't have to do this if you don't want to. I understand.” It killed me to say the words.
1ExcitingI felt my gaze being drawn to his eyes. They were the same eyes I looked into as I shoved a knife in his neck. I shuddered at the memory.
1ExcitingHe tried to kill me, and ever since the moment he shoved that knife in my neck, I swore that if I ever saw him again I would kill him.
1ExcitingBefore I could say anything he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. I felt his chapped lips on mine and I couldn't help but smile. I felt like I was living a dream.
1ExcitingWithout hesitating, I said, “Jimmy. He was like a brother to me.”
2OriginalGerard slammed me up against the wall again before lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and wrapped my arms around his neck.
2ExcitingI felt my heart explode in my chest. I had never had to do anything this painful, since the day I decided to throw Jimmy away.
1InsightfulI smiled before stabbing him in the shoulder. I pushed the knife as deep as it would go before turning it. I heard him cry out in pain, and I just laughed.
2ExcitingI sighed, leaning against his door. It wasn't even worth it. He had already mutilated my heart.
1ExcitingSlowly my eyes, traveled down to the scar on his neck and I looked away. It would be hard to forget about what I did. Maybe this was a bad idea.
1AmbianceGerard couldn't be bad. He was only ever nice and sweet with me. Nothing about him made me think that he had ever hurt people.
1AmbianceAll I could think about was Frank. I was stupid for leaving him. I should have stayed.
2ExcitingHe looked like he had been crying, and I felt miserable. I knew he had been crying because of me.
1MovingI would kidnap Frank, and then make Gerard choose between killing me or his new lover.
1Funny“Gerard? What did they do to you?” Hesitantly, I grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it up, revealing a nasty wound on his shoulder.
1ExcitingI could only hope that he would still love me after he learned that I killed people for a living. I knew he would probably run away, terrified. If that happened, I wouldn't know what to do.
3ExcitingAs soon as I could, I would move out of that building, and I would never have to see Gerard again.
1Exciting“I can't let you kill him, Jimmy.” His voice was cold. It was the voice of a killer.
0UnratedThe taller cop slapped the handcuffs around my wrist, “You're going to go to prison for a very long time.”
0UnratedI wanted so much to feel his touch. It killed me knowing the only thing separating us was a piece of glass.
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